Sai! It's so good to see you again!
Half of me wishes that Sai could always be with Hikaru. But when I think about it calmly, Hikaru will soon become an adult. If she were to be attached to me, it would be really creepy. I don't like the idea of others looking at us. So it's better for Sai to reach enlightenment while Hikaru is still a child.
I know that Sai has his own path to follow, and I should respect that. But it's still hard for me to let go. Every time I see him, I remember all the good times we've had together.
Maybe this is just a part of growing up. I have to learn to face these separations and move on. But I will always cherish the memories of Sai and the impact he has had on my life.