I read the final 200 pages of this book on the morning of January 1st, 2019. I was on a terrace in Lisbon, overlooking the beautiful Tejo river. The sun was shining brightly, as if etching the sentences into my brain. I remember the glare of the sun, the gentle movement of the river, and the soft music playing in the background. It was a moment of sheer force, of impossible choice. Vividly, I remember the anguish and the need that filled my heart. I will keep with me this outrage, this sense of injustice that still lingers. It was a powerful reading experience that will stay with me for a long time.