In short, beyond this very frustrating translation, I was rather disappointed with this reading, unfortunately. I didn't find what I was looking for, except in the last days of the journal, near its tragic end. I naively thought I would find moments of introspection on existence, its absurdity, but the bulk of the journal is rather mechanical, a place for recording the events of a typical day, where one desperately tries to write something and get published.
Here lies the great drama of Plath, in this search for constant discipline, this goal of publication, vague but tenacious, this effort to reconcile life and art. I am, of course, admiring of this strength and this woman, but where I was looking for the sensitive, I found anger and rancor, sometimes hatred, in the face of this life that is not satisfying. And indeed, how can one reproach anything to intimate writings? They have this very particular shade, of the very true, and yet charm by their tangible and authentic side.