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2024 Review
*loosely gesticulates while weeping*
I've been wanting to read LOTR over Hobbit Day since falling in love with it again, and I finally did it this year! I just love it so much. This reading was extra-special, not just due to the Hobbit Day timing, but because I read it after seeing The Lord of the Rings: A Musical Tale (review forthcoming on my newsletter). Seeing the tale performed live, all the ups and downs in one evening, was the very wine of blessedness.
This time through, I read the lovely editions illustrated by Alan Lee. He adds so much life through his pictures, though he does not sugarcoat the darkness nor let it overtake the good things. (I do wish a painting of the mallorn tree in the Shire had been included.) My long-loved paperback copy of LOTR is worse for the wear, though I cannot bear to part with it (The Two Towers is broken in the middle). I wasn't sure I would cotton on to this edition since I am Attached to my other copy, but I really loved it.
It is always bittersweet to finish reading this story. Farewell until 2025, I suppose!
2023 Review
And all the host laughed and wept, and in the midst of their merriment and tears the clear voice of the minstrel rose like silver and gold, and all men were hushed. And he sang to them, now in the Elven-tongue, now in the speech of the West, until their hearts, wounded with sweet words, overflowed, and their joy was like swords, and they passed in thought out to regions where pain and delight flow together and tears are the very wine of blessedness. (933)
I love Lord of the Rings a little bit more every time I read it. Sometimes I just can’t believe that a text of this beauty exists in the world! I feel that way about a few books, but LOTR has the benefit of being longer than most of them with more space for loveliness.
In my quest to re-read more this year, I have been marking favorite passages. I’ve found that I often pick up my favorite books to look up certain passages (see below) and have a hard time finding them, so page flags are my rescue.
Tolkien’s male characters draw me to this story over and over. They are tender, kind, gentle, valiant, greathearted, and virtuous. They say “I love you” to each other and call each other “dear.” They weep and embrace and sing and heal and love that which they defend more than defending it. They are gardeners, poets, servants, and friends. (Wait, that’s just Sam.) Their identities are not tied to their swords alone. Most of their page time is not given to violence. They dread war and loss, but choose rightly even unto death. I can tell on every page that Tolkien was deeply formed by close friendships with men who spurred him to virtue and excellence, and he honors them in these pages.
Tolkien’s women, the few of them who exist bodily in this narrative, seem a little more lifted from a medieval epic than real as characters. (At least Tolkien's ladies live a little more than Hostage [no other name given] in William Morris's The Story of the Glittering Plain!) But I couldn’t shake the feeling in this reading that Tolkien was working through his experience in the Great War. By the time he wrote this, he was a husband to a beloved wife and father to a little girl. And I don’t blame him for not wanting to put women at the center of this narrative, placing them in horrific moments of a battle-scarred imagination. Yet, he does anyway, working out a lifelong grudge against Shakespeare’s Macbeth with Éowyn and Merry ex machina against the Nazgûl. At the very least, none of the women are simpering, spineless, or sexualized. Heavens, can you imagine if he'd sexualized Gimli/Galadriel like the Hobbit filmmakers did with Kili and Tauriel? Spare us, good Lord.
Knowing that this text will always be there for me is incredibly comforting. I would love to live in the Shire, I thirst for a taste of Elvish hospitality, and I desperately want to apprentice myself to Ioreth.
BRB, going to cry over “The Houses of Healing” again.
