Ms. Garner was a former slave. After a failed escape, she was so desperate that she murdered one of her kids and tried to do the same to the remaining ones. She was determined to end not only her own life but also the lives of her beloved children, seeing death as an open gate to freedom. She showed no signs of insanity nor repentance. In that cruel reality, those heinous acts seemed like the right thing to do.
This real life event became the seed for Toni Morrison's "Beloved". Morrison found Margaret Garner fascinating and interesting enough to create a whole story about her. She gave her thoughts, relatives, acquaintances, and a house to live in - 124. This house was fiercely haunted by the missing 3, who was entitled to an afterlife revenge. 124 was constantly reminding the mother that she once had 4 kids instead of 3.
When I think about this infanticide, I realize that maybe in this particular situation, the line between right and wrong was so thin that it became almost invisible. Let life be the judge.
“Freeing yourself was one thing, claiming ownership of that freed self was another.”\\n This quote from Beloved sums up the central theme of the novel. It is not enough to simply escape slavery; one must also find a way to come to terms with the past and create a new life for oneself.
“Sad as it was that she did not know where her children were buried or what they looked like if alive, fact was she knew more about them than she knew about herself, having never had the map to discover what she was like.\\n Masterfully written, it is powerful and poetical at the same time. It is considered a great example of American literature, and I can do no less. Despite it all, it was so tragic that it injures the soul: it is enslavement at its worst, for even after escape there is no freedom; it is wretchedness of loss, that torments the living.
Could she sing? (Was it nice to hear when she did?) Was she pretty? Was she a good friend? Could she have been a loving mother? A faithful wife? Have I got a sister and does she favor me? If my mother knew me would she like me?”
“There is a loneliness that can be rocked. Arms crossed, knees drawn up, holding, holding on, this motion, unlike a ship's, smooths and contains the rocker. It's an inside kind--wrapped tight like skin. Then there is the loneliness that roams. No rocking can hold it down. It is alive. On its own. A dry and spreading thing that makes the sound of one's own feet going seem to come from a far-off place.”\\nI can say honestly that I cherished Beloved like certainly it deserved, however I was depressingly impacted, and it left me with a very sorrowful taste. As Morrison doubtless felt and foresaw in her readers when writing Beloved. For its theme requires no less.
\\"Beloved\\nIf you have not read Beloved, I urge you to do it!
You are my sister
You are my daughter
You are my face; you are me
I have found you again; you have come back to me
You are my beloved
You are mine
You are mine\\"
124 is not a normal house! It's not just any number!
124 is a code:
--- 1 and 2 are Howard and Buglar -- the eldest sons of Sethe.
--- 4 corresponds to Denver -- the youngest girl.
--- The non-existent 3 symbolizes the absence of the first daughter, who is no longer among the living. However, she also resides in that house, albeit in an invisible state to others.
As you have surely inferred, 124 is a rather peculiar and unusual family house, because one of the children -- Beloved -- only manifests as a spirit, and has even scared the two male siblings with her mischief. Then there are only Sethe and Denver left, since Howard and Buglar have already run away...
Beloved is taking revenge for a premature death -- her life was stolen from her before she was 2 years old, by her own mother, Sethe, who was born a slave but aspired to die free by risking a desperate escape. So, just before being recaptured, Sethe cut the throat of her Beloved, intending to apply a similar remedy to the remaining children; then she was supposed to commit suicide, embracing death as the only way to liberation. However, time didn't allow her to do so!
The Sethe I'm telling you about is a mix of fiction and reality. She was inspired by the African-American Margaret Garner, and Beloved is her fictionalized biography.
When I think about her act born out of despair, I am unable to reach a verdict.
Someone said one day, wisely, that "it is the sins that punish us", and I dare to add, no less wisely