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I have been wanting to read more from this era after finally reading On the Road, but it was much more difficult to read. After bailing on The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, I was determined to make it through this one, but now I pretty much wish I had done it the other way around.
It was just jarring to read. Like listening to Black Angels by George Crumb. You have to spin it, intellectualize it, to convince yourself that you appreciate it. Whatever addiction is, it isn't beautiful. It isn't life affirming, it doesn't even appreciate sex or connection. Once you accept that it won't be any of those things, you can move on to the really enjoyable chewy words. Like:
"When he moved an effluvia of mold drifted out of his clothes, a musty smell of deserted locker rooms. He studied his nails with phosphorescent intensity."
While I was slogging through Naked Lunch, a friend sent me off to listen to Spare Ass Annie which is Burroughs reading some of his writing (including some excerpts from this novel) accompanied by a jazz-funk band, and it really helped. I started to hear it in his sarcastic, mocking, crotchety tone, and it just fit more. It didn't feel as desperate somehow.
And my favorite little bit:
"Something falls off you when you cross the border into Mexico, and suddenly the landscape hits you straight with nothing between you and it."
It was just jarring to read. Like listening to Black Angels by George Crumb. You have to spin it, intellectualize it, to convince yourself that you appreciate it. Whatever addiction is, it isn't beautiful. It isn't life affirming, it doesn't even appreciate sex or connection. Once you accept that it won't be any of those things, you can move on to the really enjoyable chewy words. Like:
"When he moved an effluvia of mold drifted out of his clothes, a musty smell of deserted locker rooms. He studied his nails with phosphorescent intensity."
While I was slogging through Naked Lunch, a friend sent me off to listen to Spare Ass Annie which is Burroughs reading some of his writing (including some excerpts from this novel) accompanied by a jazz-funk band, and it really helped. I started to hear it in his sarcastic, mocking, crotchety tone, and it just fit more. It didn't feel as desperate somehow.
And my favorite little bit:
"Something falls off you when you cross the border into Mexico, and suddenly the landscape hits you straight with nothing between you and it."