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“He told them tales of bees and flowers, the ways of trees, and the strange creatures of the Forest, about the evil things and good things, things friendly and things unfriendly, cruel things and kind things, and secrets hidden under brambles.” (127)
“Leaf and branch, water and stone: they have the hue and beauty of all these things under the twilight of Lórien that we love; for we put the thought of all that we love into all that we make.” (361)
“So you live in holes, eh? It sounds very right and proper.” (454)
“Here Spring was already busy about them: fronds pierced moss and mould, larches were green-fingered, small flowers were opening in the turf, birds were singing. Ithilien, the garden of Gondor now desolate kept still a dishevelled dryad loveliness.” (636)
“‘For myself,’ said Faramir, ‘I would see the White Tree in flower again in the courts of the kings, and the Silver Crown return, and Minas Tirith in peace: Minas Anor again as full of old, full of light, high and fair, beautiful as a queen among other queens: not a mistress of many slaves, nay, not even a kind mistress of willing slaves. War must be, while we defend our lives against a destroyer who would devour all; but I do not love the bright sword for its sharpness, nor the arrow for its swiftness, nor the warrior for his glory. I love only that which they defend: the city of the Men of Númenor; and I would have her loved for her memory, her ancientry, her beauty, and her present wisdom. Not feared, save as men may fear the dignity of a man, old and wise.’” (656)
“For it is said in old lore: The hands of the king are the hands of a healer. And so the rightful king could ever be known.” (842)
“His grief he will not forget; but it will not darken his heart, and it will teach him wisdom.” (851)
“It is best to love first what you are fitted to love, I suppose: you must start somewhere and have some roots, and the soil of the Shire is deep.” (852)
“‘They need more gardens,’ said Legolas. ‘The houses are dead, and there is too little here that grows and is glad. If Aragorn comes into his own, the people of the Wood shall bring him birds that sing and trees that do not die.” (854)
“Yet it is not our part to master all the tides of the world, but to do what is in us for the succour of those years wherein we are set, uprooting the evil in the fields that we know, so that those who live after may have clean earth to till. What weather they shall have is not ours to rule.” (861)
“But Sam lay back, and stared with open mouth, and for a moment, between bewilderment and great joy, he could not answer. At last he gasped: ‘Gandalf! I thought you were dead! But then I thought I was dead myself. Is everything sad going to come untrue? What’s happened to the world?” (930)
“And no one was ill, and everyone was pleased, except those who had to mow the grass.” (1000)
“The first of Sam and Rosie’s children was born on the twenty-fifth of March, a date that Sam noted.” (1002)
“Well, here at last, dear friends, on the shores of the Sea comes the end of our fellowship in Middle-earth. Go in peace! I will not say: do not weep; for not all tears are an evil.” (1007)
*loosely gesticulates while weeping*
I've been wanting to read LOTR over Hobbit Day since falling in love with it again, and I finally did it this year! I just love it so much. This reading was extra-special, not just due to the Hobbit Day timing, but because I read it after seeing The Lord of the Rings: A Musical Tale (review forthcoming on my newsletter). Seeing the tale performed live, all the ups and downs in one evening, was the very wine of blessedness.
This time through, I read the lovely editions illustrated by Alan Lee. He adds so much life through his pictures, though he does not sugarcoat the darkness nor let it overtake the good things. (I do wish a painting of the mallorn tree in the Shire had been included.) My long-loved paperback copy of LOTR is worse for the wear, though I cannot bear to part with it (The Two Towers is broken in the middle). I wasn't sure I would cotton on to this edition since I am Attached to my other copy, but I really loved it.
It is always bittersweet to finish reading this story. Farewell until 2025, I suppose!
2023 Review
And all the host laughed and wept, and in the midst of their merriment and tears the clear voice of the minstrel rose like silver and gold, and all men were hushed. And he sang to them, now in the Elven-tongue, now in the speech of the West, until their hearts, wounded with sweet words, overflowed, and their joy was like swords, and they passed in thought out to regions where pain and delight flow together and tears are the very wine of blessedness. (933)
I love Lord of the Rings a little bit more every time I read it. Sometimes I just can’t believe that a text of this beauty exists in the world! I feel that way about a few books, but LOTR has the benefit of being longer than most of them with more space for loveliness.
In my quest to re-read more this year, I have been marking favorite passages. I’ve found that I often pick up my favorite books to look up certain passages (see below) and have a hard time finding them, so page flags are my rescue.
Tolkien’s male characters draw me to this story over and over. They are tender, kind, gentle, valiant, greathearted, and virtuous. They say “I love you” to each other and call each other “dear.” They weep and embrace and sing and heal and love that which they defend more than defending it. They are gardeners, poets, servants, and friends. (Wait, that’s just Sam.) Their identities are not tied to their swords alone. Most of their page time is not given to violence. They dread war and loss, but choose rightly even unto death. I can tell on every page that Tolkien was deeply formed by close friendships with men who spurred him to virtue and excellence, and he honors them in these pages.
