...
Show More
“The boys beat on curbstones seeing symbols in the gutter” An elderly couple, faces wrinkled by laughter and lined by worry stroll the Paseo holding hands. In many worlds theory they are out there now, Alene Lee and Jack Kerouac, aka Leo Percepied and Mardou Fox, having found the resolve and strength to leave it all behind, the fame, the booze, the parties, the life. For love, for life. But not in this world. If he wasn't a good man he wouldn't have hated himself as he put his boozy self first.
Jack Kerouac was driven to communicate his experience on Earth. He gives all. The facts, the impressions, the doubts of others, the self doubts; this essential honesty is imparted with a manic contagious rush that transports us to his moment. He and his fellow Beats absorb the pain, then seek anesthesia, they stare into the abyss, they resonate to the speed fury of bebop, determined to seize the day even as their hearts break with foreboding. Every time he begins to strut he calls himself out,
“(difficult to make a real confession and show what happened when you’re such an egomaniac all you can do is take off on big paragraphs about minor details about yourself and the big soul details about others go sitting and waiting around)"
“all those good things, good times we had, others I am now in the heat of my frenzy forgetting but I must tell all, but angels know all and record it in books”
That’s how I see him, a brilliant demented angel recording all in books. And I'm grateful. At times in the Subterraneans he is unlikable. At these times though, he does not like himself. That makes me like him, because I feel that way about myself. He is in love with Mardou, her mother a Black woman, her father a Native American, and in 1953 that is a big deal, so he explores it, in his breathy exhaustive style. He made me uncomfortable at times but I would rather read that than have him shy away from confronting his inner monologue. I learned something more about racism, and I use that to change. There is an evolution of consciousness in this country, so what did these hopped up beatniks really think about Black people? They loved Bebop, hung out with Black friends, what was really going on inside their heads? What did they think about Native Americans? Jack Kerouac is the guy who tells us. He did the work, He sat down at his typewriter and took the time to communicate to us beings from his future.
“She was afraid of all the behatted men ranged in the bar, now I saw her Negro fear of American society which never gave me any concern” “‘You don’t understand’”
“I saw the vision of her father, he’s standing straight up, proudly, handsome, in the bleak dim red light of America on a corner, nobody knows his name, nobody cares - “
“I’d been out there and sat down on the ground and seen the rail the steel of America covering the ground filled with the bones of old Indians and Original Americans, - In the cold gray fall in Colorado and Wyoming I’d worked on the land and watched Indian hoboes come suddenly out of brush by the track and move slowly, hawk lipped, rill-jawed and wrinkled, into the great shadow of light bearing burden bags and junk”
I’m adding a lot of passages because the rhythm of the writing, the ancient anglo-saxon alliteration, the bebop phrasing, sweeps the reader into a state of mind. Rather than offering a dryly carefully crafted rendering of facts, he transports us out there onto that windy plain, sitting on the ground.
“But they were the inhabiters of this land and under these huge skies they were the worriers and keeners and protectors of wives in whole nations gathered around tents - now the rail that runs over their forefathers’ bones leads them onward pointing into infinity, wraiths of humanity treading lightly the surface of ground so deeply suppurated with the stock of their suffering you only have to dig a foot to find a baby’s hand - the hotshot passenger train with grashing diesel balls by, browm, browm, the Indians just look up-I see them vanishing like spots-"
We get to know Mardou, to understand why he fell for her. Her wisdom awed him, she was well read and charted her own path. Alene Lee never cashed in on the fame that was there for the taking.
I’m left with the impression that he knew that a life with Mardou is as close as he would ever come to escaping a life cut by the ruin of alcohol, but he falls short, and we are there to experience it with him, to hold his hand, shake our heads in sadness, separated by time, but there when he reached out, and we make that connection, complete that desperate circuit, in reading this heartfelt lovelorn book. Kerouac saw the world in imagery of suffering, angels, bodhisattvas and junkies. He crystallized his moment and succeeded in delivering it to us. Akira Kurosawa made a terrific movie called Drunken Angel, maybe Kerouac saw it, I bet he would have nodded his head at the title.
Jack Kerouac was driven to communicate his experience on Earth. He gives all. The facts, the impressions, the doubts of others, the self doubts; this essential honesty is imparted with a manic contagious rush that transports us to his moment. He and his fellow Beats absorb the pain, then seek anesthesia, they stare into the abyss, they resonate to the speed fury of bebop, determined to seize the day even as their hearts break with foreboding. Every time he begins to strut he calls himself out,
“(difficult to make a real confession and show what happened when you’re such an egomaniac all you can do is take off on big paragraphs about minor details about yourself and the big soul details about others go sitting and waiting around)"
“all those good things, good times we had, others I am now in the heat of my frenzy forgetting but I must tell all, but angels know all and record it in books”
That’s how I see him, a brilliant demented angel recording all in books. And I'm grateful. At times in the Subterraneans he is unlikable. At these times though, he does not like himself. That makes me like him, because I feel that way about myself. He is in love with Mardou, her mother a Black woman, her father a Native American, and in 1953 that is a big deal, so he explores it, in his breathy exhaustive style. He made me uncomfortable at times but I would rather read that than have him shy away from confronting his inner monologue. I learned something more about racism, and I use that to change. There is an evolution of consciousness in this country, so what did these hopped up beatniks really think about Black people? They loved Bebop, hung out with Black friends, what was really going on inside their heads? What did they think about Native Americans? Jack Kerouac is the guy who tells us. He did the work, He sat down at his typewriter and took the time to communicate to us beings from his future.
“She was afraid of all the behatted men ranged in the bar, now I saw her Negro fear of American society which never gave me any concern” “‘You don’t understand’”
“I saw the vision of her father, he’s standing straight up, proudly, handsome, in the bleak dim red light of America on a corner, nobody knows his name, nobody cares - “
“I’d been out there and sat down on the ground and seen the rail the steel of America covering the ground filled with the bones of old Indians and Original Americans, - In the cold gray fall in Colorado and Wyoming I’d worked on the land and watched Indian hoboes come suddenly out of brush by the track and move slowly, hawk lipped, rill-jawed and wrinkled, into the great shadow of light bearing burden bags and junk”
I’m adding a lot of passages because the rhythm of the writing, the ancient anglo-saxon alliteration, the bebop phrasing, sweeps the reader into a state of mind. Rather than offering a dryly carefully crafted rendering of facts, he transports us out there onto that windy plain, sitting on the ground.
“But they were the inhabiters of this land and under these huge skies they were the worriers and keeners and protectors of wives in whole nations gathered around tents - now the rail that runs over their forefathers’ bones leads them onward pointing into infinity, wraiths of humanity treading lightly the surface of ground so deeply suppurated with the stock of their suffering you only have to dig a foot to find a baby’s hand - the hotshot passenger train with grashing diesel balls by, browm, browm, the Indians just look up-I see them vanishing like spots-"
We get to know Mardou, to understand why he fell for her. Her wisdom awed him, she was well read and charted her own path. Alene Lee never cashed in on the fame that was there for the taking.
I’m left with the impression that he knew that a life with Mardou is as close as he would ever come to escaping a life cut by the ruin of alcohol, but he falls short, and we are there to experience it with him, to hold his hand, shake our heads in sadness, separated by time, but there when he reached out, and we make that connection, complete that desperate circuit, in reading this heartfelt lovelorn book. Kerouac saw the world in imagery of suffering, angels, bodhisattvas and junkies. He crystallized his moment and succeeded in delivering it to us. Akira Kurosawa made a terrific movie called Drunken Angel, maybe Kerouac saw it, I bet he would have nodded his head at the title.