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I was sitting in my upstairs room with the Paperback on my lap. I could not believe that all the tumultuous, heart-rending, and unforgettable events I encountered were finally behind me, though safely residing in my memory lane. I closed my eyes and sat pensively without actually thinking anything. A soothing feeling of tranquility gradually possessed me I am calm like a placid sea.
Suddenly I heard a bizarre sound: it was like a hoof sound, something galloping in my yard; A horse? .I didn’t open my eyes and tried to envision the cause of these outlandish ,befuddling sounds with my blank, lethargic mind . I followed the sound of footsteps from the yard to the staircase in my mind’s eye; definitely more than 2 people with a lady of-course ( I could hear the faint rustle of silk and light steps) . My calm, saturated mind suddenly seized an imminent prospect of terror! ‘They…’? I mused. I thought I was sleeping and tried not to heed these unremitting chain of events by mentally deeming it as ‘dream’. But I wasn’t even certain if I was dreaming. I was tired in a calm way.I was tired even to think. I was puzzled as to not able to comprehend what was happening around me; I was enfeebled by the huge, overpowering waves of events that had been throbbing against my whole being for over a month.
knocks on the door!!! The sound of heaving, coughs, rustles were all distinct now. I tried not to yield to the dream (I seriously thought it was a dream) . No! It can’t be a dream! I started playing a duel with my failing mind and remnant energy. The clicking sound of clock had a portentous import, and the door suddenly clicked open. Two gentlemen and a lady emerged into the room with beaming faces . The Men were in full uniform (I have seen the Russian uniforms in google) and the lady was in a pink silk dress (charming , full of energy) . My heart pounded like a mad man playing drums. My hands froze and my eyes were dazed. Prince Andrei Bolkonski , Count Pierre Bezukov , and Natasha Rostova - they could be no one else as I can spot them even in a crowded street; they were indelible images in my heart. Am I dreaming? Of-course, I am !! But wait! I am not! I see them, right before my eyes. Believe me folks!!!!
Pierre: We harnessed our horses to a pole in the backyard. A lady was looking us as if we were demons! *laughs*
Me: That’s our maid. (Still unable to recover from the shock)
Pierre: You still keep maids? I freed them as soon as I joined free masons. *smiles questioningly*
Me: They are not slaves. They can quit whenever they want. They get more income than clerks nowadays. Why were you so confused with your life Pierre? Your aimless wanderings in search of the ‘meaning of life’ had consumed the better part of your life. You have even resorted to free masons for spiritual enlightenment. *cheeks turned crimson at making the unseemly abrupt question* ( I considered these people in front of me as my close relations. I knew everything about them, and I traveled with them in the crests and troughs of their lives).
Pierre: *smiles affably* I had been engrossed and appalled by the mystery of life.” What is bad? What is good? What should one love and what hate? What does one live for? And what am I? What is life, and what is death? What power governs it all? “ and the contrived answer my conscience furnished was this :”you’ll die and all will end. You’ll die and know all, or cease asking.”
Then one day, on a journey, I happened to meet an Old mason and he imparted me the first shimmering vial of wisdom to my dark, turbid mind.
He said: “The highest wisdom and truth are like the purest wisdom we may wish to imbibe. Can I receive that pure liquid into an impure vessel and judge of its purity? Only by inner purification of myself can I retain in some degree of purity the liquid I receive.”
And I knew I had to perfect myself to retain the purity of the truths that are revealed to me.
Me: And you joined the Old man and free masons inorder to streamline all your faculties and ideas. What if I say-though you considered their teachings and rule with ardent spirit, you later on donned your actual disposition, and you were rebounded back to your brooding, disquieting, absent-minded life.
Pierre: That is not so. Living for others is a principle I carried……
Andrei: *interrupts* Everyone lives in his own way .You live for others; I lived for glory. And after all what is glory? The same love for others, a desire to do something for them, a desire for their approval- so I lived for others, and not almost, but had quite ruined my life. And I became calmer ever since I began to live for myself ….until… I met her.* glances at Natasha* I am happy when I can do good, but to remedy injustice is the greatest happiness.
Me: Your first meeting with Natasha was very moving. I was so carried away by the blissful, picturesque quality with which you experienced it.
girl at the window…….
