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Narrator reveals himself to be irredeemably and incoherently conflicted almost immediately: “in everything I quickly saw the opposite, the contradiction, and between the real and the unreal, the irony, the paradox” (9). Though a misotheist in wanting to “meet Him calmly and spit in His face” (9), he is “indifferent; I could afford to be good” (10) regarding virtue. That said, he easily casts his own ethnic group into judgment: “my people were entirely Nordic, which is to say, idiots. Every wrong idea which has ever been expounded was theirs” (11).
Much of the book is a jeremiad, such as how
It is not a one-time aberration; the narrator’s main focus throughout the text is misogynistic presentation of sex acts: “she was so drugged with sleep that it was almost like working on an automaton. I could see too that she was enjoying the idea of being fucked half asleep […] It was difficult to know how to put her to sleep again without losing a good fuck” (82); “you ever take a good look at her ass . . . how it’s spreading, I mean? In five years she’ll look like Aunt Jemima” (86); “into each and every one of them, as I shuffle about, I throw an imaginary fuck” (104); “one can remember many things about the woman one loved but it is hard to remember the smell of her cunt” (133); “like all the others she had a cunt too, a sort of impersonal personal cunt which she was unconsciously conscious of” (181); “bushy cunt […] juicy crotch […] best fuck I ever had” (182); “because she had such a marvelous ass and because it was also damned inaccessible I used to think of her as the pons asinorum” (187); “suddenly I felt she was coming, one of those long drawn out orgasms such as you get now and then in a jewish cunt” (212); “I look her right in the eye, and I press my knees still further into her crotch. She grows uneasy, fidgets about in her seat, and finally turns to the girl next to her and complains that I am molesting her” (222); “She had an enormous cunt and it had been well reamed out” (266).
It's fair to conclude therefore that “I am hardly a person—I am more nearly an animal” (151). (It’s not just the narrator; it seems to be a general phenomenon: “it was the most natural thing in the world, at the end of the evening, for him to say—‘come on upstairs a minute, I want to show you my cock’” (95), which is reminiscent of a recent judicial confirmation hearing.)
We see that the jeremiad and the misogyny come to coincide without remainder:
Despite the sexual opportunism, he retains some awareness otherwise, such as when his boss wants “someone to write a sort of Horatio Alger book about the messengers” (30):”I will give you Horatio Alger as he looks the day after the Apocalypse” (31). He notes the cosmopolitanization of the workforce:
All that said, “nobody could have slept more soundly than I in the midst of this nightmare. The war, when it came along, made only a sort of faint rumble in my ears” (42)—which is similar to the lovestruck jerk in Garcia Marquez’s Love in the Time of Cholera.
Worse than being an animal, “I was definitely outside of their world as a cannibal is outside the bounds of civilized society” (54). That said, “I was filled with a perverse love of the thing-in-itself—not a philosophic attachment, but a passionate, desperately passionate hunger, as if in this discarded, worthless thing which everyone ignored there was contained the secret of my own regeneration” (id.), which is not really the same as being animalistic. He turns Heraclitean in believing that “all is flux, all is perishable” (64). He is concerned how “you get the statistical itch, the quid pro quo of the interactive, interstitial, ectoplasmic quantum of bodies jostling in space like the stars” (98). He cogitates upon how “beyond despair and disillusionment there is always the absence of worse things and the emoluments of ennui” (106); he refers to a “simulacrum of nothingness” (id.). He recognizes that “confusion is a word we have invented for an order which is not understood” (176).
Again, the irredeemably conflicted incoherence is on display, in unreflective rightwing imagery: “from the top of the empire State Building I looked down one night upon the city which I knew from below: there they were, in true perspective, the human ants with whom I had crawled, the human lice with whom I had struggled” (69). Similarly, “the world is divided into three parts of which two parts are meat balls and spaghetti and the other part a huge syphilitic chancre” (106).
The pessimism becomes acute: “there is no redemption, the city itself being the highest form of madness” (121). “I have gained nothing by the enlargement of my world” (145). It is “sadness encrusted with disillusionment” (165). He believes that “facts mean nothing” and has "no concern about the future” (339). Does this develop a plausible anagnorisis? That’s difficult to decide; despite all of the conflicted presentation, there is a sense of resolution, in that “I knew very well I’d have to make a break some day” (279); eventually a “change of heart took place. I got myself married over night, to demonstrate to all and sundry that I didn’t give a fuck one way or the other” (312). Ultimately, he concludes that “Up to the present I traveled the opposite way of the sun; henceforth I travel two ways, as sun and as moon” (347).
Recommended for those born with a crucifixion complex, persons who prefer prolonged snakelike copulation during which they smoke a cigarette or two, and readers who studied the art of masturbation.
