So this is the fourth installment of a series. The initial three books centered around three clergymen who became widowed at a young age, were ambitious, then endured a difficult period, received good spiritual consolation, married a young and beautiful woman, and lived happily ever after. Well, actually, not the third fellow, as he makes a comeback in this book and isn't entirely rehabilitated. It is narrated by a young worldly woman regarding her relationship with him, and it doesn't have a completely rosy ending. In fact, it is somewhat depressing, but it also serves as a bit of a cliffhanger for the next book (which, of course, I have reserved at the library and will "waste" more afternoon rest times when I could be doing something productive!).

Another great read with various aspects of theology being discussed. My favorite line from Jon Darrow (by far my favorite of the characters) about two sides of a debate - Where do you stand in the... debate? "Beyond it...beyond all the words lies the Word which dwarfs them all." It's good to keep this in mind with all the debating that is happening these days.

Second reading - although I didn't recall many of the details, I had many of the same thoughts. This book breaks the mold of reformed characters and happy endings. I mostly just wanted it to end, with all the stupid choices and suffering. At least her endings are so beautiful. There is a lot less theology (and more drinking and pining), though interestingly, since my first reading, I have listened to others' thoughts on processing the German theologians about God being the Ground of our Being and the rejection of a three-tiered world...

Again, I was struck by the beauty and importance of being "beyond" in debates.

My absolute favourite Howatch lead female character.

I despise the word "heroine" as it seems too limiting. This is a profoundly sad book, yet it is also brutally realistic. It holds a special place as my favourite within the Starbridge series.

The writing is exquisite, with the drama levels being nothing short of perfect. It is almost lyrical in its beauty. I find myself at a loss for words when trying to express just how much I love this book.

The first time I delved into its pages, I was only 16 years old. Now, more than a decade has passed, and my love for it has not waned in the slightest. It truly is an amazing piece of literature that continues to captivate and move me with each reading.

Fantastic - part of a series of 7 books about the Church of England

This particular volume, "Fantastic," is an exciting addition to a remarkable series of 7 books that delve deep into the rich history, traditions, and teachings of the Church of England.

The Church of England has a long and storied past, and these books aim to explore every facet of it. "Fantastic" takes readers on a journey through some of the most fascinating aspects of the Church's history, from its early beginnings to its present-day significance.

With engaging writing and detailed research, the author brings to life the people, events, and ideas that have shaped the Church of England over the centuries. Whether you are a devout Anglican or simply interested in learning more about this important institution, "Fantastic" is sure to captivate and inform.

So, pick up a copy of "Fantastic" and discover the wonder and beauty of the Church of England for yourself. You won't be disappointed!

This is a truly painful read as it delves into the realm of obsessive love that is, moreover, forbidden. The story unfolds with a cast of characters who engage in such idiotic and irrational behaviors that it leaves the reader with an overwhelming urge to shake some sense into them.

The narrative explores the depths of human emotions, taking us on a journey through the turmoil and chaos that obsessive love can bring. We witness the characters making choices that are not only self-destructive but also hurt those around them.

The concept of forbidden love adds an extra layer of complexity and drama to the plot, making it all the more captivating and yet, at the same time, heart-wrenching. As we follow the characters' struggles, we can't help but feel a mix of frustration, sympathy, and a sense of helplessness.

Overall, this is a story that will stay with you long after you've turned the last page, leaving you with a profound understanding of the power and consequences of obsessive and forbidden love.