Natasha : *eyes fixed at a random tile* why u had to die Andrew? I know I had vexed you once with my breaking your trust. I was an imbecile back then, and knew nothing but folly. He (Anatole Kuragine) took advantage of my weakness; and when I lost everything (you), I felt I was dead. Everything that once shone before my eyes seemed lackluster after your breaking up with me. For the very first time, I started dreading my life. I thought my existence was abominable. And, finally, fate brought you near me only to witness your death. *sobs*
Andrei: And it united us too , momentarily yet eternally. When Pierre first said one must believe in the possibility of love, I denied it. But I started believing it once I saw you. And Pierre is the best husband you may ever get. Aren’t you happy with him?
Natasha: *nods with a melancholic smile*
Me: (interrupts, feeling things are going too sentimental) Is Napoleon really that abject?
Andrei: Our Creator has reiterated the answer for your question in innumerable ways. I think you have forgotten it. It is not the question whether he is abject or not, or whether he is genius or not. Napoleon, like Tsar Alexander, had been just a tool, a mere cog- wheel, in the machine of history.
“Man lives consciously for himself, but is an unconscious instrument in the attainment of the historic, universal aims of humanity. A deed done is irrevocable, and its result coinciding in time with the actions (and spirit) of millions of other men assumes an historic significance. The Higher a man stands o the social ladder, the more people he is connected with and the more power he has over others, the more evident is the predestination and inevitability of his every action.
The king’s heart is in the hands of the lord; A king is history’s slave; History use every moment of life of kings as a tool for its own purposes “
'War and death' has taught me the meaning of ‘divine love’. It was when I saw him (Anatole) dying as he lay prostrate near my bed, my heart kindled with the blazing fire of unconditional love. At that time I felt no animosity toward him, just love. Love in its unadulterated form.
“love one’s neighbors, love one’s enemies, love everything, love God in all his manifestations. It is possible to love someone dear to you with human love, but an enemy can only be loved by divine love. When loving with human love, one may pass from love to hatred. But divine love does not change. Neither death nor anything can destroy it. It is the very essence of the soul.”
Me : The mystery of love and life , their combination , their complete solubility in the solvent of Faith, which has been revealed to you in your death bed, is one of the most profound of life’s teachings my eyes has ever chanced to see.
“Love hinders death. Love is life. All, everything that I understand, I understand only because I love. Everything is united by it alone. Love is god, and to die means that, I, a part of love shall return to the eternal general source”
The Title, “ War and Love” , instead of the present one would have been more appropriate as to the essence and soul of the novel, as Peace, in the unremitting turmoil that pervades throughout the story and individuals alike, seems to be only an unfulfilled wish.
Pierre : That’s not true. The absence of suffering, the satisfaction of one’s needs, and consequent freedom in the choice of one’s occupation is indubitably man’s highest happiness , thereby attaining peace. So whatever the context of the story may be, attaining Peace after unrest (war) is the highest form of happiness. The Creator leads the readers to that pinnacle of happiness (peace); to guide you find the light of happiness amid the ghastly darkness of inner turmoil.
Me: You have been alluding to this ‘Creator’ for several times now. Do you refer to God?
Andrei: I don’t know if u can call him that. We call him ‘Lev Nikolayevich Tolstoy’
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All three of them smiled at me radiantly, like stars in the calm sky. Their smile, their happiness imparted a luminous quality in their eyes. The highest form of happiness, peace, evident in their smooth countenances, shimmered in their faces. I felt a sense of joy brimming in my heart. The remnant dark clouds that reigned over my whole being diffused away to reveal the sunshine of hope and happiness.
They smiled radiantly, and knowingly. Their radiance evolved into a blob of bright light.My eyes became dazed or was it the entire room getting filled with pale light? The pale, white light grew as the faces of my friends faded in the overwhelming colorless light that seethed in the room (or my eyes?).
The door-knocks resounded in my ears with indomitable ferocity and it grew louder and louder.
I got up, lurched forward, staggered to the door, and managed to open it. The pale light abruptly ceased and the maid was standing at the threshold evidently perplexed, with my evening Coffee nestled in her little hands. I looked at her, but my gaze was not fixed at her or anywhere. Wiping my damp forehead mechanically, I half turned to see my brightly-lit room, with golden yellowish light blazing forth through the billowing net curtains, all silent and placid, except for the sound of the fluttering pages of the wide-opened War and Peace which lay on the bed majestically. “truk tuk tuk*
The Creator of this Saga, Leo Tolstoy, with his unparalleled brilliance sketched a vast panorama of Love, hatred, war, and existence; and all we have to do, as a reader, is to bask in all the mind- enriching things he had proffered in his magnum opus.
5 stars on 5 !
