I really like to read about literary movements and influences and then write about them. However, I don't think it makes sense to do that in the case of Carver. Something different happened here.
So, in 2020 for Christmas, I decided to spend the money I needed for bills on books. And when I say I decided, I don't mean I sat down and thought about it. I mean when I got to the cashier with 7 or 8 books that I couldn't leave behind and the girl asked me if I had decided which ones, I said "ALL", kind of hungry. Because 1 I had the money, it was mine, who would stop me, 2 it was Christmas and 3 finally I understood so much, I did so much. For Carver, I was in between two and the girl told me that he wrote "The Elephant" in his alcoholic phase. So I took "The Elephant".
I started with expectations and along the way I fell. On the way to and from work, I read and saw Bukowski's vulgar realism without the sex. That is, without what was familiar to me. I was trying to understand "so this is it. He writes minimal."
But somewhere it hit. This is how minimal is, after all, it hits where you least expect it. I read the story "The Elephant" and in the midst of laughter and sadness, I thought my father should read it. He would like it a lot. However, my father doesn't read, he would return it to me. After unsuccessful attempts, I decided to record myself. I don't know if my voice is suitable for something like this, but that's what happened. Many tries, a lot of stuttering, a lot of nerves. But eventually it happened. 38 minutes and 19 seconds. When my father came, he was watching basketball with headphones, but my mother wanted to listen to it and made us listen to it together (scary to hear your own voice). He laughed and was sad. The "haha" and the "oh, poor me". I laughed, not because of the story, I already know that by heart. But because Carver managed to do this.
Late at night, a message came from my father: "Bring me the book tomorrow, I'll read it, 'The Elephant'. On Saturday."