I read \\n Night\\n nearly two years ago. I finished it in one sitting, with tears streaming down my face. I firmly believe that everyone should read this at least once in their lifetime. It is a powerful and poignant account of the Holocaust that leaves a lasting impact.
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\\n Dawn\\n... I find it difficult to add much that hasn't already been said. So, this will be concise and focus more on the quotes that deeply moved me. Spoilers ahead for those who haven't read it yet. Reader beware. The story follows a boy who has faced insurmountable circumstances and is left to start anew. However, he struggles as his faith is shattered. Wiesel masterfully explores the darker path taken by Holocaust survivors, a path that the world has often forgotten and misunderstood.
The group consoles his self-doubts, and the idea of using violence because it often gets people's attention is presented. This makes me think about national security and government operatives in the States, but I'll refrain from delving too deep into that. The edition I'm reading has several typos, but as a story person, I'm more focused on the narrative.
Here are some of the quotes:
\\"You mustn't be afraid of the dark,\\" he said, gently grasping my arm and making me shudder. \\"Night is purer than day; it is better for thinking and loving and dreaming. At night everything is more intense, more true. The echo of words that have been spoken during the day takes on a new and deeper meaning. The tragedy of man is that he doesn't know how to distinguish between day and night. He says things at night that should only be said by day.\\"
The study of philosophy attracted me because I wanted to understand the meaning of the events of which I had been the victim.
\\"...We can rely only on ourselves. If we must become unjust and inhumane to us, than we shall do so. We don't like to be bearers of death; heretofore we've chosen to be victims rather than executioners. The commandment Thou shalt not kill was given from the summit of one of the mountains here in Palestine, and we were the only ones to obey it. But that's all over; we must be like everybody else. Murder will be not our profession but our duty. In the days pose: to kill those who have made us killers. We shall kill in order that one more we may be men....\\"
\\"That's one of death's little jokes,\\" I put in. \\"Death loves to change the color of people's hair. Death has no hair; it has only eyes. God, on the other hand, has no eyes at all.\\"
\\"Father,\\" I said, \\"don't judge me. Judge God. He created the universe and made justice stem from injustices. He brought it about that a people should attain happiness through tears, that the freedom of a nation, like that of a man, should be a monument built upon a pile, a foundation of dead bodies....\\"
\\"But Elisha, I still don't understand why you killed him. Were you his only enemy?\\"
I certainly wanted to hate him.
I wanted to hate him.
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\\n The Accident\\n... This one evokes some very heavy emotions. I can't begin to imagine what it must be like to lose faith in God and accept death as salvation. Although I'm agnostic, I have many friends, family, and community members who believe in God. I try to put myself in their shoes and think about how they would feel if God were stripped away from them due to extreme suffering. I think a lot of people would have similar thoughts and feelings, although not everyone would express them.
I don't understand why the main character wants to be hated. Is it because of some residue of Stockholm Syndrome? Towards the end, I started to feel frustrated as the timeline became harder to follow. The segment with the painter and the main character was profound and difficult to stomach. Honestly, I added a star because of the strong emotions this installation elicited in me. \\n Dawn\\n didn't have the same impact on me as \\n Night\\n and \\n The Accident\\n.
Let be, and let live.
She liked to relate everything to us. We were always the center of her universe. For her, other mortals lived only to be used as comparisons.
\\"I? I don't look at you,\\" I answered, slightly annoyed. There was a silence. I was biting my tongue. \\"But I love you. You know that.\\"
\\"You love me, but you don't look at me?\\" she asked gloomily. \\"Thanks for the compliment.\\"
\\"You don't understand,\\" I went right on. \\"One doesn't necessarily exclude the other. You can love God, but you can't look at Him.\\" She seemed satisfied with this comparison. I would have to practice lying.
I felt alone, abandoned. Deep inside I discovered a regret: I would have preferred to die.
After the war, when I arrived in Paris, I had often, very often, been urged to tell. I refused. I told myself that the dead didn't need us to be heard. They are less bashful than I. Shame has no hold on them, while I was bashful and ashamed. That's the way it is: shame tortures not the executioners but their victims. The greatest shame is to have been chosen by destiny. Man prefers to blame himself for all possible sins and crimes rather than come to the conclusion that God is capable of the most flagrant injustice. I still blush every time I think of the way God makes fun of human beings, his favorite toys.
\\"I'm telling you,\\" he repeated very softly. \\"One mustn't look at the sea for too long. Not alone, and not at night.\\"
She was fighting stubbornly. \\"I'm strong,\\" she would say. \\"I'll win.\\" And I would answer, \\"You are strong. You are beautiful. You have all of the qualities to conquer the living. But here you are fighting the dead. You cannot conquer the dead!\\" \\"We shall see.\\"
\\"You see? Maybe God is dead, but man is alive. The proof: he is capable of friendship.\\"
\\"But what about the others? The others, Gyula? Those who died? What about them? Besides me, they have no friends.\\"
\\"You must forget them. You must chase them from your memory. With a whip if necessary.\\"