So bizarre and strange indeed. Once again, I find myself completely at a loss as to what Joyce is attempting to convey to us through her work. I truly don't know what possessed me to persevere with this book and not simply DNF (Did Not Finish) it the moment I noticed the first red flag.
-Spoilers-
Essentially, there are two main plots in this book. The first one pertains to Minette Swift, the MC's black roommate. The second one is about the psychological and other consequences that the MC endures due to her parents' way of life and the way they raised her as a child.
I was really intrigued and invested in the second plot. I have always admired how Joyce writes about dysfunctional dynamics within families and the subsequent feelings of insecurity, alienation, and so on that the members of such a family start to develop and display from childhood onwards. She truly knows how to write about internal conflict and intense emotions in a very eloquent, delicate, yet heart-rending way.
The first plot, in my opinion, was really not necessary at all. If Joyce truly wanted to include it in the story, she could have easily made it cover at most half of the book and not throughout. I understand that she used Minette Swift as a means for the MC to reflect on herself and look back on her life, but she does it in such a bizarre and erratic manner that most of the time I just found myself thinking 'What on earth is happening right now?'
Another aspect that really bothered me was the way Joyce characterizes Minette. She does so using words and descriptions that, to me, are just blatantly racist. I understand that perhaps she did this to reflect the MC's own ignorance, but it just went way too far. This isn't the first time that Joyce, through a privileged - and for whatever reason 'ignorant' - white caucasian character, describes the black character(s) using animal analogies and offensive words and phrases (somehow from an 'innocent' and 'naive' position MER). It has reached the point where I'm really beginning to question her motive for using the theme of race and racial conflict in her books.
(*That super weird and completely insane part where the MC's father has a photograph poster of a literal lynching of a black man in his study that he showed the MC when she was like 10 years old.)
So, so, so bizarre and disgusting. Really, nothing in this book redeemed it for me. The only reason I gave it 1 star is because of the snippets we got of the MC's family life, and even then I wouldn't call it'redeemed' or an enjoyable book in any way whatsoever.