The winter may come, with its cold and rain. You flee from it under layers of covers in bed, yet you only feel the true warmth in your mother's womb. It may happen that you break down from hardships, sorrows, pressures of life, and loss of friends. You walk with an empty spirit, and as soon as you find someone who needs a heart to hold or someone to listen, you pour out your contents while you yourself need someone to hold you. It may happen that you take a means of transportation and sit beside someone with gentle features, which brings an endless peace and tranquility to your soul. You talk to him about your worries as you never have before, and he listens to you, and both of you are strangers to each other.
It may happen that you read a novel about a young man who has not yet reached twenty, standing in the gray area between adolescence and the beginnings of adulthood. You live his life with all its details, almost devoid of major events, not bored, but attracted by the hidden charm of the ordinary story. You spend with him a period of life full of psychological and emotional upheavals, with disappointments in love and the pain of loss, years full of confusion about everything, and there is no single fixed truth in it except death, the death that casts its dark shadow over all the pages. All this happens and you are not bored. You love it and consider it one of the best things you have read despite knowing that it will not please anyone but you, but you can only say that it is yours, it has hurt you, and it has exposed a part of yourself in front of you, and this alone is great.
It may happen that you read Murakami one after another, fluctuating between his insanity and rationality, and swimming in the sea of his painful narrative without wanting to get out of it. He takes you on a magical journey that is a mixture of love, hope, sex, insanity, death, and life. He mixes them skillfully. You read and enjoy, and you stand unable to express after each encounter, just like your inability to find the secret charm of many details of your life. You smile, sigh, enjoy the excitement of the encounter until the last drop, and then you are content with silence, content with saying: I love Murakami, and I love what he writes, and this is enough.
I straightened up and peered out of the plane window at the dark clouds that loomed over the North Sea. My mind wandered, thinking of all the things I had lost in the course of my life. Times that had slipped away forever, friends who had either passed away or vanished without a trace, and feelings that I knew I would never experience again.
I’ve noticed that readers have had mixed reactions to this novel. Some complain that it is atypical, too conventional and lacking the daring, the weirdness and the depth of other works by him. Others, however, give it the highest rating. I find myself in the second category, mostly because of the way the experiences of Watanabe bring forward and shine a light on similar moments from a youth that was more focused on having fun than on trying to understand life and relationships.
Murakami makes it easy for the reader to identify with Watanabe. I was just an ordinary kid who liked to read books and listen to music and didn’t stand out in any way that would prompt someone like Kizuki to pay attention to me. I think it would be hard to find someone who doesn’t like to read books (at least here on Goodreads) or to listen to music. Or who didn’t walk for hours on the street of a big city without any other purpose than to soak in the sights, the smells, and the faces of the people around them. Or who doesn’t look back with nostalgia on their school days, when friendships came so easily and we could afford to be careless about the people around us. Anyway, I found Tore Watanabe easy to relate to, and this made it easier for me to overlook some of the less convincing aspects of his character, like his political apathy or his social success despite his self-confessed introvert nature, not to mention his slightly promiscuous sexual emancipation.
Watanabe is the central character, and the story revolves around his emotional growth, his learning to accept responsibility for his actions, and his ability to deal with loss and rejection. The first loss that marks Toru is the suicide of Kizuki – his best friend from high school. He copes with this mostly by moving away and bottling up his emotions. When he moves to Tokyo to continue his studies at a higher level, he seems both self-assured and rudderless. These two contradictory character traits illustrate his above-average intelligence and his lack of ambition or passion for any particular subject. He is content to drift along and let events happen to him.
Soon, though, he gets reunited with Kizuki’s emotionally fragile girlfriend, Naoko, and they start going out in a casual way. Toru also befriends another very intelligent boy from university, Nagasawa, who is his exact opposite in terms of ambition and motivation. They share a passion for books and for casual sex with girls they pick up in bars. Later additions to the cast include a non-conformist and exuberant girl in Toru’s drama class and an elderly lady musician with psychological issues, Reiko Ishida.
Since Toru Watanabe is kind of bland and generic as a main character, most of the charm, the tension, and the change in the novel are provided by these secondary characters and the impact they have on Toru’s emotional development.
Naoko is sensitive and vulnerable, clearly marked by the people around her who committed suicide. She is unable to adapt to the realities of the world. She lost both a sister and her boyfriend Kizuki, and now she is half eager, half afraid of starting a relationship with Toru. She knows she has psychological problems and checks herself into a mountain retreat. I may not find her morbid tendencies very appealing or easy to relate to, but her letters and her conversations are very convincing: Ordinary girls as young as I am are basically indifferent to whether things are fair or not. The central question for them is not whether something is fair but whether or not it’s beautiful or will make them happy. Fair is a man’s word, finally, but I can’t help feeling it’s also exactly the right word for me now. And because questions of beauty and happiness have become such difficult and convoluted propositions for me now, I suspect, I find myself clinging instead to other standards – like, whether or not something is fair or honest or universally true. Her influence on Toru is subtle yet powerful, as he tries to love her for who she is (“Why do you like weird people?” / “I don’t see you as weird!”), accepting that all of us are damaged to some degree and that we need someone beside us to “help us make it through the night”. Toru calls his daily struggle to keep living his “winding up the spring”, a reiteration of the theme from The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle, while Naoko uses the metaphor of the well at the bottom of the garden as an illustration of her fears, another theme used in TWUBC. Other recurring themes that I have come to recognize as Murakami’s signature touches are his love of music, of cooking, of books, and of time spent alone. I think there are also a couple of cats somewhere in the text.