Much of the book is a jeremiad, such as how
“It would have been better if, like the mad Czoglosz, I had shot some good President McKinley, some gentle, insignificant soul [!] like that who had never done anyone the least harm [!!]. Because in the bottom of my heart there was murder: I wanted to see America destroyed, razed from top to bottom. I wanted to see this happen purely out of vengeance, as atonement for the crimes that were committed against me and against others like me who had never been able to lift their voices and express their hatred, their rebellion, their legitimate blood lust. I was the evil product of an evil soil. If the self were not imperishable, the ‘I’ I write about would have been destroyed long ago. (12-13)Curious that he wishes to act in representative capacity, on behalf of others, and does not except himself from judgment (as with the condemnation of “Nordic” peoples, supra). This jeremiad continues throughout: “the continent is full of buried violence, of the bones of antediluvian monsters and of lost races of man” (41). Ultimately, though, it sounds like all that is solid melts into air:
even when a town becomes modernized, in Europe, there are still vestiges of the old. In America, though there are vestiges, they are effaced, wiped out of consciousness, trampled upon, obliterated, nullified by the new. […] Even a war does not bring this kind of desolation and destruction. […] In America the destruction is complete, annihilating. There is no rebirth, only a cancerous growth, layer upon layer of new, poisonous tissue, each one uglier than the previous one. (217-18)In dealing with all this nastiness, the narrator presents a good example of how Foucault’s disciplinary measures escape the institution of their initiation and generalize across other practices:
This caring too much—I remember that it only developed with me about the time I first fell in love. And even then I didn’t care enough. If I had really cared I wouldn’t be here now writing about it: I’d have died of a broken heart, or I’d have swung for it. It was a bad experience because it taught me how to live a lie. It taught me how to smile when I didn’t want to smile, to work when I didn’t believe in work, to live when I had no reason to go on living. Even when I had forgotten her I still retained the trick of doing what I didn’t believe in. (15-16)He may not be a full lumpenized antisocial nihilist because of this, but it is a close question. Rather, like Svejk, he goes along to get along:
I said Yes to everything. If the vice-president decreed that no cripples were to be hired I hired no cripples. If the vice-president said that all messengers over fort-five were to be fired without notice I fired them without notice. I did everything they instructed me to do, but in such a way that they had to pay for it. When there was a strike I folded my arms and waited for it to blow over. But I first saw to it that it cost them a good penny. The whole system was so rotten, so inhuman, so lousy, so hopelessly corrupt and complicated, that it would have taken a genius to put any sense or order into it, to say nothing of human kindness or consideration. I was up against the whole system of American labor, which was rotten at both ends. (19-20)He displays some revolutionary sentiment in the belief that “beneath the terrible poverty there is a flame, usually so low that it is almost invisible. But it is there and if one has the courage to blow on it can become a conflagration” (27). The crisis and pre-revolutionary situation soon presents itself, when the boss cuts wages and hundreds quit: “I sat there and without asking a question I took them on in carload lots—niggers, jews, paralytics, cripples, ex-convicts, whores, maniacs, perverts, idiots, any fucking bastard who could stand on two legs and hold a telegram” (28). As a result, “the service was crippled, constipated, strangulated” (29). Sounds like quite an industrial sabotage plan, adopting the capitalist’s requirements to destroy the system that renders those requirements inexorable—but it is sadly vitiated by the narrator’s personal opportunism: “the best thing about the new day was the introduction of female messengers”—to “promise them a job but to get a free fuck first” (29).
It is not a one-time aberration; the narrator’s main focus throughout the text is misogynistic presentation of sex acts: “she was so drugged with sleep that it was almost like working on an automaton. I could see too that she was enjoying the idea of being fucked half asleep […] It was difficult to know how to put her to sleep again without losing a good fuck” (82); “you ever take a good look at her ass . . . how it’s spreading, I mean? In five years she’ll look like Aunt Jemima” (86); “into each and every one of them, as I shuffle about, I throw an imaginary fuck” (104); “one can remember many things about the woman one loved but it is hard to remember the smell of her cunt” (133); “like all the others she had a cunt too, a sort of impersonal personal cunt which she was unconsciously conscious of” (181); “bushy cunt […] juicy crotch […] best fuck I ever had” (182); “because she had such a marvelous ass and because it was also damned inaccessible I used to think of her as the pons asinorum” (187); “suddenly I felt she was coming, one of those long drawn out orgasms such as you get now and then in a jewish cunt” (212); “I look her right in the eye, and I press my knees still further into her crotch. She grows uneasy, fidgets about in her seat, and finally turns to the girl next to her and complains that I am molesting her” (222); “She had an enormous cunt and it had been well reamed out” (266).
