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This book was my introduction to so many rabbit holes, back when I first read it almost 20 years ago. I got it from the LA public library in my 20s, read it and Promethus Rising on the weekends when I should have been working on my PhD.
So many rabbit holes! The Illuminati. Space colonization. Ancient aliens. JFK conspiracies. LSD/ Peyote / Mushrooms. Hero worship of Leary / Castenada/ Crowley. Synchronicity. UFOlogy. Alien abduction. Heart chakras. Sufis. Remote Viewing. Precognition. Immortality.
The new foreword, beautifully written, claims that the book continues to pass the test of time. I'd say that was true 20 years ago, and not the case now.
The reason I returned to this book NOW was that it was also my first introduction to the idea of reality tunnels constructed by news outlets; gurreilla ontology; deep agnosticism; and how to cope with living in America amid the downfall of an unbelievably corrupt presidency. This book's critique of the American polity amid Watergate - and RAW's refusal to hold any party line on ANYTHING related to politics - influenced my idea of reality very deeply as I built my foundations in both science and weird science. So I wondered if there would be any value in today's 20 year olds reading this as their own entre' into gurreilla ontology and magick.
Actually, not so much.
I'm really glad I re-read this before recommending it to the 20 year olds in my life now. It doesn't serve that purpose, but circling back to it really does help me appreciate my own journey the past couple decades. It's very well written and Operation Mind Fuck is terribly funny. Moreover it's a really interesting inside view on some famous people of a certain era - and on the optimism they never knew they had back then in a time they all considered themselves to be cynics.
That said, I think this one is going to get more cringey every year for a while. The test of time will not be kind.
The numerology stuff goes from funny to stupid much faster this time around. I just read McKenna's True Hallucinations, which Wilson uses as an actually credible source text - even though McKenna himself admits that it's likely what he documents at La Chorrera is very likely a psychotic break. Of course psychosis is an adventure in confirmation bias, in pattern recognition gone awry. Wilson is hilarious and self-aware around much of his theories, and adds an extra-agnostic (and extremely funny) introduction to my copy of this text to underline the fallability of his numerological claims, but dude. It's actually the hero worship thing that leads to the book's hardest cringe. He takes seriously old boys who don't even take themselves seriously.
A slim majority of the text here comes down to that - unchecked praise of Leary and friends. No wonder these guys thought their theories were so special. The egomania and hero worship in esoteric subcultures from the OTO through high weirdness are ASTONISHING... of a kind I don't see elsewhere in these eras. Ironic for a bunch of men who thought they were on the leading edge of enlightenment.
This would be fine now if it were just this adolescent D&D vibe that Crowley worship gives off. But the book is actually insanely racist and misogynist. I guess this is what the new Foreword is hedging agaist. For his time, Wilson has some really lovely critiques of the racism, sexism and other bigotry of the day - his critical mind is in good working order.
But let's be real - he was a Playboy writer, and tis book features throw-away lines he clearly wrote with that readership in mind. I won't quote them because they're so bad. The narrative through-line and climax of the book isn't all the egomaniac magick men he's obsessed with: it's his own family life, and his effort to make some sense of the horrible murder of his wonderful daughter. And yet, knowing this time around that this is what the book is really about, I was astonished at how little we ever hear about his family life here. There are just a couple of tiny scenes in which the characters are introduced. Arlen his wife shows up as a companion on some outings, but not as a character except in the most important scene of the book, when they learn of their daughter's murder and indeed we see that Arlen is a bonafide hero in action and in her husband's eyes. I so wish that the publisher, the readership and the author in these times would have seen fit to write a book about these real people. It's not Wilson's misogyny and egomania on display here, so much as his uncritical acceptance of the biases of his context - something he was SO brilliantly able to resist when it comes to meta-theory, epistemology and electoral politics.
About the racism. Wilson is really sensitive to bigotry, in ways I think are worth reading in context. The racism is way more subtle - it's in what's taken for granted in the whole long section on Sirius and Africa. Like, his imagination isn't big enough to consider that African people advanced enough to study the stars - so the RATIONAL explanation MUST be.... ALIENS. It's incredibly painful to see where his critical and broad-thinking mind DOES NOT go when it comes to the Sirius thesis. At this point we're all pretty clear on the racism of the Ancient Aliens thesis, but because it's such a big part of this book - THIS is the main reason I'd never recommend it to kids just starting out in the world of esoterica. Maybe instead I'd recommend Starships, Gordon White's take on the aliens thesis, which clarifies its colonial mindset while also introducing all kinds of weirdness and magick to young readers.
One of the most striking impressions this book leaves is its optimism. Towards the end, there is a long section on futurism, and even after the ultimate tragedy of the story, it's Wilson's openness to scientific + supernormal advances in human consciousness that gets us through.
I don't think this futurism dates the text in a bad way. It is interesting to remember how optimistic humans were in the 60s and 70s about where the species was going. That gives a different feeling to my own interpretation of what the 80s and 90s were. Not a big disappointment from my perspective as a child, but so much less than our forbearers expected. Most of the predictions were already wrong when I read this book in the early 2000s; now they're just a great way to illuminate how far we have declined. And oh, if only Watergate were the worst crimes a president could commit. If only CBS Evening News were the propaganda that were brainwashing our masses.
All in all, a REALLY timely and interesting re-read for those who have been around the magickal world a long time and probably started in this genre. But definitely not the doorway-to-the-weird that it once was for so many.
