...the specific character of despair is precisely this: it is unaware of being despair.
" In The Moviegoer, the hero, Binx Bolling, is on the cusp of turning thirty. He is, to put it mildly, indecisive. He has a pattern of falling in love with his secretaries, is bossed around by his aunt and constantly pulled into family affairs. He has complex feelings towards his cousin Kate, who is more fragile than Tennessee Williams's most neurotic female characters. Yet, Walker Percy has crafted an anti-heroic masterpiece. Binx lives by some rather eccentric principles that seem to lead him nowhere but in circles. There is "the search," "rotation" and "repetition," and numerous mantras he uses to rationalize his existence. For example, on a train ride to Chicago with Kate, he contemplates:Money is a good counterpoise to beauty. Beauty, the quest of beauty alone, is a whoredom. Ten years ago I pursued beauty and gave no thought to money. I listened to the lovely tunes of Mahler and felt a sickness in my very soul. Now I pursue money and on the whole feel better.However, he doesn't truly "pursue" money; he's a fortunate stockbroker, and money more or less comes to him easily. Maybe what he really craves is that "sickness in my very soul." Eventually, towards the end of the book, his aunt gives him a stern talking-to, and he does take some action. But even then, the outcome, like so many things in our lives, is a tenuous truce. The Moviegoer is a thoroughly unheroic novel with an unheroic narrator. But he is honest, likable, and very much like each and every one of us, hypocrite lecteur. For a debut novel, The Moviegoer is an unexpected masterpiece whose reputation has only increased over the years. I am eager to explore more of Percy's works.
Considering the significant amount of time it took me to complete this rather slender book, it should be quite evident that I detected certain不足之处 within it. It was one of those books that I derived a certain degree of enjoyment from during the actual process of reading. However, for reasons unbeknownst to me, once I put it down, I never felt an urge to pick it back up again, which is always an unfortunate circumstance. To be honest, I could tell almost instantaneously that this simply wasn't to my taste. So, I feel a bit guilty for assigning a rating as I was well aware that I wasn't going to like it, yet I decided to persevere until the end regardless.
I've come across numerous descriptions of this book as a sort of quintessential American Existentialist novel, and that's likely a major part of the problem. I've simply never been able to generate much enthusiasm for Existentialist/Absurdist/whatever-minded literature in general, whether it be Camus or Kafka or Beckett or the Russians, etc. (de Beauvoir's fiction might be a possible exception - I greatly enjoyed both of the novels of hers that I've read).
Walker确实在整本书中提出了许多发人深省且有趣的观点。不过,相较于那些更多地对存在本身提出质疑的段落,我更被批判社会结构的段落所吸引。而且,它在结尾处确实有了起色 - 我被宾克斯和专横的埃姆姨妈之间的最后对决深深打动(并且我能痛苦而奇怪地与之产生共鸣)。
坦率地说,虽然我理解书名指的是主人公冷静地观察生活,就好像生活在他面前放映一样的习惯,但我有点失望的是,一本名为《影迷》的书与实际的观影活动关联甚少。我承认我原本期待能有像戈尔·维达尔的《迈拉·布雷金里奇/迈伦》那样为经典电影爱好者准备的神秘的内部笑话。但是,除了威廉·霍尔登早期精彩绝伦的客串出场以及几个巧妙且有启发性的将角色与不太知名的电影明星进行比较之外,在这方面它绝对是一个失败。
所以,是的,归根结底,似乎从一开始这本书就面临着重重困难,不幸的是,事情最终也没有得到解决。就这样吧。
My mother's family think I have lost my faith and they pray for me to recover it. [...] My father's family think that the world makes sense without God and that anyone but an idiot knows what the good life is and anyone but a scoundrel can lead it.But it seems to delve even deeper into a psyche that is in conflict with the escapist movies he enjoys, the carnal pleasures that temporarily soothe his soul, and the easy charm he employs for superficial connections. On the other side of the ledger lies a rather profound Weltschmerz. When he says, “all the friendly and likeable people seem dead to me; only the haters seem alive,” his crisis seems all too real. In common parlance, I suppose you could say it’s a search for meaning – a way to reconcile his world-weary thoughts with what well-functioning individuals intuit to be the good life. It was a theme with substantial heft. Had that been all there was, it might have seemed a touch ponderous. Percy may have sensed this, knowing to offer lighter fare as accompaniments. Occasional humor lent a helping hand. And like many from the South, his language was rich and engaging. Consider, too, that while it is a cliché to refer to a place as another character, has it ever not applied to NOLA? Speaking of characters, there was a plethora of excellent ones beyond Binx and New Orleans. One was his aunt, a woman of rare insight and persuasion. Another was his aunt’s step-daughter, Kate, who was Binx’s kindred spirit, and perhaps even a love interest. She’d had some bad luck, though, and the thread she was hanging from was looking rather thin. Such plot as there was had Binx and Kate driving. If you are at all curious about well-written, character-driven, Southern existentialism, you should give this compact little prize winner a try. The Biblioracle knew to recommend it to me, and I am grateful that he did. Four very solid stars.