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I descend from a long line of wanderers. At one point in time (the 1970s) my 4 siblings and I were as distant from each other on the globe as we possibly could be. My ancestors landed in Massachusetts in 1630 and on the other coast, my great great grandmother was born on a ship that landed in San Francisco when it was Yerba Buena, before it was stolen from Mexico, before the Gold Rush. I have made my home in the cone of South America 10,000 km away from where I was born in Los Angeles, looking out to sea.
So the hapless, mistake that is Willie Chandran and his windblown peregrinations in this book should feel familial to me, but no, he doesn’t, it doesn’t. Everything happens to him, on him. Never from him. He watches his life on TV.
Which brought me to Joseph Campbell who told us all to Follow Our Bliss:
“The heroic life is living the individual adventure. There is no security in following the call to adventure. Nothing is exciting if you know what the outcome is going to be.”
Except Willie wasn’t paying attention, ever. He is randomly thrown from place to place, never really bothering to gain an orientation, learn the stories, the history, develop any relationships that are more than commodities.
You know, the work that needs to be done before you figure out who you are, the hard work, the quest of growing up. Here Willie´s story is only a tale of fraudulent bargains that made up an identity. Pendulum swings.
I have spent a long time over the years thinking and reading about Identity, about the things that cause some people to stay in personal or societal situations that harm them, that disempower them, that make up their so-called identity. Reasons they never leave home. The gravitational pull of religion, or culture or the unwillingness to break an imaginary or assumed code - or worse the persistent belief in a fairy tale that seems ridiculous (to me).
Or sometimes, just the desire to be liked keeps people hemmed in. And they, sadly, never live their adventure. But then…
Again I think of Joseph Campbell:
“For those in whom a local mythology still works, there is an experience both of accord with the social order, and of harmony with the universe. For those, however, in whom the authorized signs no longer work -- or, if working, produce deviant effects -- there follows inevitably a sense both of dissociation from the local social nexus and of quest, within and without, for life, which the brain will take to be for 'meaning.'”
See, none of this was happening with Willie. In no other VSN book have I felt it was so much about the writing and not the story. I am tempted to compare Willie to an Autumn leaf being blown about, but leaves have important work. Fallen leaves provide habitat for insects and microbia, they break down into nutrients for the tree they are part of; Willie had no important work at all.
VSN has always written about the hypocrisies of power and inequities of life, how the bag we are thrown at birth, whether empty or a bag of chips, determines the path we are set upon. But usually his writing is tempered with humor, pathos, spread on a full plate of history, so that we can laugh at our own buffoonery. This was just a sucker punch. There was humor but it always seemed at too much expense.
The early chapters, telling the story of Willie’s rather unfortunate conception to his accidentally famous high caste father and his randomly chosen, education-cut-short, low caste mother are the most enjoyable. None of it seemed quite dharmic.
Is that a word?
And all of the women characters were flat, stereotypical, not up to VSN’s usual eyrie heights.
One moment in end-stage colonial Mozambique (soon coming to the concrete world everywhere):
n “It didn’t have much longer to go now; and I wonder whether in our circle we hadn’t all …been granted some unsettling intimation, which we might have brushed aside, that our bluff in Africa would one day be called. Though I don’t think anyone could have guessed that the world of concrete was going to be so completely overwhelmed by the frail old world of straw.”
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So the hapless, mistake that is Willie Chandran and his windblown peregrinations in this book should feel familial to me, but no, he doesn’t, it doesn’t. Everything happens to him, on him. Never from him. He watches his life on TV.
Which brought me to Joseph Campbell who told us all to Follow Our Bliss:
“The heroic life is living the individual adventure. There is no security in following the call to adventure. Nothing is exciting if you know what the outcome is going to be.”
Except Willie wasn’t paying attention, ever. He is randomly thrown from place to place, never really bothering to gain an orientation, learn the stories, the history, develop any relationships that are more than commodities.
You know, the work that needs to be done before you figure out who you are, the hard work, the quest of growing up. Here Willie´s story is only a tale of fraudulent bargains that made up an identity. Pendulum swings.
I have spent a long time over the years thinking and reading about Identity, about the things that cause some people to stay in personal or societal situations that harm them, that disempower them, that make up their so-called identity. Reasons they never leave home. The gravitational pull of religion, or culture or the unwillingness to break an imaginary or assumed code - or worse the persistent belief in a fairy tale that seems ridiculous (to me).
Or sometimes, just the desire to be liked keeps people hemmed in. And they, sadly, never live their adventure. But then…
Again I think of Joseph Campbell:
“For those in whom a local mythology still works, there is an experience both of accord with the social order, and of harmony with the universe. For those, however, in whom the authorized signs no longer work -- or, if working, produce deviant effects -- there follows inevitably a sense both of dissociation from the local social nexus and of quest, within and without, for life, which the brain will take to be for 'meaning.'”
See, none of this was happening with Willie. In no other VSN book have I felt it was so much about the writing and not the story. I am tempted to compare Willie to an Autumn leaf being blown about, but leaves have important work. Fallen leaves provide habitat for insects and microbia, they break down into nutrients for the tree they are part of; Willie had no important work at all.
VSN has always written about the hypocrisies of power and inequities of life, how the bag we are thrown at birth, whether empty or a bag of chips, determines the path we are set upon. But usually his writing is tempered with humor, pathos, spread on a full plate of history, so that we can laugh at our own buffoonery. This was just a sucker punch. There was humor but it always seemed at too much expense.
The early chapters, telling the story of Willie’s rather unfortunate conception to his accidentally famous high caste father and his randomly chosen, education-cut-short, low caste mother are the most enjoyable. None of it seemed quite dharmic.
Is that a word?
And all of the women characters were flat, stereotypical, not up to VSN’s usual eyrie heights.
One moment in end-stage colonial Mozambique (soon coming to the concrete world everywhere):
n “It didn’t have much longer to go now; and I wonder whether in our circle we hadn’t all …been granted some unsettling intimation, which we might have brushed aside, that our bluff in Africa would one day be called. Though I don’t think anyone could have guessed that the world of concrete was going to be so completely overwhelmed by the frail old world of straw.”
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