If you're seeking a tale about how I triumphed in winning my basketball letter and attaining fame, love, and fortune, then this isn't the read for you. I'm truly unsure of what I accomplished during the six months that I'm about to disclose. I did achieve something, without a doubt, but I suspect it might consume the remainder of my life to uncover precisely what that is.
So commences this book penned by an author renowned for her astute adult science fiction novels and equally intelligent fantasy novels for young adults. However, Ursula Le Guin has also crafted a few contemporary young adult fiction books, brimming with the same sensitivity and thought-provoking substance found within those other literary works.
In this particular book, Owen, a seventeen-year-old in the midst of his senior year of high school, relates his story to the reader while simultaneously recording it on tape, with the intention of having it typed up later in book form. Owen is a solitary individual, an intellectual, yet not a stereotypical nerd. He is a young man filled with thoughts and introspection, one who has not established any profound connections with anyone, save for his intellectual pursuits centered around science. He does have two male friends with whom he regularly engages in lighthearted antics, and he has joined groups at school. But he is acutely aware that he is leading a pretend life in a pretend world, no different from the one he conjured up as a child. However, that imaginary world known as Thorn, a utopian haven for Owen during his younger years, is no longer a tenable abode now that he is on the cusp of adulthood and teetering on the verge of a breakdown.
Owen has no inkling of who he is. He only knows who he isn't. He has no desire to be defined by a group or by the expectations that others have of him. He craves the space to discover how he will fill the void that will become his life. He wishes to cast his own mold rather than being molded by others. But the pressure to conform and to please is intense. His mother wants him to attend the local state college the following year, citing financial and safety reasons. But Owen harbors dreams of attending MIT, and the decisions regarding his life seem to be slipping out of his grasp. And it all reaches a boiling point one day when his father presents him with an extravagant gift that he doesn't desire. He fears that his life will ultimately mirror that of his parents. And the issue with that is, he is not like them, nor like anyone else he knows. That is, until he encounters Natalie, an independent-minded young woman in his grade whose musical talent and ambition to achieve her goals prompt Owen to wonder if he too might take control and realize his own aspirations.
This book, which is targeted at young adults grappling with the same identity issues and insecurities as Owen, can actually prove useful and be appreciated by adults with children, as well as by adults who are undergoing transitions in their lives at any age. The book is written in a straightforward manner, although at times it was arduous to read, given the pervasive sadness and bouts of hopelessness that Owen confronted. But to the author's credit, there were no magical solutions to Owen's problems, nor was there any one magical person who emerged as his salvation, except perhaps himself by the end, which was merely the beginning.