-gautam
(Note : the whole scenario above is purely imaginative)
P.S : Best moments :
1.tPrince Andrei during Battle at Austerlitz :
“Above him there was now nothing but the sky- the lofty sky, not clear yet immeasurably lofty, with grey clouds gliding slowly across it. ‘How peaceful, quiet and solemn not at all as I ran’, thought Prince Andrew-‘not as we ran, shouting and fighting ,not at all the gunner and the Frenchman with frightened and angry faces struggled for the mop ; how differently do those clouds glide across that lofty infinite sky! How was it I did not see that lofty sky before? And how happy I am to have found it at last! Yes! All is vanity, all falsehood, except that infinite sky. There is nothing, nothing, but that. But even it does not exist, there is nothing but quiet and peace. ‘Thank God!’”
2.tPrince Andrew and the Old Oak Tree :
“Yes, here in this forest was that oak which I agreed. He started gazing at the left side of the road, and without recognizing it he looked with admiration he sought. The Old oak, quite transfigured, spreading out a canopy of sappy dark- green foliage,stood rapt and slightly trembling in the rays of evening sun. Neither gnarled fingers nor old scars nor old doubts and sorrows were any of them in evidence now. Through the hard century old-bark, even where there were no twigs, leaves had sprouted such as one could hardly believe the old veteran could have produced. All at once Prince Andrew was seized by an unreasoning spring-time feeling of joy and renewal. All the best moments of his life rose to his memory. ‘ No ! life is not over at thirty-one. It is not enough for me to know what I have in me! ‘“
3.tGermination of love in Pierre for Natasha:
“On the contrary he gazed joyfully, his eyes moist with tears, at this bright comet ( comet of the year 1812) which, having traveled in its orbit with inconceivable velocity through immeasurable space, seemed suddenly- like an arrow piercing the earth- to remain fixed in a chosen spot, vigorously holding its tail erect, shining and displaying its white light amid countless other scintillating stars. It seemed to Pierre that this comet fully responded to what was passing in his own softened and uplifted soul, now blossoming into a new life.”
Personal Advice if you are planning to read War and Peace:
1.Buy a paperback (refrain from using kindle atleast for one time) so as to enjoy the physical presence of the book along with the comfort rendered by the novel.
2.You don’t have to write down the character names. (if you read wholeheartedly and not merely as a challenge). There are only a dozen prominent characters and you will be well acquainted with them with the progress of the story.
3.I found the theories interesting. If you are not a big fan of theories and their detailed explanation, skip some parts along the road. (Especially of history, Napoleon’s folly etc). I guarantee it won’t meddle too much with the soul of the novel.
(edited 4 times)
Suddenly I heard a bizarre sound: it was like a hoof sound, something galloping in my yard; A horse? .I didn’t open my eyes and tried to envision the cause of these outlandish ,befuddling sounds with my blank, lethargic mind . I followed the sound of footsteps from the yard to the staircase in my mind’s eye; definitely more than 2 people with a lady of-course ( I could hear the faint rustle of silk and light steps) . My calm, saturated mind suddenly seized an imminent prospect of terror! ‘They…’? I mused. I thought I was sleeping and tried not to heed these unremitting chain of events by mentally deeming it as ‘dream’. But I wasn’t even certain if I was dreaming. I was tired in a calm way.I was tired even to think. I was puzzled as to not able to comprehend what was happening around me; I was enfeebled by the huge, overpowering waves of events that had been throbbing against my whole being for over a month.
knocks on the door!!! The sound of heaving, coughs, rustles were all distinct now. I tried not to yield to the dream (I seriously thought it was a dream) . No! It can’t be a dream! I started playing a duel with my failing mind and remnant energy. The clicking sound of clock had a portentous import, and the door suddenly clicked open. Two gentlemen and a lady emerged into the room with beaming faces . The Men were in full uniform (I have seen the Russian uniforms in google) and the lady was in a pink silk dress (charming , full of energy) . My heart pounded like a mad man playing drums. My hands froze and my eyes were dazed. Prince Andrei Bolkonski , Count Pierre Bezukov , and Natasha Rostova - they could be no one else as I can spot them even in a crowded street; they were indelible images in my heart. Am I dreaming? Of-course, I am !! But wait! I am not! I see them, right before my eyes. Believe me folks!!!!
Pierre: We harnessed our horses to a pole in the backyard. A lady was looking us as if we were demons! *laughs*
Me: That’s our maid. (Still unable to recover from the shock)
Pierre: You still keep maids? I freed them as soon as I joined free masons. *smiles questioningly*
Me: They are not slaves. They can quit whenever they want. They get more income than clerks nowadays. Why were you so confused with your life Pierre? Your aimless wanderings in search of the ‘meaning of life’ had consumed the better part of your life. You have even resorted to free masons for spiritual enlightenment. *cheeks turned crimson at making the unseemly abrupt question* ( I considered these people in front of me as my close relations. I knew everything about them, and I traveled with them in the crests and troughs of their lives).