The conversations between Toru and Naoko capture perfectly the sudden enthusiasms of youth, followed by moody silences and retreats into the inner self, and sometimes by philosophical musings well beyond their age: “- So if you understand me better, what then?
-\\tYou don’t get it, do you? I said. It’s not a question of ‘what then’. Some people get a kick out of reading railroad timetables and that’s all they do all day. Some people make huge model boats out of matchsticks. So what’s wrong if there happens to be one guy in the world who enjoys trying to understand you?
-\\tKind of like a hobby? She said, amused.
-\\tSure, I guess you could call it a hobby. Most normal people would call it friendship or love or something, but if you want to call it a hobby, that’s OK, too.”
Up until now, the plot has developed into the romance of two young people trying to get together. Complications arise when Toru falls under the spell of Midori Kobayashi, the temperamental opposite of the introverted Naoko. Midori is outspoken and reckless, flouting conventions (“Midori said she wanted to climb a tree, but unfortunately there were no climbable trees in Shinjuku.”). The reader, and Toru, can’t help but be charmed by her vivacity and curiosity, and even the slight hint of danger she brings to every encounter. With the novel set in 1968, the year when students around the world demonstrated against the establishment, it was easy for me to see her as a flower power child, especially after she declares: “I’m not going to believe in any damned revolution. Love is all I’m going to believe in.” As we get to know her better, we learn that Midori has her own struggles with death in her family and shallow relationships. She sometimes lies to cover her vulnerabilities, but overall she is a brave soul who refuses to take the easy way out (that damn suicide fascination so many people in the novel exhibit). My favorite quote from her is an echo from the movie Forest Gump, another example of a story that some people find fascinating while others find corny and contrived, just like Norwegian Wood: You know how they’ve got these cookie assortments, and you like some but you don’t like others? And you eat up all the ones you like, and the only ones left are the ones you don’t like so much? I always think about that when something painful comes up. ‘Now I just have to polish these off, and everything will be OK’. Life is a box of cookies.
One of my issues with the novel is that I liked both of Toru’s love interests. Every time he went with Naoko, I felt sorry for Midori, and when he came back to Midori, I felt sorry for Naoko. The boy faces a difficult decision
The most annoying character in the book is the smart but selfish Nagasawa. I might have disliked him the most because I felt guilty of some of the same attitudes in my youth: focused on keeping my freedom and my options open in relationships, arrogant about the books I’ve read and about good results in exams, careless of the feelings of others. Nagasawa is particularly cruel to his girlfriend Hatsumi, who puts up with all his infidelities and his lack of commitment. One quote from this boy illustrates his attitude best. It starts good, but then reveals his elitist and disdainful core: If you only read the books that everyone else is reading, you can only think what everyone else is thinking. That’s the world of hicks and slobs. or, “Don’t be sorry for yourself. Only assholes do that.”
Until now, I’ve presented all the young actors in this character-driven drama. The exception is Reiko Ishida, a lady who is battling her own personal demons in the mountain sanatorium where she becomes the best friend of Naoko. Her own story arc is one of the best-rendered sections of the novel, probably because she has a better understanding of her feelings and her goals than the still-seeking youths. She gives me the closing quotes of my review, the kernels of wisdom that Toru gets to keep after all his emotional journey, and she also gives me the soundtrack list for the novel, always a major feature in a Murakami novel, setting the mood and anchoring the story in the pop culture of its period. So here’s what Midori has to say to urge us to embrace life in all its beauty and pain: “Death exists, not as the opposite but as a part of life.” and, “All of us (by which I mean ‘all’ of us, both normal and not-so-normal) are imperfect human beings living in an imperfect world. We don’t live with the mechanical precision of a bank account or by measuring our lines and angles with rulers and protractors.”
The musical score focuses extensively on the Beatles songbook, with the title song referring to the fleeting nature of young love and later songs to a sense of loss or solitude, like Eleanor Rigby or The Fool on the Hill, all sung by Reiko on her guitar. Other tracks include:
I have posted this, which seems to me to be the first book of his that I have read. Murakami cannot be judged well from just one page, but from at least one book, if not more. He is first and foremost in an atmosphere, which is repulsive to some, but not to me. I don't agree with those who compare him to a sentimental or easy writer, because although he is simple and accessible, he is no less profound and never banal. His dialogues are often very beautiful. Perhaps he selects his readers, among whom I count myself. When I read one of his books, I lend an ear to the noises of the day, as Kraus would say, as if they were the chords of eternity. What will enter your ears will resound: Murakami's art is that of transforming some noises into alchemical signals, strange vibrations. Always on the verge of dissolving the insoluble. It is no coincidence that he has an impact on adolescents, who are excellent at dissolution. If Murakami were to rewrite the Harry Potter books, they would become interesting books.