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“I don’t suppose any of us was really bad. We meant well, anyway.”
this book had sat on my shelf for approaching six years, bought impulsively in a waterstones in bath after hearing a quote on radio 3 one night, threatening me all that time with its monolithic length and minuscule font size. before the start of this year i could hardly finish three books a year, and with the goal of reading ten this year i set my sights on eventually tackling this mammoth.
these past weeks reading it have been like experiencing another life, a life i don’t quite think i want to live, a life that may be filled with incredulous stories of moral ambiguity but feels real nonetheless. in its closing chapters, two old folks sat in a pub mull through their memories of goodness and evilness and secret beliefs, and i think of all those sullen-seeming sagging faces i myself have seen in countless pubs and think of them with new light, as surely upon reaching one’s mid eighties a life of goodness and evilness can be remembered or misremembered.
i have a flare for melodrama. finishing this book is a landmark moment in my life and one that i will relay obnoxiously to all my friends should i force the topic to arise. i think i’ll now read something with smaller words.
this book had sat on my shelf for approaching six years, bought impulsively in a waterstones in bath after hearing a quote on radio 3 one night, threatening me all that time with its monolithic length and minuscule font size. before the start of this year i could hardly finish three books a year, and with the goal of reading ten this year i set my sights on eventually tackling this mammoth.
these past weeks reading it have been like experiencing another life, a life i don’t quite think i want to live, a life that may be filled with incredulous stories of moral ambiguity but feels real nonetheless. in its closing chapters, two old folks sat in a pub mull through their memories of goodness and evilness and secret beliefs, and i think of all those sullen-seeming sagging faces i myself have seen in countless pubs and think of them with new light, as surely upon reaching one’s mid eighties a life of goodness and evilness can be remembered or misremembered.
i have a flare for melodrama. finishing this book is a landmark moment in my life and one that i will relay obnoxiously to all my friends should i force the topic to arise. i think i’ll now read something with smaller words.