Pierre: *smiles affably* I had been engrossed and appalled by the mystery of life.” What is bad? What is good? What should one love and what hate? What does one live for? And what am I? What is life, and what is death? What power governs it all? “ and the contrived answer my conscience furnished was this :”you’ll die and all will end. You’ll die and know all, or cease asking.”
Then one day, on a journey, I happened to meet an Old mason and he imparted me the first shimmering vial of wisdom to my dark, turbid mind.
He said: “The highest wisdom and truth are like the purest wisdom we may wish to imbibe. Can I receive that pure liquid into an impure vessel and judge of its purity? Only by inner purification of myself can I retain in some degree of purity the liquid I receive.”
And I knew I had to perfect myself to retain the purity of the truths that are revealed to me.
Me: And you joined the Old man and free masons inorder to streamline all your faculties and ideas. What if I say-though you considered their teachings and rule with ardent spirit, you later on donned your actual disposition, and you were rebounded back to your brooding, disquieting, absent-minded life.
Pierre: That is not so. Living for others is a principle I carried……
Andrei: *interrupts* Everyone lives in his own way .You live for others; I lived for glory. And after all what is glory? The same love for others, a desire to do something for them, a desire for their approval- so I lived for others, and not almost, but had quite ruined my life. And I became calmer ever since I began to live for myself ….until… I met her.* glances at Natasha* I am happy when I can do good, but to remedy injustice is the greatest happiness.
Me: Your first meeting with Natasha was very moving. I was so carried away by the blissful, picturesque quality with which you experienced it.
girl at the window…….
Natasha : *eyes fixed at a random tile* why u had to die Andrew? I know I had vexed you once with my breaking your trust. I was an imbecile back then, and knew nothing but folly. He (Anatole Kuragine) took advantage of my weakness; and when I lost everything (you), I felt I was dead. Everything that once shone before my eyes seemed lackluster after your breaking up with me. For the very first time, I started dreading my life. I thought my existence was abominable. And, finally, fate brought you near me only to witness your death. *sobs*
Andrei: And it united us too , momentarily yet eternally. When Pierre first said one must believe in the possibility of love, I denied it. But I started believing it once I saw you. And Pierre is the best husband you may ever get. Aren’t you happy with him?
Natasha: *nods with a melancholic smile*
Me: (interrupts, feeling things are going too sentimental) Is Napoleon really that abject?
Andrei: Our Creator has reiterated the answer for your question in innumerable ways. I think you have forgotten it. It is not the question whether he is abject or not, or whether he is genius or not. Napoleon, like Tsar Alexander, had been just a tool, a mere cog- wheel, in the machine of history.
“Man lives consciously for himself, but is an unconscious instrument in the attainment of the historic, universal aims of humanity. A deed done is irrevocable, and its result coinciding in time with the actions (and spirit) of millions of other men assumes an historic significance. The Higher a man stands o the social ladder, the more people he is connected with and the more power he has over others, the more evident is the predestination and inevitability of his every action.
The king’s heart is in the hands of the lord; A king is history’s slave; History use every moment of life of kings as a tool for its own purposes “
'War and death' has taught me the meaning of ‘divine love’. It was when I saw him (Anatole) dying as he lay prostrate near my bed, my heart kindled with the blazing fire of unconditional love. At that time I felt no animosity toward him, just love. Love in its unadulterated form.
“love one’s neighbors, love one’s enemies, love everything, love God in all his manifestations. It is possible to love someone dear to you with human love, but an enemy can only be loved by divine love. When loving with human love, one may pass from love to hatred. But divine love does not change. Neither death nor anything can destroy it. It is the very essence of the soul.”
Me : The mystery of love and life , their combination , their complete solubility in the solvent of Faith, which has been revealed to you in your death bed, is one of the most profound of life’s teachings my eyes has ever chanced to see.
“Love hinders death. Love is life. All, everything that I understand, I understand only because I love. Everything is united by it alone. Love is god, and to die means that, I, a part of love shall return to the eternal general source”
The Title, “ War and Love” , instead of the present one would have been more appropriate as to the essence and soul of the novel, as Peace, in the unremitting turmoil that pervades throughout the story and individuals alike, seems to be only an unfulfilled wish.
