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So I finished my first read of 2017, Jack Kerouac's Big Sur. The first thing I should probably mention, if you're not already familiar with his work, is that Kerouac's writing style is definitely not for everyone, with long, meandering. stream-of-consciousness sentences - and a frequent ignoring of conventional grammar. Seriously: commas are routinely ignored and full stops are a rare sight indeed. It takes some getting used to.
Kerouac's writing is, however, in my humble opinion, beautiful. Clearly the product of a tortured, wild man, addicted to alcohol and the endless drive to live life to its fullest - but in this reader's eyes there is a genius to his descriptions; a way of seeing the world that wouldn't even occur to most others. He plays endlessly with words and language, manipulating it to his own will, producing crazy flights of linguistic fancy that have you guffawing and producing melancholic sighs - often both in the space of a single paragraph.
Big Sur is part of the Duluoz Legnd - Kerouac's vast array of travel writings that essentially chronicle his incredible life - but it is very much a different kettle of fish compared to Kerouac's better-known and oft-praised On the Road. That novel, which propelled him to such unwanted fame, basically tipped him over the edge. Big Sur chronicles Kerouac's descent into madness - his struggle to deal with the success and responsibility brought on by his earlier novel's success. “I’m just plumb sick and tired… of the whole nerve-wracking scene", he says - and he means it.
A friend offers Jack Duluoz - the pseudonym Kerouac uses throughout all his books - Big Sur cabin, a place to stay, hold up, write, and ultimately use to save himself. Sadly, this does not prove to be the case, as Jack goes on relentless drinking binges, starts a twisted love affair with his friend Cody Pomeray's (Neal Cassady in real life) mistress, and generally becomes increasingly more paranoid about the motives of his friends. He falls out of love with nature, argues and fights, struggles to make sense of anything, drinks himself into further stupors, and waits for the end.
Big Sur is not a book that is easy to 'enjoy', at least not in the traditional sense. It's too harrowing, too painful - perhaps, after all, too real. It isn't easy to sympathise with Duluoz (or, rather, Kerouac) who was obviously not the nicest of people. He was, however, a distinctly troubled man, and a very talented one. This book, one of his last before death finally caught up with him, is so far removed from the free-flowing, optimism and celebration of the Beat lifestyle that we got in On the Road. This is no great American dream, the romance of the road. Instead, it is the stark reality that death waits for us all. A tough read, but one worth exploring.