"If for others I wasn't the one I thought I was until then, who was I after all?"
"Is the person I am for others the same as the person I am for myself?" This is the idea that strikes Moscarda, the protagonist of this story, after his wife tells him that he has a crooked nose, something he had never noticed before.
It is from this observation that his life changes radically. The protagonist begins to question his appearance and personality, especially the way people see him. That is, he realizes that what he is, or what he thinks he is, is never what people think of him.
As he progresses in his observations, everything in his life changes: what goes on in his head, his attitudes, his way of life. Moscarda decides that he no longer wants to be the one people think he is. And ultimately, what is he? He is nothing. He is one, he is nobody and he is a hundred thousand.
In this book, there is an exposition of the clear conflict between what we desire to be and what others expect of us. We understand that the concern we all have about how people see us can bring a lot of paranoia and unhappiness. We all have a filter and we all look at other people with that filter.
No one is always the same person, all day every day. Depending on the environment we are in, we are completely different. And if we are not completely different, it is the others who will interpret us differently. Here another question arises: why would someone bother to be the ideal when others will interpret them however they want?
"One, nobody and a hundred thousand" addresses a subject that I had never stopped to think about, at least not in this way. I highly recommend it. It is one of those books that stay with you for life and make you think a lot. We are all multiple things and we are all in constant change. It is important never to forget!
[I don't know if this text is too confusing, but read this book!]
"The ability to think that today's reality is the only truth, on the one hand sustains us, on the other hand it plunges us into an endless void, because today's reality is destined to be revealed tomorrow as an illusion."