Now I smile at the thought that all of us like to believe that we are important enough to need a psychiatrist. It's a rather interesting phenomenon. We often have this perception of ourselves as being so significant that we think our mental states require the expertise of a professional. Maybe it's because in today's complex and fast-paced world, we face numerous challenges and pressures that can take a toll on our minds. Or perhaps it's our innate desire to be understood and have someone to confide in. Whatever the reason, the idea of needing a psychiatrist has become somewhat of a common belief. However, it's also important to note that not everyone truly requires the services of a psychiatrist. There are other ways to deal with our mental health issues, such as talking to friends and family, engaging in hobbies, or seeking support from other professionals like counselors or therapists.
Not much is known about her poetry, and I haven't read The Bell Jar yet. However, her journals truly resonate with me. I really appreciate the rawness and vulnerability she展现ed in them. Like me and probably everyone else, she constantly second-guessed herself. At times, she felt brilliant, while at other times, she considered herself a failure. She felt bad for not reading more, writing more, or doing more. She even criticized herself for not learning French or German independently. She both feared and desired motherhood. Mentally, she was really confined by the 1950s belief system regarding what men and women should and shouldn't do and be. Overall, I really enjoyed this read.
Concreta, realista, umana. Sylvia Plath was a complex personality. There was a hidden fragility beneath a veil of cynicism and control that she hardly managed to hold but desired. She had a natural talent, even in writing her diaries which were not meant for strange eyes. Her words had a power that could touch the deepest corners of the human heart. She was able to express her emotions and thoughts with such clarity and intensity that it was almost as if she was laying her soul bare. I often wonder what it would be like to have even a quarter of her capacity and talent. To be able to write with such authenticity and passion, to be able to create works that would leave a lasting impact on the world. Sylvia Plath is truly an inspiration, a reminder of the power of words and the beauty that can be found in the most unexpected places.
There is so much pain in these diaries. They have accompanied me for three months, given the enormous difficulty in reading them (due to extreme empathy). It's like a gaping hole in the chest, especially at the end. When you hope that a soul like this is not really dead so young.
The diaries seem to be a window into a world of suffering and turmoil. Each page is filled with the raw emotions and experiences of the writer. As I turn the pages, I can't help but feel a sense of sadness and helplessness.
The extreme empathy I feel while reading these diaries makes it almost unbearable at times. I can put myself in the shoes of the writer and understand the pain they are going through. It's a powerful reminder of the fragility of life and the importance of珍惜 every moment.
Despite the pain and sadness, there is also a glimmer of hope in these diaries. The writer's struggle and perseverance in the face of adversity is truly inspiring. It makes me believe that even in the darkest of times, there is always a way out.