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I’m not sure how to rate this book. Until the end I would have said "liked it ok"; however, the epilogue, during the service for Alex-Li’s father, I think is brilliant in the way it simultaneously conjoins and separates God and the very human act of fidgeting and in the way fidgeting may supplant the role of God, in the way it sustains us--because we need something to--and fidgeting is tangible. Alex-Li is looking for something tangible. Coming off the chapter before it when Alex-Li finally offers some emotion about his father, the epilogue has a profound and wondrous impact in the way it reaches back to the first section of the book, when the boys were young and Alex-Li’s father was still alive (the other part of the book I enjoyed the most), and sort of hugs the book together into its whole. The first third of the book and possibly more (following the section when the boys were young) could have been condensed. Though I think it’s probably part of the emotional mechanism of the tale of Alex-Li to be such, I felt too distant from things for too long—to a point where I began to care less and less about him and also about the book. All that said, the end of this book is made me reconsider the rest of it--a nice surprise when I thought I might leave the book forgetful of it.