Hilary's fundamental friend offers a contrasting view on life and forgiveness, defying internal demons and defeating those in Hilary's mind. Arthur Fish is Crystal's future husband. Cristopher Crampton is a colleague who serves as a foil to Hilary's character. Clifford Larr is a close friend, linked by the death of his sister at 20. Mr. Osmand, a schoolmaster, taught Hilary to love literature as an escape. The conflict centers on Hilary, with guilt devouring him against his desire for redemption. Love may defeat his inner monsters. The themes of fate and free will are explored, like Anne's accidental death. Hilary's driving in an altered state doesn't justify his decision. The description of Big Ben in the fog is a great passage, associated with his state of mind. It's a novel about a man's internal conflicts after causing a woman's death unintentionally.
The main philosophical message is about coping with guilt. It implies having a moral code, conscience, and the awareness that free will can harm others. Causing an innocent person's death haunts us with conscience and guilt, leading to a search for redemption. However, this approach may be seen as selfish. Hilary didn't commit suicide due to his love for Crystal and Lady Kitty's letter. His free will to drive fast caused Anne's death. A dilemma exists as to whether it was fate. If Hilary can change fate, is his free will irrelevant? Hilary defeats his inner monsters by telling Gunnar it wasn't his fault. But he can't quantify the pain caused, and Gunnar hasn't forgiven him. The good characters are Lady Kitty and Thomasina.
Hilary Burde takes us through his typical days, like Thursdays at five when he must shower. His sister Crystal wants to marry Arthur Fisch, and Hilary tries to convince her otherwise. Hilary had a terrible childhood, with his mother dying at seven and never knowing his father. He had an affair with Anne Jopling, Gunnar's first wife, and they have a son. Hilary is driving with Anne when the car crashes at high speed, killing her and her unborn child. Hilary is consumed by guilt. He wants to talk to Gunnar, but it doesn't happen until Lady Kitty writes a letter. They meet along the Thames, and Lady Kitty slips and dies. Hilary explains to Gunnar that he didn't kill Anne on purpose. Thomasina is crucial for his mental healing, and they marry, as does Crystal to Arthur. Mr. Osmand is also a central figure, teaching Hilary to escape through words.
Murdoch is a fierce and individualistic writer. The recalcitrant Hilary is just one of her many characters who refuse to conform, question the established rules, and find themselves plunged into moral dilemmas that are too complex to have a smooth solution. In this novel that delves into guilt and vengeance, people are presented in an unflattering light. The puce green of a shabby bedsit serves as an all-too-fitting metaphor for the cramped existences that warp souls. It is truly amusing to observe how Murdoch deftly juggles the elements of the genre plot. Will they marry? Is love reciprocated? Can they counter their self-destructive impulses? As she explores the layers of conscience in quirky set-ups that veer off into curious byways. There are echoes of Dostoevsky and Poe, with a combination of furious self-destructiveness and crippling bouts of guilt. Her writing style is unique and engaging, drawing the reader into a world of moral ambiguity and psychological turmoil.
Murdoch's descriptive writing is truly what makes this work so irresistibly captivating. Her words paint vivid pictures in the reader's mind, transporting them into the very heart of the story. I found myself completely engrossed in the novel, unable to put it down for even a moment. Every sentence was a delight to read, filled with rich details and emotions. It was as if I was living through the experiences of the characters myself. I cannot wait to explore more of her works and be further enchanted by her unique writing style. Her talent is truly remarkable, and I have no doubt that her future books will be just as精彩.