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When K. graduated from university I bought her a ring. It was a lifetime issue denarius of Alexander the Great set in a delicate silver circle that was fully reversable and mounted on a small silver ring. I wrote something about how it was her time to conquer the world (something she's out there doing right now).
Many years later K. started attending this event called No Lights No Lycra. You may be familiar with it, but if you're not, it's an event when you turn up to a community hall or similar space and file in with a bunch of strangers, they then turn the lights off and play a DJ set for an hour. Technically you're not supposed to wear lycra but everyone turns up in active wear so they definitely got that part of the name wrong. It's wholesome fun and every week my partner would go with her friends to dance in the dark. These NLNL events took Sydney by storm and they popped up all over the city (I believe they popped up around the world too). One of these NLNL nights she went to was in a church in Newtown. It was a particularly big night, might have been Beyonce night or something. Like every other week, she danced herself to a standstill and then farewelled her friends and caught the bus home to our place. It was only when she was coming to bed and she went to take her rings off that she noticed Alexander was no longer mounted in the delicate setting on her finger. Needless to say we were both distraught with his leave of absence. He had travelled 2300 years to be with her and now he'd left.
At first light the next morning my darling K. got up and charged off to the church to find Alex on her way to work. An hour or so later I got a call from her saying she was standing outside the church but unable to get in, and there was no one around to help. I told her to go to work and I'd figure it out.
A few years earlier I had read Tim Winton's Cloudstreet and Sam Pickles's, Shifty Shadow, the Hairy Hand of God had always stuck with me.
Australia is a nation of gamblers (the highest per capita in the world), as a Kiwi it's always been strange to me how much Aussies love the punt. I'm not a gambling man but I'm also not dumb enough to disbelieve in luck. When Alexander went missing I had also just finished a book which I cannot for the life of me remember the title of but it had a part about how with the most delicate of touch you could slightly tilt the wheel of fate in your direction.
For some reason I felt the Hairy Hand on me that morning. There was this immense luck coursing through me as I left the house. I felt like of all days, today was the day I could tilt the wheel of fate my way, just for one fraction of a revolution.
So I caught the bus to Newtown and walked to the church, the one K. had assured me was bolted shut. I put my hand on the little brass handle of the vestibule door and sure enough it turned easily in my hand. The door opened on an empty church hall, with the pews all stored out the back. All that was left was that vaulted ceiling, those honey coloured floorboards, and at the front of the room the DJ's table. Shafts of light beamed in from the western windows, dancing on the dust motes floating in the silent hall. I thought about methodically tracking my way across the floor inch by inch but I could still feel the Hairy Hand on me and so instead I walked slightly to the left but straight up the middle of the hall and when I was about halfway across there was Alexander just sitting there.
That was at least 7 years ago and yet I remember the feeling of the Hairy Hand on me as if it's there right now. Unfortunately, I've never experienced a moment like that since and I'm not sure I ever will again.
Paul Auster's stories bring that feeling back, he's a man who intrinsically understands what Sam Pickles is saying. He's a man who has made a career out of the movements of the Hairy Hand.
Many years later K. started attending this event called No Lights No Lycra. You may be familiar with it, but if you're not, it's an event when you turn up to a community hall or similar space and file in with a bunch of strangers, they then turn the lights off and play a DJ set for an hour. Technically you're not supposed to wear lycra but everyone turns up in active wear so they definitely got that part of the name wrong. It's wholesome fun and every week my partner would go with her friends to dance in the dark. These NLNL events took Sydney by storm and they popped up all over the city (I believe they popped up around the world too). One of these NLNL nights she went to was in a church in Newtown. It was a particularly big night, might have been Beyonce night or something. Like every other week, she danced herself to a standstill and then farewelled her friends and caught the bus home to our place. It was only when she was coming to bed and she went to take her rings off that she noticed Alexander was no longer mounted in the delicate setting on her finger. Needless to say we were both distraught with his leave of absence. He had travelled 2300 years to be with her and now he'd left.
At first light the next morning my darling K. got up and charged off to the church to find Alex on her way to work. An hour or so later I got a call from her saying she was standing outside the church but unable to get in, and there was no one around to help. I told her to go to work and I'd figure it out.
A few years earlier I had read Tim Winton's Cloudstreet and Sam Pickles's, Shifty Shadow, the Hairy Hand of God had always stuck with me.
n "I only believe in one thing, Les, Sam solemnly uttered. Hairy Hand of God, otherwise known as Lady Luck. Our Lady, if she’s shinin' that lamp on ya, she’ll give you what you want. There’s two other things people say are worth believin in—the Labor Party and God, but they’re a bit on the iffy side for my money. The ALP and the Big Fella, well they always got what I call a tendency to try an give ya what they think ya need. And what a bloke needs most is to get what he wants most. Ya with me?"n
Australia is a nation of gamblers (the highest per capita in the world), as a Kiwi it's always been strange to me how much Aussies love the punt. I'm not a gambling man but I'm also not dumb enough to disbelieve in luck. When Alexander went missing I had also just finished a book which I cannot for the life of me remember the title of but it had a part about how with the most delicate of touch you could slightly tilt the wheel of fate in your direction.
For some reason I felt the Hairy Hand on me that morning. There was this immense luck coursing through me as I left the house. I felt like of all days, today was the day I could tilt the wheel of fate my way, just for one fraction of a revolution.
So I caught the bus to Newtown and walked to the church, the one K. had assured me was bolted shut. I put my hand on the little brass handle of the vestibule door and sure enough it turned easily in my hand. The door opened on an empty church hall, with the pews all stored out the back. All that was left was that vaulted ceiling, those honey coloured floorboards, and at the front of the room the DJ's table. Shafts of light beamed in from the western windows, dancing on the dust motes floating in the silent hall. I thought about methodically tracking my way across the floor inch by inch but I could still feel the Hairy Hand on me and so instead I walked slightly to the left but straight up the middle of the hall and when I was about halfway across there was Alexander just sitting there.
That was at least 7 years ago and yet I remember the feeling of the Hairy Hand on me as if it's there right now. Unfortunately, I've never experienced a moment like that since and I'm not sure I ever will again.
Paul Auster's stories bring that feeling back, he's a man who intrinsically understands what Sam Pickles is saying. He's a man who has made a career out of the movements of the Hairy Hand.