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I went into this book loving the writing style and thinking it was really refreshing and poetic but after like the 20th page of Jack fucking rambling on about getting drunk and obsessing over Mardou (who is fetishized for being black to an eyerolling degree. It was the 1950's and all, but fucking hell...)and countless social situations etc it got disorienting. I really liked On The Road(although that book established to me that Kerouac and most of the people he hung out with, if the fictionalized versions of them are at all like their counterparts, were self-obsessed dickheads) and the whole idea of stream of consciousness writing and prose poetry and shit,I like to write in this kind of style sometimes when I'm writing fiction or poetry, but this book was frustrating to read. It frustrated me that it was frustrating to read. I got through probably 121 of 151 pages and realized that I care fuckall for any of the characters and what happens to them. Kerouac takes 151 pages to tell a 40 page story because he's describing everything that happened to him and it all seems pertinent but then he's jumping to another thought/story and then some shit abt Mardou's Indian father and fetishizing his Indianness on some noble savage bullshit and fetishizing Mardou for the 756th time through her indigenous or Black ancestry or both and sort of doing something that was a cool idea in a shitty way and using probably 49 periods through the whole thing.