A leitura desta obra ocorreu devido a um episódio interessante. Às vezes, tenho a tendência de pegar no primeiro livro que vejo na estante e começar a ler. E, para minha surpresa, este livro não estava nem sequer na minha lista de livros que tenho em casa. Eu sou bastante obsessiva em manter essa lista, então fiquei muito espantada.
Bem, acabei iniciando a leitura. Devo ter lido cerca de dez páginas quando finalmente percebi que estava começando a ler um romance filosófico. Como nunca tinha lido nada sobre essa obra, fiquei um pouco confusa. Não sabia exatamente o que estava lendo. Foi apenas lendo aos poucos, quando tinha tempo, que fui me dando conta do assunto.
Só hoje, quando retomei a leitura, percebi o que estava lendo e, de alguma forma, fiquei completamente envolvida nas páginas. Queria saber o que tantas reflexões levaria a e não fiquei desiludida. Concordava com algumas coisas, não tanto com outras, mas minha conclusão é que estava precisando ler esse livro. Ele me deu muito em que pensar e isso é algo que valorizo muito hoje em dia!
Whatever. Life is full of various experiences and encounters. Samana, a name that might carry certain significance for some. Blah blah blah. Kamala, perhaps another person or concept that holds meaning in a particular context. Blah blah blah. Samsara, the cycle of birth, death, and rebirth, a profound idea in some religions and philosophies. Blah blah blah. The River, a symbol of flowing and change, ever-moving and dynamic. Blah blah blah. Om, a sacred sound in Hinduism and other spiritual traditions, representing the essence of the universe. These words and concepts, though perhaps seemingly random at first glance, can all have deep and profound meanings that touch upon different aspects of our lives and our understanding of the world around us.
Siddhartha is an extremely philosophical book with profound spiritual concepts, and I'm sure the German text is also a difficult and literary one.
There is no doubt about Mr. Soroush Habibi's ability to translate. I also read Herman Hesse's previous book (My Friend's Story) with Habibi's translation, but this book has been translated in such a way that it feels like you are reading a nightmare or the memoirs of the saints. For example, some of the words used such as "fruits", "mysterious thoughts", "falsities", and words like these that couldn't be found even in Dehkhoda's dictionary. This situation has caused the study of this small book to take almost a month for me.
The translation that we have, all the important words of the book were in the last 20 pages. Before reaching that part, I wanted to give it 2 stars, but now my opinion has changed. Of course, this is also not good and it shows that the author has been redundant in some places.
The ultimate spirituality that Siddhartha has been seeking from the beginning and finally reaches is nothing but the understanding of the value of the present moment. That all the phenomena of the world, both small and large, are living, and there is no future and past at all, and everything is now and in this very moment.
"Today, however, he only arrived at one of the many secrets of the river, and it mastered his soul. He saw that the river is constantly flowing and yet it is always there, always the same and yet new at every moment."
"... I looked at my life and saw it as a river, and I saw that the Siddharthas of childhood, of youth, and of old age were only separated by a shadow, not by a real distance. There were other Siddharthas too, in former births, who were not in the past. His death and his return to the near were also not in the future. Nothing had been and nothing would be. Everything is. The existence of everything is only in the present."
A profound book indeed. I am truly amazed that I had never delved into it until now. "Siddhartha" is the captivating story of a man who must traverse all the highs and lows of life before attaining enlightenment. He takes on the role of a beggar to experience poverty and the pangs of hunger. Then, he transforms into a rich merchant to understand the nature of work and the allure of luxury, and even engages in a passionate affair with a beautiful woman. Subsequently, he renounces all of this and becomes a humble ferryman.
The journey towards his ultimate enlightenment is utterly enthralling. In fact, it is, for lack of a better word - beautiful. The idea of calmly listening to a river sounds so peaceful. This quote lies at the heart of the entire book. And perhaps it offers a better way to live:
"And this is now a teaching you will laugh about: love, oh Govinda, seems to me to be the most important thing of all. To thoroughly understand the world, to explain it, to despise it, may be the thing great thinkers do. But I’m only interested in being able to love the world, not to despise it, not to hate it and me, to be able to look upon it and me and all beings with love and admiration and great respect."
What would I say about “Siddhartha”? It's a book that I had long held dear in my heart, with a longing to read it someday. And now that I have finally read it, how do I truly feel? Do I experience a sense of being completely enthralled? Do I feel that it has significantly enhanced my knowledge of the unknown and the mysterious? Sadly, the answer is no. But then again, the author doesn't really attempt to achieve that, does he? He provides a detailed account of the life of a seeker. He describes how the seeker progresses in his quest, how he passes through the various phases of his life, which are inspired by the Hindu religion's Four Ashramas - namely the Brahmacharya, Grihastha, Vanprastha, and Sanyasa. How he experiences different states of happiness, sorrow, despair, desire, satiation, and struggle, just like every other human being in the world. How he constantly defies any belief or doctrine followed by others, in order to move forward with his quest, all by himself.
What really captured my attention here was this stance of Siddhartha to defy the already known beliefs, those things that couldn't offer him a satisfactory answer. This is the essential quality of a seeker - to seek. However, here I could perceive the essential doctrine preached in the Hindu religion that Siddhartha comes to accept. That is, the one of a Guru and Disciple. It demonstrates that the author did indeed study the Hindu beliefs in great depth before writing this work. Siddhartha, the seeker, when seeking on his own in the various phases of his life, is unable to find the answers by himself. He then turns to the ferryman by the river and the river itself to learn anew. This relationship emphasizes the importance given to the Guru-Disciple relationship in Hindu beliefs, which states that a disciple necessarily should seek a Guru in order to cross this river of life, that without a Guru, a person wouldn't be able to navigate through this life peacefully. Yes, it is evident throughout.
The major turning point in this book was when Vasudeva asked Siddhartha to listen to the river, and to listen carefully. This can be compared to the Krishna-Arjuna dialogue in The Geeta, where Krishna, whom Arjuna regards as his God and Guru (as Vasudeva also seems like a God to Siddhartha), reveals to Arjuna the unity of life, of every being on earth. The River, representing the various faces, emotions, and relations, and then merging into one, is a portrayal where Arjuna sees everything, every being in this world, merging with the God. The river thus symbolizes the ever-present, it also highlights the importance of unity, and of accepting everything in life as it comes. The state that Siddhartha reaches later, the one of enlightenment, also finds illustrations in different verses, where it is advocated to practice compassion and love towards fellow beings, while still renouncing every desire and relationship, in order to attain Nirvana.
The author, through a beautiful and captivating narrative, does describe the struggles that Siddhartha endures in order to attain a meaning or a state of Nirvana. However, this is just a worthy collection of valuable ideas that he might have studied. So, while I didn't actually learn anything completely new from here, it did inspire me to think more deeply.