The Diary of Anaïs Nin #5

The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Vol. 5: 1947-1955

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The author's experiences in Mexico, California, New York, and Paris, her psychoanalysis, and her experiment with LSD. "Through her own struggling and dazzling courage [Nin has] shown women groping with and growing with the world" (Minneapolis Tribune). Edited and with a Preface by Gunther Stuhlmann; Index.

288 pages, Paperback

First published January 1,1966

About the author

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Writer and diarist, born in Paris to a Catalan father and a Danish mother, Anaïs Nin spent many of her early years with Cuban relatives. Later a naturalized American citizen, she lived and worked in Paris, New York and Los Angeles. Author of avant-garde novels in the French surrealistic style and collections of erotica, she is best known for her life and times in The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Volumes I-VII (1966-1980).

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July 14,2025
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Anais Nïn lies on a hammock, on the terrace of her room at the Hotel Mirador. The diary is open on her knees, the sunlight is on the diary, and she has no desire to write.


Leaving behind the gray and cold New York, Anais Nïn arrives in Acapulco, determined to reconnect with the land, with the simplicity of the genuine and unassuming gaze of the Mexicans, apparently without superstructures.


That slow and colorful life numbs the mind but unleashes the senses, making the American writer experience a new and sweet vitality, as it is connected to a dream reality, in which modernity and the demands of the city seem completely out of place.


But Nïn's artistic soul cannot be content with just admiring with her eyes that self-contained world that is Mexico: she needs to write, to feed on art, to breathe the admiration of her readers.


"No truce for me, nowhere. No truce from writing, from consciousness, from intuitions, from memories, from fantasies, from analogies, from free associations. Writing becomes imperative for an overloaded head."


Therefore, it becomes necessary to return to New York: the American writer thus finds herself once again immersed in the snobbish and coldly realistic environment of America, which has just emerged from the Second World War and in which there does not seem to be room for her literary project under the sign of the rediscovery of neurosis in the human being, shown to readers in all its original weakness.


The purely symbolic and lyrical style of Nïn's works attracts the harshest reviews on her works, capable of hitting her at the heart: where she seeks warmth, she finds only indifference around her. Her lyricism of the subconscious, in fact, gathers few converts around her, while being openly despised by the masses and critics.


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July 14,2025
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I started and stopped, picked it up again, wrote two pages and then abandoned it. Then came Christmas, with its jokes and frizz. I would reread and then stop, even finding it boring.

Then on a dark day, due to lice, I picked it up again. For 'cure': books, as we know, can almost always do it.

Anais has so many travels in this Diary. She has to flee from New York. She doesn't feel well and her neuroses start again. I understand her. She needs warmth, colors, sounds, 'violence and innocence, the two natural aspects of man'. The metropolis stops her blood, impoverishes her inner world. She needs new narrations, of magic, of fabulation. To survive, she starts the analysis again. Here. Here is what has kept me away from this book and the others I was reading: the signals of suffering. But this is Anais, her travels, the people she meets, her sadness because her work is not recognized, her strength even in illness.

...and I find her again: a woman, a writer, a Diary. And my question is: how free do we have to be (and how) to write about ourselves in a completely sincere way? Does free mean being, remaining, feeling alone? Anais writes and describes her 'path', the cities she visits, the death of her mother, the experience with LSD, the awareness of not needing external substances to create and recreate worlds with writing, Art as vision and life.

The considerations she makes on the Artist in general are beautiful and I find the reflections on America, on psychoanalysis and sociology, Freud and Marx, reaching the bottom of herself and then rising again, very current. Even now I have the idea that there was a lot of Life and a lot of her intimacy that she didn't want, justifiably, to include in the Diaries, as if I had to only imagine it, reading and thus completing what I know and what I feel for Anais. And now the last Diary.
July 14,2025
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This review provides a valuable look into Anais Nin's "Diario Volume Quinto 1947-1955".

It offers insights into the events, thoughts, and emotions that Nin captured during this particular period of her life.

The link provided takes readers directly to the full review, where they can explore in more detail the contents and significance of this volume of her diary.

Whether you are a fan of Anais Nin's work or simply interested in gaining a deeper understanding of her life and experiences, this review and the linked article are well worth a read.

They offer a unique perspective on a remarkable woman and her journey through life.
July 14,2025
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I spent the whole month dedicated to these books.

And I truly believe that I have become a new woman.

It's like a fragment of the personal and poetic performances of Anais.

These books have opened up a new world for me, filled with inspiration and profound insights.

As I delved deeper into the pages, I felt a transformation taking place within me.

The words seemed to dance off the paper and enter my soul, leaving an indelible mark.

I found myself reflecting on my own life, my dreams, and my desires.

The books became a mirror through which I could see myself more clearly.

They taught me to embrace my individuality, to express myself freely, and to follow my heart.

