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I am firmly convinced that everything described in this so-called memoir is fabricated, which in itself is quite interesting. It is rather strange that Donner, who is ostensibly an anthropologist, presents an account of folk "sorcery" that has absolutely nothing to do with genuine indigenous Mexican magic. Moreover, after reading this, I discovered that Donner and three other followers of Castaneda vanished in 1998, reportedly driving into the desert and abandoning their vehicle. The remains of one of the other women were unearthed in 2003, yet Donner and her companions have still never been located. In this context, "Being-in-Dreaming" has an overheated fantasy quality that is captivating, regardless of any claim to authenticity. Donner's admittedly clumsy and repetitive writing reveals several fixed themes that recur obsessively. Most notably, the other "sorcerers" constantly desert her, leaving her lonely and frightened. They reproach her for her dependence on them, as apparently this is a spiritual defect that hinders her growth as a sorceress. Could this story actually be Donner's portrayal of the mysterious way in which powerful, confident individuals have entered and exited her life? Her passionate and enduring attachment to Castaneda, and her disappearance (perhaps a suicide pact) after his death, seem characteristic of an individual in need of an attachment that transcends the possibility of separation.