Tolkien’s women, the few of them who exist bodily in this narrative, seem a little more lifted from a medieval epic than real as characters. (At least Tolkien's ladies live a little more than Hostage [no other name given] in William Morris's The Story of the Glittering Plain!) But I couldn’t shake the feeling in this reading that Tolkien was working through his experience in the Great War. By the time he wrote this, he was a husband to a beloved wife and father to a little girl. And I don’t blame him for not wanting to put women at the center of this narrative, placing them in horrific moments of a battle-scarred imagination. Yet, he does anyway, working out a lifelong grudge against Shakespeare’s Macbeth with Éowyn and Merry ex machina against the Nazgûl. At the very least, none of the women are simpering, spineless, or sexualized. Heavens, can you imagine if he'd sexualized Gimli/Galadriel like the Hobbit filmmakers did with Kili and Tauriel? Spare us, good Lord.
Knowing that this text will always be there for me is incredibly comforting. I would love to live in the Shire, I thirst for a taste of Elvish hospitality, and I desperately want to apprentice myself to Ioreth.
BRB, going to cry over “The Houses of Healing” again.
-----
“He told them tales of bees and flowers, the ways of trees, and the strange creatures of the Forest, about the evil things and good things, things friendly and things unfriendly, cruel things and kind things, and secrets hidden under brambles.” (127)
“Leaf and branch, water and stone: they have the hue and beauty of all these things under the twilight of Lórien that we love; for we put the thought of all that we love into all that we make.” (361)
“So you live in holes, eh? It sounds very right and proper.” (454)
“Here Spring was already busy about them: fronds pierced moss and mould, larches were green-fingered, small flowers were opening in the turf, birds were singing. Ithilien, the garden of Gondor now desolate kept still a dishevelled dryad loveliness.” (636)
“‘For myself,’ said Faramir, ‘I would see the White Tree in flower again in the courts of the kings, and the Silver Crown return, and Minas Tirith in peace: Minas Anor again as full of old, full of light, high and fair, beautiful as a queen among other queens: not a mistress of many slaves, nay, not even a kind mistress of willing slaves. War must be, while we defend our lives against a destroyer who would devour all; but I do not love the bright sword for its sharpness, nor the arrow for its swiftness, nor the warrior for his glory. I love only that which they defend: the city of the Men of Númenor; and I would have her loved for her memory, her ancientry, her beauty, and her present wisdom. Not feared, save as men may fear the dignity of a man, old and wise.’” (656)
“For it is said in old lore: The hands of the king are the hands of a healer. And so the rightful king could ever be known.” (842)
“His grief he will not forget; but it will not darken his heart, and it will teach him wisdom.” (851)
“It is best to love first what you are fitted to love, I suppose: you must start somewhere and have some roots, and the soil of the Shire is deep.” (852)
“‘They need more gardens,’ said Legolas. ‘The houses are dead, and there is too little here that grows and is glad. If Aragorn comes into his own, the people of the Wood shall bring him birds that sing and trees that do not die.” (854)
“Yet it is not our part to master all the tides of the world, but to do what is in us for the succour of those years wherein we are set, uprooting the evil in the fields that we know, so that those who live after may have clean earth to till. What weather they shall have is not ours to rule.” (861)
“But Sam lay back, and stared with open mouth, and for a moment, between bewilderment and great joy, he could not answer. At last he gasped: ‘Gandalf! I thought you were dead! But then I thought I was dead myself. Is everything sad going to come untrue? What’s happened to the world?” (930)
“And no one was ill, and everyone was pleased, except those who had to mow the grass.” (1000)
“The first of Sam and Rosie’s children was born on the twenty-fifth of March, a date that Sam noted.” (1002)
“Well, here at last, dear friends, on the shores of the Sea comes the end of our fellowship in Middle-earth. Go in peace! I will not say: do not weep; for not all tears are an evil.” (1007)