R.I.P. Luna, R.I.P. RAW
So many rabbit holes! The Illuminati. Space colonization. Ancient aliens. JFK conspiracies. LSD/ Peyote / Mushrooms. Hero worship of Leary / Castenada/ Crowley. Synchronicity. UFOlogy. Alien abduction. Heart chakras. Sufis. Remote Viewing. Precognition. Immortality.
The new foreword, beautifully written, claims that the book continues to pass the test of time. I'd say that was true 20 years ago, and not the case now.
The reason I returned to this book NOW was that it was also my first introduction to the idea of reality tunnels constructed by news outlets; gurreilla ontology; deep agnosticism; and how to cope with living in America amid the downfall of an unbelievably corrupt presidency. This book's critique of the American polity amid Watergate - and RAW's refusal to hold any party line on ANYTHING related to politics - influenced my idea of reality very deeply as I built my foundations in both science and weird science. So I wondered if there would be any value in today's 20 year olds reading this as their own entre' into gurreilla ontology and magick.
Actually, not so much.
I'm really glad I re-read this before recommending it to the 20 year olds in my life now. It doesn't serve that purpose, but circling back to it really does help me appreciate my own journey the past couple decades. It's very well written and Operation Mind Fuck is terribly funny. Moreover it's a really interesting inside view on some famous people of a certain era - and on the optimism they never knew they had back then in a time they all considered themselves to be cynics.
That said, I think this one is going to get more cringey every year for a while. The test of time will not be kind.
The numerology stuff goes from funny to stupid much faster this time around. I just read McKenna's True Hallucinations, which Wilson uses as an actually credible source text - even though McKenna himself admits that it's likely what he documents at La Chorrera is very likely a psychotic break. Of course psychosis is an adventure in confirmation bias, in pattern recognition gone awry. Wilson is hilarious and self-aware around much of his theories, and adds an extra-agnostic (and extremely funny) introduction to my copy of this text to underline the fallability of his numerological claims, but dude. It's actually the hero worship thing that leads to the book's hardest cringe. He takes seriously old boys who don't even take themselves seriously.
A slim majority of the text here comes down to that - unchecked praise of Leary and friends. No wonder these guys thought their theories were so special. The egomania and hero worship in esoteric subcultures from the OTO through high weirdness are ASTONISHING... of a kind I don't see elsewhere in these eras. Ironic for a bunch of men who thought they were on the leading edge of enlightenment.
This would be fine now if it were just this adolescent D&D vibe that Crowley worship gives off. But the book is actually insanely racist and misogynist. I guess this is what the new Foreword is hedging agaist. For his time, Wilson has some really lovely critiques of the racism, sexism and other bigotry of the day - his critical mind is in good working order.
But let's be real - he was a Playboy writer, and tis book features throw-away lines he clearly wrote with that readership in mind. I won't quote them because they're so bad. The narrative through-line and climax of the book isn't all the egomaniac magick men he's obsessed with: it's his own family life, and his effort to make some sense of the horrible murder of his wonderful daughter. And yet, knowing this time around that this is what the book is really about, I was astonished at how little we ever hear about his family life here. There are just a couple of tiny scenes in which the characters are introduced. Arlen his wife shows up as a companion on some outings, but not as a character except in the most important scene of the book, when they learn of their daughter's murder and indeed we see that Arlen is a bonafide hero in action and in her husband's eyes. I so wish that the publisher, the readership and the author in these times would have seen fit to write a book about these real people. It's not Wilson's misogyny and egomania on display here, so much as his uncritical acceptance of the biases of his context - something he was SO brilliantly able to resist when it comes to meta-theory, epistemology and electoral politics.
About the racism. Wilson is really sensitive to bigotry, in ways I think are worth reading in context. The racism is way more subtle - it's in what's taken for granted in the whole long section on Sirius and Africa. Like, his imagination isn't big enough to consider that African people advanced enough to study the stars - so the RATIONAL explanation MUST be.... ALIENS. It's incredibly painful to see where his critical and broad-thinking mind DOES NOT go when it comes to the Sirius thesis. At this point we're all pretty clear on the racism of the Ancient Aliens thesis, but because it's such a big part of this book - THIS is the main reason I'd never recommend it to kids just starting out in the world of esoterica. Maybe instead I'd recommend Starships, Gordon White's take on the aliens thesis, which clarifies its colonial mindset while also introducing all kinds of weirdness and magick to young readers.
One of the most striking impressions this book leaves is its optimism. Towards the end, there is a long section on futurism, and even after the ultimate tragedy of the story, it's Wilson's openness to scientific + supernormal advances in human consciousness that gets us through.
I don't think this futurism dates the text in a bad way. It is interesting to remember how optimistic humans were in the 60s and 70s about where the species was going. That gives a different feeling to my own interpretation of what the 80s and 90s were. Not a big disappointment from my perspective as a child, but so much less than our forbearers expected. Most of the predictions were already wrong when I read this book in the early 2000s; now they're just a great way to illuminate how far we have declined. And oh, if only Watergate were the worst crimes a president could commit. If only CBS Evening News were the propaganda that were brainwashing our masses.
All in all, a REALLY timely and interesting re-read for those who have been around the magickal world a long time and probably started in this genre. But definitely not the doorway-to-the-weird that it once was for so many.
R.I.P. Luna, R.I.P. RAW