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Took this off the shelf at our current housesit in NZ because I’ve read two other Dave Eggers books and figured there was a good chance I’d enjoy it. In fact, probably the perfect time to read it - a story about friends in their 20s traveling (in a much more chaotic way than us, true) and not knowing what they’re doing or what they want.
I think the thread of grief and how it manifests really brings it all together though - as far as I can tell this isn’t true in every edition of this book but in mine the book starts literally on the cover of the book and continues on the inside cover - no title pages, copyright, or anything. Seeing the ‘end’ of the story in the first line right on the cover and slowly learning the timeline and details worked really well for me. Mourning and processing the death of your friend and the loss of possibility in your life bc of it without knowing you’re months from death too. Wanting answers or direct purpose and knowing you really won’t be getting any.
Very amused by the pictures & scanned documents scattered throughout - I’m curious about the origins of the photos especially. Scene description written around them or photos taken for pre existing writing?
“I wanted something to happen so my choices would be fewer, so my map would have a route straight through, in red. I wanted limitations, boundaries, to ease the burden, because the agony, Jack, when we were up there in the dark, was in the silence! All I ever wanted was to know what to do.” ———> getting at some of the same stuff that I really love in Fleabag - knowing you have the options and opportunities that others (your dead friend) don’t anymore but feeling unable to grasp that and do anything you think matters with it - wishing it was clearer, that there was a reason and a purpose, feeling like you’re wasting something someone else would have done a better job with.
I think the thread of grief and how it manifests really brings it all together though - as far as I can tell this isn’t true in every edition of this book but in mine the book starts literally on the cover of the book and continues on the inside cover - no title pages, copyright, or anything. Seeing the ‘end’ of the story in the first line right on the cover and slowly learning the timeline and details worked really well for me. Mourning and processing the death of your friend and the loss of possibility in your life bc of it without knowing you’re months from death too. Wanting answers or direct purpose and knowing you really won’t be getting any.
Very amused by the pictures & scanned documents scattered throughout - I’m curious about the origins of the photos especially. Scene description written around them or photos taken for pre existing writing?
“I wanted something to happen so my choices would be fewer, so my map would have a route straight through, in red. I wanted limitations, boundaries, to ease the burden, because the agony, Jack, when we were up there in the dark, was in the silence! All I ever wanted was to know what to do.” ———> getting at some of the same stuff that I really love in Fleabag - knowing you have the options and opportunities that others (your dead friend) don’t anymore but feeling unable to grasp that and do anything you think matters with it - wishing it was clearer, that there was a reason and a purpose, feeling like you’re wasting something someone else would have done a better job with.