An incredible writer has the remarkable ability to transform a truly depressing not-much-actually-happens story into something that is deeply inspirational.
If you have ever found yourself wallowing in the depths of despair, feeling utterly disconsolate and demoralized, then this book is truly for you.
League brother H looks back upon his life and begins to question the meaning of every single choice and action he has made. He finds himself firmly in the throes of an existential crisis.
This is an insightful little book. However, there is a warning: it has an inconclusive ending.
There are several main points to consider. Firstly, despair is seen as the constant state of humanity. Secondly, the servant is regarded as the master. Thirdly, traveling to far-off places and reaching a so-called 'destination' does not necessarily change your life or bring meaning, unless you are also willing to change how you perceive the world. Fourthly, the true journey actually takes place inside your head.
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There are also several profound quotes within the book. For example, "What person really knows another or even himself? As for me, I am not one who understands people at all." Another quote states, "So many come and go; one knows people and yet does not know them." Additionally, "Everything is only a mass of fragmentary pictures which has been reflected in something, and this something is myself, and this self, this mirror, whenever I have gazed into it, has proved to be nothing but the uppermost surface of a glass pane." The question is also posed, "Is your story capable of being told?"
Furthermore, the author writes, "Whatever happens, I have decided to exercise my will. Even if I have to re-commence my difficult story ten times, a hundred times, and always arrive at the same cul-de-sac, just the same I will begin again a hundred times." The author also expresses, "I either had to write the book or be reduced to despair; it was the only means of saving me from nothingness, chaos and suicide."
Finally, it is stated that "Despair is the result of each earnest attempt to understand and vindicate human life." and "Despair is the result of each earnest attempt to go through life with virtue, justice, and understanding and to fulfill their requirements." It is also said that "Everything becomes questionable as soon as I consider it closely, everything slips away and dissolves.”