I thought I didn't like Morrison. I respected her as I could tell from the first book I read by her that she knew what she was talking about. And as far as I could tell, there was no propaganda in her writing. She wrote to educate about Afro-American life, not for personal gain. But with Morrison's writing, I wasn't sure I was gaining much information or insight into the past. I thought she hid too much behind a fantastic plot, with more magic than reality.
This second and last time proved to be the second and best, and proved it definitely won't be the last. While I really did like and appreciate Beloved - the focus on family and the description of fear turned to desperate measures - I could not really get into the vignettes that depicted the slave life. I didn't discount it, but I felt I could read about it somewhere else and get a stronger emotional impact.
I got a much stronger picture of life through Paradise. I have no idea if it was because there were more references to things I had more knowledge about, such as the civil rights era. But either way, I learned several lessons from this book. I'll list them off so this reverie can be over:
1. Not all self-righteous people with a cause are doing it for the right reasons.
2. Some African-Americans felt just as privileged and pompous as whites.
3. Dark-skinned African-Americans felt hatred towards lighter skinned ones, although this is misdirected anger.
4. Fear of integration will only cause unhappiness.
5. Don't judge a woman without knowing what in her past caused her to act/behave in a certain way, no matter how vulgar you may find it.
6. Don't judge a book by a well-written synopsis or by the first chapter, no matter how confused you are.
Of that last lesson, my thoughts on this novel evolved constantly. The first chapter, which begins in medias res, not only confused me - it made me think "this won't be good". Even now after finishing it and loving it and understanding its meaning/purpose, I don't know how to classify it. It's a feminist book, a story of how women can embrace, let go, and rise above their horrors and achieve a spirituality that is both not understood and, even more so, feared. It's a story of how you can live a clean life and people will make up the dirtiest story about you, taking your life into their hands. It's a story about judgment and justification to feed a personal (and destructive) agenda. It's a story about one's duty as an African-American towards their race. It's a story of a corrupted, delusional people that only destroys itself and hurts its descendants.
Most importantly, it's a story about us vs. them - young vs old, progressive vs traditional, open-minded vs close-minded, free spirit vs stuck, male vs female. It's about there not being a right way to live, only one's own individual way to live. And that way is only destructive if you're living for the wrong reasons.
(10/18/21) some notes I found:
p. 137-247
Patricia
- 8-R feels seniority over being there the longest but are upset to see light-skinned people reject them. “They knew there was a difference in the minds”
p.194
- Why do you think it’s called Disallowing?
- Scattering
- Technically the “New Fathers” weren’t disallowed — want to duplicate
- But Convent is very helpful and accepting. Convent is most likely all light-skinned girls — and why Ruby hates them.
p. 100-102
- Consolata
- Soane’s “sin”
Turning point.