A truly captivating story unfolds, centering around a seemingly harmless sheriff's deputy. However, as the story progresses, the dark and deeply ingrained undercurrents of his psyche start to bubble up, plunging his life into chaos. This tale turns out to be more of a tense psychological thriller than the detective or noir story one might have anticipated. Yet, it is a very pleasant surprise. The protagonist's warped psyche is explored with such expertise that it is truly disturbing. One cannot afford to miss this remarkable piece of work.
"If the good lord made a mistake in us people, it was in making us want to live when we've got the least excuse for it."
The deputy's inner turmoil is palpable as he grapples with his own demons. His actions and thoughts are a reflection of the complex and often disturbing nature of the human mind. The story keeps the reader on the edge of their seat, constantly wondering what will happen next.
"It was funny the way these people kept asking for it. Just latching onto you, no matter how you tried to brush them off, and almost telling you how they wanted it done. Why'd they all have to come to me to get killed. Why couldn't they kill themselves?"
These words further emphasize the deputy's twisted perspective and add an extra layer of mystery and suspense to the story. It makes the reader question the true nature of the characters and their motives.
In my opinion, Jim Thompson's masterpiece is still "1280 Souls". In it, like in "The Killer Inside Me", the narrator is divided between being a member of the police force who incidentally also plays the role of an assassin. And as with all first-person narrations, we end up feeling more empathy than we might like.
However, the great drawback of this book is the seedy psychology it employs, even citing Kraepelin. Everything would have been so much better if there hadn't been the insertion of why the narrator was like this, in a kind of pathetic self-justification of an internalized misogyny.
Overall, while "1280 Souls" has its strengths in terms of the complex and engaging narrative, the use of this particular psychological framework detracts from what could have been an even more powerful and thought-provoking work.
An extraordinary book that left me feeling oddly drained and upset. It's truly a remarkable piece of work. Not without its humour though. It's strange how likeable Lou Ford really is. In the Humbert Humbert tradition, you feel awful for liking him, and that the likeability itself is a bit of a put-on, even if it's more complicated than that. Especially when he starts beating women to death. Nobody suspects Lou of any kind of misdeed because he's "a rube", a simple country deputy who doesn't even carry a gun. Lou hides every serious thing about himself. Few people have been inside his inherited family house and no one knows he spends his spare time reading psychology and philosophy books in several different languages. He's kept his sociopathic tendencies in check for years, but a prostitute on the outskirts of town brings them bubbling up to the surface in the nastiest of ways.
And everything about Lou's course through this short novel has such a bleak inevitability about it. The insights Lou comes up with are so strong, so full of a tugging kind of pathos and world-weariness. And it must be so exhausting, this work of his, this forced attempt to repress everything that truly matters about himself, to dupe everyone, including, on some level, his own self. Here is the ultimate sadness of Lou's story: how self-awareness isn't enough, intellect isn't enough and may even be a part of the deception. How the old Sheriff Bob, in particular, trusts Lou so completely that he would defy anyone to stick up for this old town man. The truth, when discovered, is so awful that Bob's life is over as a result. The scene in the cell with the pappas kid is heartbreaking, and contains the book's most quotable passage (I'll find it and post it here later), where Lou reveals his ultimate feelings on the state of the broken society we live in. And this shit was written in 1952! Just mindblowing.
Psyched Out!
In a quaint little Texas town, the kind that evokes memories of the idyllic Mayberry, there lives Lou Ford, the nicest sheriff around. However, dismally, he is plagued by catastrophic luck. It seems that everyone he knows and loves is brutally murdered! Given that he is the town's sheriff, this has to be a kismeted fluke. After all, who could possibly have anything personal against him? Surprisingly, Sheriff Ford doesn't seem overly distressed about these amazing coincidences. One can't help but wonder how his investigations are progressing. Five stars. ✨✨✨✨✨
WARNING #2 - "Hitchhikers* may be escaped lunatics."
Let's commence with a Stephen King quote: "THE KILLER INSIDE ME is an American classic, no less, a novel that merits space on the same shelf as Moby-Dick, Huckleberry Finn, The Sun Also Rises, and As I Lay Dying. Thompson's other books are either good or nearly great, but all of them pale in comparison to the horrifying, captivating story of Lou Ford, that smiling good ol' Texas boy who would rather bludgeon you to death with clichés than shoot you with a.44...but if the clichés don't accomplish the task, he is not afraid to pick up the gun and use it."
Lou Ford is a deputy sheriff in the idiosyncratic town of Central City, Texas. He is easygoing, soft-hearted, and seemingly (?) likes people. He has a talkative girlfriend whom he sort of loves but will never marry, and an even more beautiful mistress on the side that he claims to truly adore. He enjoys bantering with people (to drive them crazy) and indeed knows how to deal with troublemakers. He even likes good ol' sheriff Bob.
BUT.... Lou is also a deeply troubled, sneaky, conniving serial killer....a truly terrifying type of serial killer who strolls down the street in his Stetson with a contented smile on his face after committing an atrocious act, AND, (as you will witness) his shocking comments and thoroughly revolting laugh-out-loud reaction afterward are simply mind-boggling!
The first-person narration functions extremely well here, providing the reader with a peek into the mind of a psycho killer as he plans every move. And make no mistake, this guy eliminates anyone who gets in his way.
First published on March 13, 1952, THE KILLER INSIDE ME is a disturbing yet remarkable work of crime-noir-horror that I must rate 5 Stars. It's just so....what?....indescribably dark and vile?....or insanely good?
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