My Original Notes (1997): Fair to mediocre. I never really got into the story or the characters. Didn't hold my attention at all.
My Current Thoughts: Isn't it strange how you can completely forget the details of a book, yet vividly remember the circumstances under which you read it? Back then, we had just listed our house for sale and were preparing to relocate to Texas. I had recently joined an online book group, and this particular book was one of the selections for us to read and discuss. I was truly eager to enjoy the book and offer an intelligent contribution to the conversation. However, as I remember, I didn't like it at all. In fact, if I had picked it up on my own, I probably would have given up after just 50 pages, or even sooner! Now, having endured my own tragic loss of a child, I wonder if my response to this book would be any different.
At the very beginning of the novel, Edward starts to question his own existence. He is an unwanted child who was left at a foundling house, with no knowledge of his past to give him a sense of identity or stability. Although there are some flashbacks that depict happy times, a significant portion of the remainder of the story is dedicated to Edward's arduous struggle to find spiritual tranquility after the devastating loss of his son during Christmas time.
Edward is a man of deep and unwavering faith, and he has an incredibly devoted wife by his side. However, his inability to overcome the grief of losing his son consumes his entire life. It is not until a powerful message comes his way that he is set on a path to seek answers and find forgiveness within his heart.
Despite the challenges and hardships presented in the story, it is also an inspirational read that shows the power of faith, love, and the human spirit to overcome even the most difficult of circumstances.
More Like 3.5
I firmly believe that this book commences with an extremely powerful beginning. It is filled with valuable life lessons that have the potential to offer great insights. However, the fact that I had to read it for a religion class might have slightly influenced my perception and made me a bit more prejudiced against it. Additionally, as the novel progresses, it becomes overly complex to the extent that it starts to feel rather boring. While there were indeed some enjoyable parts scattered throughout, I simply could not find the motivation within myself to complete it. Perhaps in the future, as I gain more life experience and maturity, I will come to appreciate this book in a whole new light. But for now, it remains a bit of a mystery as to whether that will actually happen. Who knows?