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Explores the psyche of a young man trying to navigate his way through life, striving to find purpose and meaning as he contends with the daily stressors of poverty, a stunted education, classism and patriarchy. He tries to move forward in meaningful directions by educating himself and keeping himself and his domicile clean and making the most of opportunities to expand his experiences, but the forces of violence and poverty surrounding him make increased awareness all the more painful and impossible to bear, so he shelves his budding intellectual life for the social and psychological safety of not knowing. Or something like that. Themes – cleanliness, education, material wealth and display of wealth, class and power, grief that nobody wants to acknowledge, loss of parents in early childhood, lack of social safety net, maladaptive coping (violence, alcohol abuse). Haam saah. Something about the protagonist is so lovable, we are rooting for him. His thoughts are honest, tender, sweet, vulnerable, smart, authentic. His actions are brave though he is a fearful person. Haam saah. Haam saah. Also, how shame, carried shame and safeguarding prevents people from courageously confronting their mistakes and the offenses of others, look away rather than confront. How protecting a reputation is paramount, and there is no room for people to acknowledge their mistakes and how they have hurt others, without risking everything, so power is used to control and suppress threats to reputation. Society would be better if we had ways of calling people in, ways that people could take responsibility without being villainized, haam saah. Reading about other’s reviews, the theme of feminism being for wealthy women, not poor women; the idea that the character ends up where he started, so it’s circular, but worse off because his quest is unsupported by the culture so one gets the sense that he will now stay stuck, so tragic rather than a feeling of resilience. Picaresque meets tragedy. In a book within a book moment, the character Rina’s book about a shop assistant imagines Ramchand’s life while sanitizing it and making sure that it ends well, unlike the bleak ending the author provides for the actual Ramchand in this novel.