It's fair to conclude therefore that “I am hardly a person—I am more nearly an animal” (151). (It’s not just the narrator; it seems to be a general phenomenon: “it was the most natural thing in the world, at the end of the evening, for him to say—‘come on upstairs a minute, I want to show you my cock’” (95), which is reminiscent of a recent judicial confirmation hearing.)
We see that the jeremiad and the misogyny come to coincide without remainder:
it always happens that way to a peaceable people. One day they run amok. In America they’re constantly running amok. What they need is an outlet for their energy, for their blood lust. Europe is bled regularly by war. America is pacifistic and cannibalistic […] Superficially it looks like a bold, masculine world; actually it’s a whorehouse run by women. (42)He drops additionally into lumpenization: “I begin the voyage of my rootless self” (228); “I have no goal: the aimless wandering is sufficient unto itself” (id.). “I don’t have the feeling of being an American citizen any more” (310). “I quickly lost all sense of responsibility” (311)—but since when did you have any?
Despite the sexual opportunism, he retains some awareness otherwise, such as when his boss wants “someone to write a sort of Horatio Alger book about the messengers” (30):”I will give you Horatio Alger as he looks the day after the Apocalypse” (31). He notes the cosmopolitanization of the workforce:
Except for the primitives there was scarcely a race that wasn’t represented on the force. Except for the Ainus, the Maoris, the Papuans, the Veddas, the Lapps, the Zulus, the Patagonians, the Igorots, the Hottentots, the Tuaregs, except for the lost Tasmanians, the lost Grimaldi men, the lost Atlanteans, I had a representative of almost every species under the sun. (31)And he notes also the lumpenization of workforce:
I heard men beg for work who had been Egyptologists, botanists, surgeons, gold miners, professors of oriental languages, musicians, engineers, physicians, astronomers, anthropologists, chemists, mathematicians, mayors of cities and governors of states, prison wardens, cowpunchers, lumberjacks, sailors, oyster pirates, stevedores, riveters, dentists, painters, sculptors, plumbers, architects, dope peddlers, abortionists, white slavers, sea divers, steeplejacks, farmers, cloak and suit salesmen, trappers, lighthouse keepers, pimps, aldermen, senators, every bloody thing under the sun, and all of them out of work. (32)This should be regarded as the normal process.
All that said, “nobody could have slept more soundly than I in the midst of this nightmare. The war, when it came along, made only a sort of faint rumble in my ears” (42)—which is similar to the lovestruck jerk in Garcia Marquez’s Love in the Time of Cholera.
Worse than being an animal, “I was definitely outside of their world as a cannibal is outside the bounds of civilized society” (54). That said, “I was filled with a perverse love of the thing-in-itself—not a philosophic attachment, but a passionate, desperately passionate hunger, as if in this discarded, worthless thing which everyone ignored there was contained the secret of my own regeneration” (id.), which is not really the same as being animalistic. He turns Heraclitean in believing that “all is flux, all is perishable” (64). He is concerned how “you get the statistical itch, the quid pro quo of the interactive, interstitial, ectoplasmic quantum of bodies jostling in space like the stars” (98). He cogitates upon how “beyond despair and disillusionment there is always the absence of worse things and the emoluments of ennui” (106); he refers to a “simulacrum of nothingness” (id.). He recognizes that “confusion is a word we have invented for an order which is not understood” (176).
Again, the irredeemably conflicted incoherence is on display, in unreflective rightwing imagery: “from the top of the empire State Building I looked down one night upon the city which I knew from below: there they were, in true perspective, the human ants with whom I had crawled, the human lice with whom I had struggled” (69). Similarly, “the world is divided into three parts of which two parts are meat balls and spaghetti and the other part a huge syphilitic chancre” (106).
The pessimism becomes acute: “there is no redemption, the city itself being the highest form of madness” (121). “I have gained nothing by the enlargement of my world” (145). It is “sadness encrusted with disillusionment” (165). He believes that “facts mean nothing” and has "no concern about the future” (339). Does this develop a plausible anagnorisis? That’s difficult to decide; despite all of the conflicted presentation, there is a sense of resolution, in that “I knew very well I’d have to make a break some day” (279); eventually a “change of heart took place. I got myself married over night, to demonstrate to all and sundry that I didn’t give a fuck one way or the other” (312). Ultimately, he concludes that “Up to the present I traveled the opposite way of the sun; henceforth I travel two ways, as sun and as moon” (347).
Recommended for those born with a crucifixion complex, persons who prefer prolonged snakelike copulation during which they smoke a cigarette or two, and readers who studied the art of masturbation.