O carte la care mă întorc mereu cu drag :)
The person who becomes better understands more and more clearly the evil that still remains in him. The person who becomes worse understands less and less his own wickedness. A person who is not entirely bad knows that he is not too good; a person who is completely bad believes that everything is okay with him. (…) Good people know both what is good and what is evil; bad people do not know either one.
However, the gift of oneself must be real. One must give oneself "blindly". Christ will truly offer you a true personality, but you should not turn to Him for its sake. Nor can you approach Him as long as what concerns you is your own personality. The true first step is to seek to forget completely about yourself. Your true, new being (which is Christ's as well as yours, and is yours precisely because it is His) will not appear as long as you run after it. It will appear when you run after Him. (…) Even in social life, you will not make a good impression on others until you stop thinking about the impression you make. Even in literature and art, no one who is concerned with originality will ever be original; while, if you simply try to tell the truth, you will become original nine times out of ten, without even realizing it. This principle applies in all circumstances of life. Renounce yourself and you will discover your true being. Lose your life and you will save it. Submit to death, the death of your ambitions and desires every day, and finally, the death of your entire body, submit to them with every fiber of your being, and you will find eternal life. Do not keep anything for yourself. Nothing that you have not given will truly belong to you. Nothing that has not died in you will ever rise from the dead. Seek only in yourself and you will finally find only hatred, loneliness, despair, anger, destruction and decomposition. But look at Christ: you will find Him and you will find everything with Him.