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This book wasn't written for me. I am not on a search for spirituality; I am not trying to understand my spirituality; I don't even think humanity itself is all that special, and I certainly don’t believe spirituality is what separates us from the beasts. So from the earliest moments of The Zahir I felt like a tourist, an unwelcome voyeur.
But then this book was written for me because, stripping away all the talk of spirituality, I am looking for complete sensuality, complete living, complete being and much of The Zahir was about accepting these possibilities in our lives. When Coelho was talking about these possibilities, I felt welcomed into the community of the book. The book felt right.
I wondered how I was supposed to care about a man of leisure and the problems only he could afford to have. I disdained his dilettantism. The constant pontification concerning love drove me insane. I shook my head at the blindness of the narrator's faith -- in damn near everything. I loathed the constant lecturing about love and personal history. I was unsatisfied with the ending.
Yet I was captivated by the questions the narrator asked, the way he had to know certain bits of minutia to be happy. I embraced the unconventional visions of love and fidelity. I cared what happened to Nobody and Mikhail/Oleg and Esther and Marie. I revelled in the literary references. I loved the narrative voice. I was compelled to read The Zahir at pace. And I was paradoxically satisfied with the ending.
I can't think of anyone I would recommend this book to, except maybe my friend Ruzz, but I wouldn't really tell anyone to stay away from this book either, except maybe my friend Ruzz.
I am baffled by the experience. I am curious to read more of Coelho's work. I don't know if I will.
I wonder if this reading experience will stick with me, or if all I will retain is my new found fascination with train tracks. I just don't know. Not at all.
(Why did you give me this book, Giovanna?)
But then this book was written for me because, stripping away all the talk of spirituality, I am looking for complete sensuality, complete living, complete being and much of The Zahir was about accepting these possibilities in our lives. When Coelho was talking about these possibilities, I felt welcomed into the community of the book. The book felt right.
I wondered how I was supposed to care about a man of leisure and the problems only he could afford to have. I disdained his dilettantism. The constant pontification concerning love drove me insane. I shook my head at the blindness of the narrator's faith -- in damn near everything. I loathed the constant lecturing about love and personal history. I was unsatisfied with the ending.
Yet I was captivated by the questions the narrator asked, the way he had to know certain bits of minutia to be happy. I embraced the unconventional visions of love and fidelity. I cared what happened to Nobody and Mikhail/Oleg and Esther and Marie. I revelled in the literary references. I loved the narrative voice. I was compelled to read The Zahir at pace. And I was paradoxically satisfied with the ending.
I can't think of anyone I would recommend this book to, except maybe my friend Ruzz, but I wouldn't really tell anyone to stay away from this book either, except maybe my friend Ruzz.
I am baffled by the experience. I am curious to read more of Coelho's work. I don't know if I will.
I wonder if this reading experience will stick with me, or if all I will retain is my new found fascination with train tracks. I just don't know. Not at all.
(Why did you give me this book, Giovanna?)