Yes, I know they are words, there was a time time I didn't, as I still don't know if they are mine. Their hopes are therefore founded. In their shoes I'd be content with my knowing what I know, I'd demand no more of me than to know that what I hear is not the innocent and necessary sound of dumb things constrained to endure, but the terror-stricken babble of the condemned to silence.(Dear goodreads, I'm sorry, but I can't resist making a list. Here are my ten favorite novels - the books I've lived with for years and hope to keep re-reading for the rest of my life - in alphabetical order by author's name: Nightwood by Djuna Barnes Molloy, Malone Dies, and the Unnameable by Samuel Beckett The Death Of Virgil by Hermann Broch Demons by Dostoevky Our Lady of the Flowers by Jean Genet Something by Henry James - Wings of the Dove, the Golden Bowl, or Portrait of a Lady Under the Volcano by Malcolm Lowry Suttree by Cormac McCarthy A Book of Memories by Peter Nadas Parallel Stories by Nadas
“What a long strange trip it’s been.” (Greatful Dead, Truckin)
What a truly weird book I have obtained. Beckett is indeed a strange individual. There are scarcely any distinct characters, and the plot is almost non-existent. It rather resembles a four-hundred-page monologue or perhaps a confession. Reading it requires a great deal of patience. However, there are certain moments when it becomes really enjoyable to peruse! This is definitely a book for adults only. “never stop telling stories,” (pg 405). It's as if Beckett is challenging the traditional norms of literature, pushing the boundaries and making the reader question what a book should truly be. The lack of a conventional structure forces the reader to engage with the text in a different way, to look for meaning in the seemingly random thoughts and musings. While it may not be to everyone's taste, for those who are willing to invest the time and effort, there are hidden gems to be discovered within these pages.
Having recently completed MOLLOY, the initial installment in Beckett's Trilogy of novels [Molloy, Malone Dies, the Unnamable], I find myself almost at a loss for words. I suspect Beckett would be rather pleased with this reaction. And yet, despite the novel's seemingly aimless nature, it is richly filled with profound ideas. It is a difficult and perplexing work.
I'm not entirely certain where to begin explaining this novel. Instead of attempting a comprehensive analysis, I'll simply offer a few comments and observations. I believe one must read and reread MOLLOY independently to truly understand its essence.
PART I
The overarching theme or purpose of Part I appears to be a quest, with Molloy striving to reach his dying [?] mother. However, it seems that he is already in her room, having taken up residence there after her passing, and he is writing down his story from memory, detailing how he came to be in that situation. Although he initially claims not to know, he writes it all out on sheets of paper to be collected each week by some anonymous individual.
"I am in my mother's room. It's I who live there now. I don't know how I got there... What I'd like now is to speak of the things that are left, say my goodbyes, finish dying." [3]
In that opening paragraph, Beckett, I believe, states the crux of his novel: "I don't know how I got there." Philosophically speaking, we can know very little. There are numerous references throughout the text to the inability to know. Molloy frequently follows a sentence of supposed fact with its negation, leaving both him and the reader in a state of uncertainty as to which is true.
"A little dog followed him, a pomeranian I think, but I don't think so. I wasn't sure at the time and I'm still not sure, though I've hardly thought about it." [7]
"For to know nothing is nothing, not to want to know anything likewise, but to be beyond knowing anything, to know you are beyond knowing anything, that is when peace enters in, to the soul of the incurious seeker." [59]
There are numerous recurring allusions to Dante, the Odyssey, and the Bible. At one point, Molloy finds himself living in a garden - could it be the Garden of Eden? He falls under the spell of a woman named Lousse - is she Molloy's Circe? There is a long sequence where Molloy is lost in the forest - is it the "dark wood" of Dante?
And finally, we come to Rene Descartes, the author of the famous proposition "Cogito ergo sum" (I think therefore I am) in his Discourse on Method and Meditations on First Philosophy [1637, 1641]. Descartes sought to establish philosophy on a firm foundation like that of science, building our knowledge only from propositions we know to be true and starting with a clean slate. Since he realized that our senses often deceive us, he decided to seclude himself in a room for an extended period and dismiss from his mind everything he thought to be true in his life. What he discovered was that, excluding all else of the external world and the senses, he still thought and had a mind. Thus, "Cogito ergo sum." Since he could think, he must exist. From this foundation of the personal existence of the mind - not the body, but the mind alone - he began to construct his ontology. And so also emerged the Mind-Body distinction that has intrigued philosophers ever since.
It is well known that Beckett read Descartes and was influenced by him and other philosophers. Some have suggested that Molloy can be read as an artistic reinterpretation of Descartes' Discourse. However, while Descartes finds hope in constructing a world of knowable things from the foundation of his mind, Beckett discovers nothingness. Through Beckett's method, as seen in Molloy, we arrive at the conclusion that we can know nothing and the world is unintelligible. We will never truly know. What Molloy is doing is writing his story, and through his words, from his mind, he is constructing his world.
"And even my sense of identity was wrapped in a namelessness often hard to penetrate, as we have just seen I think. And so on for all the other things which made merry with my senses. Yes, even then, when already all was fading, waves and particles, there could be no things but nameless things, no names but thingless names. I say that now, but after all what do I know now about then, now when the icy words hail down upon me, the icy meanings, and the world dies too, foully named. All I know is what the words know, and the dead things, and that makes a handsome little sum, with a beginning, a middle and an end as in the well-built phrase and the long sonata of the dead." [27]
"And the confines of my room, of my bed, of my body, are as remote from me as were those of my region, in the days of my splendour. And the cycle continues, joltingly, of flight and bivouac, in an Egypt without bounds, without infant, without mother." [60 - 61]
Part II
Part II commences with a new character, Jacques Moran. Apparently, he is some sort of investigator and is given assignments by a mysterious messenger named Gaber (Gabriel?). Gaber's boss is an even more enigmatic figure, Youdi (Yahweh?). This assignment: Find a man named Molloy.
So here, too, we have a quest, and there are countless echoes of Part I scattered throughout. Not the least of which is that Moran increasingly seems like Molloy. Are they the same person? Is this all in Molloy's mind? I'm not sure I can provide a definitive answer.
In Part I, Molloy's body gradually fails, particularly his legs. The same occurs with Moran. And just like Molloy, who is writing his story for a mysterious character, so too is Moran. In fact, Part II is circular, ending where it began. It starts,
"It is midnight. The rain is beating on the windows. I am calm. Nevertheless I get up and go to my desk.... My report will be long. Perhaps I shall not finish it." [87]
And it concludes with this restatement and a negation of the previous proposition, just like Molloy:
"It told me to write the report. Does this mean I am freer now than I was? I do not know. The rain is beating on the windows. It was not midnight. It was not raining." [170]
Finally
As I stated at the outset, MOLLOY left me speechless. In a Seinfeldian way, I am without speech. And yet, and this is the puzzling aspect, MOLLOY is so full of things to say. I have merely scratched the surface in my comments and observations. There is a wealth of content packed into MOLLOY. For me, it is one of those rare novels that compels me to think about it long after I have finished reading. It demands a few more readings. It has also prompted me to return and reread Descartes, something I haven't done since college.
I eagerly anticipate reading the final two books in this Beckett trilogy, MALONE DIES and THE UNNAMABLE.