9/10.
Not the best, but still amazing. The Silent Hill 2 OST (Original Soundtrack) went extremely well with this book. It added an extra layer of atmosphere and emotion to the reading experience. The music seemed to enhance the dark and mysterious tone of the story, making it even more engaging. Each track seemed to fit perfectly with the different scenes and moods in the book. It was as if the music was guiding the reader through the pages, intensifying the feelings of suspense, fear, and melancholy. The combination of the Silent Hill 2 OST and this book created a unique and unforgettable experience. It made the reader feel as if they were not just reading a story, but also immersed in a world of sound and emotion. Overall, it was a great addition to the book and definitely enhanced its quality.
I would rather be horizontal. I'm not like a tree firmly rooted in the soil, greedily sucking up minerals and motherly love, only to burst into leaves each March. Nor am I the beautiful flower in a garden bed, attracting oohs and aahs with my spectacular colors, unknowing that I must soon lose my petals. Compared to me, a tree seems immortal, and a flower, though not tall, is more startling. I long for the tree's longevity and the flower's daring.
Tonight, in the faint light of the stars, the trees and flowers are spreading their cool scents. I walk among them, but none of them notice me. Sometimes I think that when I'm sleeping, I must resemble them most perfectly - with my thoughts fading away. Lying down feels more natural to me. Then, the sky and I can have an open conversation. And when I finally lie down for good, I'll be useful: the trees may touch me at last, and the flowers will have time for me.
Empty, I echo even the slightest footfall. I'm like a museum without statues, grand with its pillars, porticoes, and rotundas. In my courtyard, a fountain leaps and then sinks back into itself, as nun-hearted and blind to the world as can be. The marble lilies give off their pale color like a scent.
I imagine myself with a large public, as the mother of a white Nike and several bald-eyed Apollos. Instead, the dead bother me with their attention, and nothing seems to happen. The moon places a hand on my forehead, blank-faced and silent like a nurse.
I am silver and precise. I have no prejudices. Whatever I see, I swallow immediately, just as it is, unclouded by love or dislike. I'm not cruel, only truthful - like the eye of a small, four-cornered god. Most of the time, I meditate on the opposite wall. It's pink, with speckles. I've looked at it for so long that I think it's a part of my heart. But it flickers. Faces and darkness keep separating us.
Now I'm a lake. A woman bends over me, searching my depths for her true self. Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon. I see her back and reflect it faithfully. She rewards me with tears and an agitated movement of her hands. I'm important to her. She comes and goes. Each morning, it's her face that replaces the darkness. In me, she has drowned a young girl, and in me, an old woman rises towards her day after day, like a terrible fish.
I'm a riddle in nine syllables. I'm like an elephant, a ponderous house, or a melon strolling on two tendrils. Oh, red fruit, ivory, fine timbers! This loaf is swollen with its yeasty rising. Money is newly minted in this fat purse. I'm a means, a stage, a cow about to give birth. I've eaten a bag of green apples and boarded a train from which there's no escape.
Black lake, black boat, two black, cut-paper people. Where do the black trees that drink here go? Their shadows must cover Canada.
A little light is filtering through the water flowers. Their leaves don't want us to rush: they are round and flat and full of dark advice.
Cold worlds shake from the oar. The spirit of blackness is in us, and it's in the fishes too. A snag is raising a valedictory, pale hand.
Stars open among the lilies. Aren't you blinded by such expressionless sirens? This is the silence of astounded souls.
"PAPOILAS EM JULHO" by Georgia O'Keeffe presents a vivid and somewhat mysterious image. The small papillas are described as small infernal flames. Are they harmless? The speaker trembles at the sight of them, unable to touch. She places her hands between the flames, yet nothing burns.
When seeing them tremble, looking like the red and wrinkled skin of a mouth, the speaker is exhausted. There is a mouth that was recently bloodied, with small rims of blood. There is a smoke within it that the speaker can't touch. The speaker wonders where the opium and the nauseating capsules are.
She wishes she could be rid of blood or sleep, or that her mouth could heal such a wound. Or that the fluids of the papillas could penetrate her, bringing calm and silence. But all this is without color, without any color. The accompanying image adds to the overall atmosphere, with its details perhaps hinting at the nature of the papillas or the emotions they evoke.
"PAPOILAS EM JULHO
Pequenas papoilas, pequenas chamas infernais,
sois inofensivas?
Estremeceis. Não posso tocar-vos.
Ponho as minhas mãos por entre as chamas. Mas nada
queima.
E fico exausta quando vos vejo
estremecer assim, pregueadas e rubras como a pele da
boca.
Uma boca há pouco ensanguentada.
Pequenas orlas de sangue!
Há nela um fumo que não consigo tocar.
Onde está o vosso ópio, as vossas cápsulas nauseabundas?
Se eu pudesse esvair-me em sangue ou dormir!...
Se a minha boca conseguisse desposar uma tal ferida!
Ou os vossos licores me penetrassem, nesta cápsula de
vidro,
trazendo-me a acalmia e o silêncio.
Mas sem cor. Sem nenhuma cor."
(Georgia O'Keeffe)