To read erotic short stories from over a hundred years ago is highly interesting for a plethora of reasons. The first and foremost being that I'm not entirely convinced that the modern experience of sex and sexuality has necessarily improved since these stories were penned. It's incredibly easy to fall into the belief that our current paradigm is the absolute best one; that we know so much more than our predecessors and have learned valuable lessons from the mistakes of the past. However, this simply isn't the case. The elements of culture are in a constant state of flux, becoming more rigid in certain aspects and more loose in others.
Despite having lived more than a hundred years ago, during a period which is commonly regarded as not being particularly great for female sexuality, Anaïs Nin has a far more comprehensive understanding of sexuality than most people do today. It was truly captivating to observe how I reacted to the stories. Some of them definitely made me feel uncomfortable in a sense of assault or coercion, yet often those same stories touched upon something that is simultaneously desirable. Something that might be far too risky for real life, but is highly interesting when presented in ink and paper.
It is especially fascinating that this collection is primarily an exploration of female sexuality. While some of the protagonists are male, the true focus of the stories is undoubtedly on the women; what they desire and how they feel. I don't feel the need to delve into the problematic nature of contemporary pornography, so I will deliberately skip that aspect. However, it's important to note that there is plenty of smut that BookTok has brought to the forefront, much of which is of very good quality. But no one writes quite like Anaïs Nin. She fearlessly pushes the boundaries of what is considered acceptable in order to explore our most hidden desires. There are a few men who might come across as lecherous, but you quickly realize that it is the women who hold complete control, and they are fully conscious of what they are engaging in. It is their desire and pleasure that take center stage. The men have their pleasure too, but it never overshadows that of the women.
In summary, this is a truly fascinating, explicitly sexual, and, for me personally, an intellectually stimulating read. I thoroughly liked it, and I fully intend to read it again someday. However, I'm a bit unsure about what kind of person I would recommend it to.