Now, as I look back on this month, I am grateful for the journey that these books have taken me on.

I know that I will carry the lessons and the inspiration with me always, and continue to grow and evolve as a person.

July 14,2025
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What a remarkable gift it is to have the opportunity to peer into Nin's mind.

This short book truly captivated me and took me months to complete. The reason being that I studied every single page with great care, savoring each and every word. I read and reread paragraphs, reluctant to let the experience come to an end.

Reading Nin's diary has sparked an abundance of thought, creativity, and a newfound zest for life within me. She has taught me invaluable lessons on how to live a life filled with vivid colors, to embrace passion and enthusiasm wholeheartedly. In doing so, she has reawakened the artist that lies dormant within me.

Although I may not agree with all of her opinions on politics and science, I still thoroughly loved delving into her perspectives and thoughts on these matters. Her words have an addictive quality, they are like pure life force art that enriches and inspires.

Overall, this book has been a profound and transformative experience for me, and I am truly grateful to have had the chance to explore Nin's inner world.
July 14,2025
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A white world outside. Clarity. Clarity. Recently, I find myself unable to bear the white expanse of my lucidities. While everyone around me descends into chaos, inchoate lethargy, and the fogs of the mind, enjoying temporary releases from lucidity, I am left with no rest, no refuge, no escape, and no pause from awareness. It's as if a diamond is lodged in my head, the unblinking eye of the clairvoyant.

“A white world outside. Clarity. Clarity. Recently I cannot bear the white expanse of my lucidities. Everyone else around me descends into chaos, inchoate lethargy, into fogs of the mind, temporary releases from lucidity. Some links, some bridges sustained and maintained by great effort are slipping from me. No rest, no refuge, no escape, no pause from awareness. A diamond lodged in the head, the unblinking eye of the clairvoyant.”

I've come to realize that the five-star system on this website doesn't quite work for some books. We've left the territory of "Anais is a little bit older than me" and entered an unknown realm. I don't recognize these new halls.

On one hand, this volume of the diary is shockingly mundane. It seems that Anais spent most of this book in one of three ways: either in Mexico, crafting exotic images while being completely blind to her own naïveté; despairing that her writing wasn't getting the recognition it deserved in the States; or out and about with her ever-changing circle of new friends and connections, who started to blur in my mind despite being interesting, I'm sure.

On the other hand, especially towards the end of the volume, following the death of her mother, I felt that a deep peace was settling around her. She says as much herself. She's back in analysis, this time with a female doctor, and believes she has finally left her neurosis behind. She finally returns to Paris and finds it less damaged than she feared. Henry Miller is happily painting watercolors in Big Sur. She has left June, Helba, Gonzalo, and all their endless troubles behind. She has ceased to need their little drama.

This work confounds a star-based rating system. As much as I want to give this book three stars for how boring it got in the middle, I also feel that I will read the next volume of the diary in a decade or two, and it will really mean something to me then. Just as this volume might have been more to me if I had heeded my confusion about Volume 4 and given the diaries a break.
July 14,2025
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The review is taken from my Instagram account: @descanto

When the composer Joaquín Nin abandoned the family, his little daughter Anaïs had to find a way to cope. She began to write a diary, which later became her precious recollection of the past and a memoir of things she couldn't express otherwise.

The journals of Anaïs Nin offer a real and raw portrayal of her life. They mainly deal with her complex relationships, such as her intense connection with Henry Miller, her infatuation with the flirtatious June Miller, and her strange liaison with Antonin Artaud. She also shares her experiences with famous psychoanalysts René Allendy and Otto Rank, commenting on how psychoanalysis made her more truthful and helped her realize certain feelings and childhood traumas, like her fear of being hurt, unwanted, and unloved.

Overall, the journals of Anaïs Nin are a great collection of writings that allow people to get to know her better. Some people highly praise these collections. Personally, I enjoy reading the first parts of the volumes. However, after reading the same old stories about Henry, Anaïs, and June over and over again, it starts to feel monotonous and boring. I also have the feeling that these journals were mostly censored or edited, which is a pity. When I read such diaries or journals, I expect to get a complete picture of the person.
July 14,2025
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This book has truly been a remarkable source of inspiration for me. It has opened my eyes to the beauty and wonder of life, and has taught me how to love it unconditionally.

Through its pages, I have learned to appreciate the simple pleasures that often go unnoticed in our busy lives. The author's words have touched my heart and have made me realize that life is a precious gift that should be cherished.

I have also discovered that loving life means being positive in the face of challenges and setbacks. It means having the courage to pursue our dreams and to never give up on ourselves.

This book has become my guide and my companion on this journey of life, and I am truly grateful for the lessons it has taught me. I will continue to apply these teachings in my daily life and will strive to love life to the fullest.
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