\\n In the beginning there were no words. In the beginning was the sound, and they all knew what that sound sounded like.\\nI could simply leave it as is. Really, I should. Leave it in her words, her intended meaning, her context, her effort, her heritage, and everything that isn't mine. These things will never be mine, and they should rightfully make me feel a sense of unease every time I think about them, whether it's during flights of fancy or serious consideration. The only thing I truly own is the history, and heaven forbid I forget it for even a moment. However, I see those who decry her prose, and I wonder. I see those who decry magical realism, and I wonder. I see those who decry the characters, the plot, especially the calves, and I have to wonder, particularly about the calves. Was that really what made you stop? Just that? By now, you should know better. There is no excuse good enough to allow you to bypass the port of truth. Especially not that. So I will attempt. I, a descendant of Virginia landowners and parents who refuse to believe in the current US president, will try. And I can only hope that Toni Morrison will let me be.
\\n This here Sethe talked about love like any other woman; talked about baby clothes like any other woman, but what she meant could cleave the bone.\\nThere, those are the words you truly need. More of hers, I know, but really, I have nothing else to rely on except the vague nuances of "slavery", "United States", "the evil that men do". And women, and people, and the days passing by on the backs of millions, the chokecherry trees bleeding through the centuries to a boy named Trayvon Martin today and so many others. No answers; no redemption. Just facts and figures and cultures fragmented and split along the veins of the void. How much can one thing break another, and for how long, and how can it ever be made whole again.
\\n \\"It's gonna hurt, now,\\" said Amy. \\"Anything dead coming back to life hurts.\\"\\nThe voice, though. The voice carries all of that and more. Listen to the voice long enough, and you will start to see the hazy and bloodcurdling outlines of the question, the content, the situational chaos bounded by need on one side and means on the other, and the world that can never afford to stop picking up the pieces. All those cultures, crossed over, carted through, and cultivated by greed and power, and the voice of a single woman, the last Laureate of Literature of her country, a country still obsessed with whitewashing its foundations.
\\n “Here,” she said, “in this here place, we flesh; flesh that weeps, laughs; flesh that dances on bare feet in grass. Love it. Love it hard. Yonder they do not love your flesh. They despise it. They don’t love your eyes; they’d just as soon pick them out. No more do they love the skin on your back. Yonder they flay it. And O my people they do not love your hands. Those they only use, tie, bind, chop off and leave empty. Love your hands! Love them. Raise them up and kiss them. Touch others with them, pat them together, stroke them on your face ‘cause they don’t love that either. You got to love it, you! And no, they ain’t in love with your mouth. Yonder, out there, they will see it broken and break it again. What you say out of it they will not heed. What you scream from it they do not hear. What you put into it to nourish your body they will snatch away and give you leavins instead. No, they don’t love your mouth. You got to love it. This is flesh I’m talking about here. Flesh that needs to be loved. Feet that need to rest and to dance; backs that need support; shoulders that need arms, strong arms I’m telling you. And O my people, out yonder, hear me, they do not love your neck unnoosed and straight. So love your neck; put a hand on it, grace it, stroke it and hold it up. And all your inside parts that they’d just as soon slop for hogs, you got to love them. The dark, dark liver—love it, love it, and the beat and beating heart, love that too. More than eyes or feet. More than lungs that have yet to draw free air. More than your life-holding womb and your life-giving private parts, hear me now, love your heart. For this is the prize.”\\nThere is the fiction, and then there is the reality. You will never fully understand the latter. But the former, here, can assist you on your journey. But only if you can endure it, and if and only if you have any hope for tomorrow. For if you do, you must.
\\n Saying no more, she stood up then and danced with her twisted hip the rest of what her heart had to say while the others opened their mouths and gave her the music. Long notes held until the four-part harmony was perfect enough for their deeply loved flesh.\\n