Pierre : That’s not true. The absence of suffering, the satisfaction of one’s needs, and consequent freedom in the choice of one’s occupation is indubitably man’s highest happiness , thereby attaining peace. So whatever the context of the story may be, attaining Peace after unrest (war) is the highest form of happiness. The Creator leads the readers to that pinnacle of happiness (peace); to guide you find the light of happiness amid the ghastly darkness of inner turmoil.
Me: You have been alluding to this ‘Creator’ for several times now. Do you refer to God?
Andrei: I don’t know if u can call him that. We call him ‘Lev Nikolayevich Tolstoy’
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All three of them smiled at me radiantly, like stars in the calm sky. Their smile, their happiness imparted a luminous quality in their eyes. The highest form of happiness, peace, evident in their smooth countenances, shimmered in their faces. I felt a sense of joy brimming in my heart. The remnant dark clouds that reigned over my whole being diffused away to reveal the sunshine of hope and happiness.
They smiled radiantly, and knowingly. Their radiance evolved into a blob of bright light.My eyes became dazed or was it the entire room getting filled with pale light? The pale, white light grew as the faces of my friends faded in the overwhelming colorless light that seethed in the room (or my eyes?).
The door-knocks resounded in my ears with indomitable ferocity and it grew louder and louder.
I got up, lurched forward, staggered to the door, and managed to open it. The pale light abruptly ceased and the maid was standing at the threshold evidently perplexed, with my evening Coffee nestled in her little hands. I looked at her, but my gaze was not fixed at her or anywhere. Wiping my damp forehead mechanically, I half turned to see my brightly-lit room, with golden yellowish light blazing forth through the billowing net curtains, all silent and placid, except for the sound of the fluttering pages of the wide-opened War and Peace which lay on the bed majestically. “truk tuk tuk*
The Creator of this Saga, Leo Tolstoy, with his unparalleled brilliance sketched a vast panorama of Love, hatred, war, and existence; and all we have to do, as a reader, is to bask in all the mind- enriching things he had proffered in his magnum opus.
5 stars on 5 !
-gautam
(Note : the whole scenario above is purely imaginative)
P.S : Best moments :
1.tPrince Andrei during Battle at Austerlitz :
“Above him there was now nothing but the sky- the lofty sky, not clear yet immeasurably lofty, with grey clouds gliding slowly across it. ‘How peaceful, quiet and solemn not at all as I ran’, thought Prince Andrew-‘not as we ran, shouting and fighting ,not at all the gunner and the Frenchman with frightened and angry faces struggled for the mop ; how differently do those clouds glide across that lofty infinite sky! How was it I did not see that lofty sky before? And how happy I am to have found it at last! Yes! All is vanity, all falsehood, except that infinite sky. There is nothing, nothing, but that. But even it does not exist, there is nothing but quiet and peace. ‘Thank God!’”
2.tPrince Andrew and the Old Oak Tree :
“Yes, here in this forest was that oak which I agreed. He started gazing at the left side of the road, and without recognizing it he looked with admiration he sought. The Old oak, quite transfigured, spreading out a canopy of sappy dark- green foliage,stood rapt and slightly trembling in the rays of evening sun. Neither gnarled fingers nor old scars nor old doubts and sorrows were any of them in evidence now. Through the hard century old-bark, even where there were no twigs, leaves had sprouted such as one could hardly believe the old veteran could have produced. All at once Prince Andrew was seized by an unreasoning spring-time feeling of joy and renewal. All the best moments of his life rose to his memory. ‘ No ! life is not over at thirty-one. It is not enough for me to know what I have in me! ‘“
3.tGermination of love in Pierre for Natasha:
“On the contrary he gazed joyfully, his eyes moist with tears, at this bright comet ( comet of the year 1812) which, having traveled in its orbit with inconceivable velocity through immeasurable space, seemed suddenly- like an arrow piercing the earth- to remain fixed in a chosen spot, vigorously holding its tail erect, shining and displaying its white light amid countless other scintillating stars. It seemed to Pierre that this comet fully responded to what was passing in his own softened and uplifted soul, now blossoming into a new life.”
Personal Advice if you are planning to read War and Peace:
1.Buy a paperback (refrain from using kindle atleast for one time) so as to enjoy the physical presence of the book along with the comfort rendered by the novel.
2.You don’t have to write down the character names. (if you read wholeheartedly and not merely as a challenge). There are only a dozen prominent characters and you will be well acquainted with them with the progress of the story.
3.I found the theories interesting. If you are not a big fan of theories and their detailed explanation, skip some parts along the road. (Especially of history, Napoleon’s folly etc). I guarantee it won’t meddle too much with the soul of the novel.
(edited 4 times)