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Yes, the world is a filthy place. Confined places breed like with like until they mutate into new diseases that masquerade as "happy masks of everybody is doing it so why shouldn't I?" This new disease was the emergence of Narcissistic Personality Disorder but Henry has this AND comorbid sex addiction blended alongside a dominant feature of soft (lol) nihilism.
After investing two precious hours of mine reading this (coincidentally while I battled a stomach bug and made a few trips to vacate my internal poisons), and really trying to find something worthy, "It was (still) something to make me puke."
This is a book of a dark and nasty, noxious, contagious airborne cancerous spray.
Whereas women blend the sex and death instincts to breathe life and beauty back into their core being, perhaps men battle this impulse differently and they herald ugliness? Does this idea bear possible future development? This was my silver lining takeaway - do or have women experience(d) life like this? Maybe men's version of death driven chaos is cancerous whereas women's version of death driven chaos is the void?
This book celebrates singleminded indulgence on a world stage. This reminds me of an unattractive man I saw stroking his cock while behind the wheel of his car and lasciviously looking at me while saying to me, "Come closer." His self-love was seductive but I balked because his cock was a barely controlled separate viral animal - a thing to be released like an itchy boil - THAT'S ONE ITCH YOU DON'T WANT TO SCRATCH - as it spreads, the itch worsens.
I don't wish to approach any closer than what I can objectively keep at a distance.
My antibodies scream at me, "Stay away from that shit on air imbued confined space; that stink you smell roiling out the door really is a dangerously vile virus."
Don't turn the fan on. Just close the door and let this die a solitary confinement/quarantine death. Alone as it gloried and hallowed and desired and wanted to be.
Kill it with the mercy of what it wanted and exactly how it wanted its life snuffed.
Fulfill its "Living Will," then abandon this life forsaken ship.
After investing two precious hours of mine reading this (coincidentally while I battled a stomach bug and made a few trips to vacate my internal poisons), and really trying to find something worthy, "It was (still) something to make me puke."
This is a book of a dark and nasty, noxious, contagious airborne cancerous spray.
Whereas women blend the sex and death instincts to breathe life and beauty back into their core being, perhaps men battle this impulse differently and they herald ugliness? Does this idea bear possible future development? This was my silver lining takeaway - do or have women experience(d) life like this? Maybe men's version of death driven chaos is cancerous whereas women's version of death driven chaos is the void?
This book celebrates singleminded indulgence on a world stage. This reminds me of an unattractive man I saw stroking his cock while behind the wheel of his car and lasciviously looking at me while saying to me, "Come closer." His self-love was seductive but I balked because his cock was a barely controlled separate viral animal - a thing to be released like an itchy boil - THAT'S ONE ITCH YOU DON'T WANT TO SCRATCH - as it spreads, the itch worsens.
I don't wish to approach any closer than what I can objectively keep at a distance.
My antibodies scream at me, "Stay away from that shit on air imbued confined space; that stink you smell roiling out the door really is a dangerously vile virus."
Don't turn the fan on. Just close the door and let this die a solitary confinement/quarantine death. Alone as it gloried and hallowed and desired and wanted to be.
Kill it with the mercy of what it wanted and exactly how it wanted its life snuffed.
Fulfill its "Living Will," then abandon this life forsaken ship.