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“If you are lucky enough to have lived in Paris as a young man, then wherever you go for the rest of your life, it stays with you, for Paris is a moveable feast.”
“We would be together and have our books and at night be warm in bed together with the windows open and the stars bright.”
I love Ernest Hemingway as a writer, at his best, especially in many of the stories, but in the main novels, too, there is often breathtakingly good writing. Then there are the books, some of them much later, where there would seem to be parodies of himself. And he is ripe for parody, given the style:
“You expected to be sad in the fall. Part of you died each year when the leaves fell from the trees and their branches were bare against the wind and the cold, wintery light. But you knew there would always be the spring, as you knew the river would flow again after it was frozen. When the cold rains kept on and killed the spring, it was as though a young person died for no reason.”
Either you find that paragraph laughable or loveable, and at this point I could honestly go either way, but in general I love his simple declarative and lyrical sentences.
A Moveable Feast is an interesting book to read after The Sun Also Rises, which is a book that begins in Paris and moves to the drunken disastrous fiesta at Pamplona, with people Behaving Badly all the time. That book has some of those lyrical passages, usually about fishing and bullfighting. Feast is written years after the last great work, The Old Man and the Sea, at a point when he thinks he is basically washed up (cracked up, he would say), depressed, paranoid; it is his last attempt to cement his reputation, to solidify the myth he has made of himself through all his works, the myth of the sensitive macho man, the best writer, the best drinker, the best fisherman, the best man. In Sun it is Jake Barnes as Hemingway, the only guy who is NOT behaving badly, the guy who rises above the "bitched" fray and goes fishing, away from people, back to nature. No one is faithful or can hold his liquor like the impotent Jake, poor guy. And so noble, a bullfighting aficionado.
Feast is two books, really. It’s in the main a kind of reprise, a revisiting of those early magical days, anecdotes of drinking, gambling, skiing, eating, visiting famous friends, loving Hadley, and writing, always writing. The first Feast book is an “earnest” apology to Hadley, his last love letter to her, as he faces madness and death, wherein you may learn to love Hem—her Tatie—just a little again, maybe. In the process he manages to capture some of that early lyrical glory of Paris and their young love life there. Hemingway dedicates Sun to Hadley and their son nicknamed Bumby and gives her all the proceeds from it because he felt guilty all his life for dumping them, and I see that act as the first bookend of his collected acts of contrition, the last being the essays focused on their time together in Paris.
“We ate well and cheaply and drank well and cheaply and slept well and warm together and loved each other.”
True, Hadley is more an image of The Beloved than an actual full–bodied character in the book; she and Bumby don’t do anything really but be Wife and Child, but they are (at least, I’ll say) romanticized here, washed with regret and sorrow at every turn. Though he sometimes frames it in the passive sense, as when he says, "people came in that would change things," and he calls them, to the end, "the rich" (Pauline Pfeiffer was a rich heiress whom he left Hadley for), he does make it clear he is sorry, though it is now decades later. Again and again he says, we were perfect, and we didn’t know we would soon never be perfect again.
“When I saw my wife again standing by the tracks as the train came in by the piled logs at the station, I wished I had died before I had ever loved anyone but her.” [He had just come from Pauline's bed, so this might change any inclination you might have to feel sorry for him here. This is the problem in the book seen as apology, that he apologizes and then blames others, at points.}
But is it Hemingway speaking, or the myth he created of himself? Hem is cagey on the "truth" of his writing in Feast:
“This book is fiction, but there is always a chance that such a work of fiction may throw some light on what has been written as fact.”
So the first "book" or aspect of Feast is Hadley love. But then there is the other half of the book where you realize sweet Hadley was lucky to get out when she did. In this second Feast, Hem reminisces about other famous people he knew at the time, and most of these people he just trashes as he often did.
Of Gertrude Stein, who mentored him in his writing and career: she is “lazy,” “jealous” (of others’ success, as if he weren’t!); “disloyal” (as if he weren’t, even in the process of trashing her!); he bashes her for bashing gay men writers; he yells at her for her 1920 reference to his generation as a “lost” generation: “who is calling who a lost generation?” Feels petty and ungrateful to the woman who spent countless hours supporting him and mentoring to him on his writing, even if some of what he says may be true.
Of Ford Madox Ford (who championed Hem’s early work): “I had always avoided looking at Ford when I could and I always held my breath.”
Of Wyndham Lewis: “. . . the eyes of an unsuccessful rapist.” (!)
And on and on, though he does not here critique Joyce, nor Pound, nor his lifelong friend F. Scott Fitzgerald, though he is consistently vicious about Zelda and what her “insanity” does to destroy Scott’s career. The Fitzgerald essays are really poignant, the best of the "other writer" essays.
To be fair, some of it is funny, though not as funny as he thinks it is, because he often comes off as petty and mean. But the writing advice is plentiful and useful:
“All you have to do is write one sentence. Write the truest sentence you know.”
“I had learned already never to empty the well of my writing, but always to stop when there was still something there in the deep part of the well, and let it refill at night from the springs that fed it.”
“This was omitted on my new theory that you could omit anything if you knew that you omitted and the omitted part would strengthen the story and make people feel something more than they understood.”
And we get good advice on the necessity for discipline and regularity, and reading when not writing. He says great and true things about Chekhov and Dostoevsky.
Finally, I am deeply conflicted about this sad book that in the main preserves one’s sense of his arrogance and nastiness, and also his lyrical brilliance. It was published after he committed suicide. Some of the writing is 5 star, for sure, and he is always interesting, if sometimes infuriating.
“But Paris was a very old city and we were young and nothing was simple there, not even poverty, nor sudden money, nor the moonlight, nor right and wrong nor the breathing of someone who lay beside you in the moonlight.”
“We would be together and have our books and at night be warm in bed together with the windows open and the stars bright.”
I love Ernest Hemingway as a writer, at his best, especially in many of the stories, but in the main novels, too, there is often breathtakingly good writing. Then there are the books, some of them much later, where there would seem to be parodies of himself. And he is ripe for parody, given the style:
“You expected to be sad in the fall. Part of you died each year when the leaves fell from the trees and their branches were bare against the wind and the cold, wintery light. But you knew there would always be the spring, as you knew the river would flow again after it was frozen. When the cold rains kept on and killed the spring, it was as though a young person died for no reason.”
Either you find that paragraph laughable or loveable, and at this point I could honestly go either way, but in general I love his simple declarative and lyrical sentences.
A Moveable Feast is an interesting book to read after The Sun Also Rises, which is a book that begins in Paris and moves to the drunken disastrous fiesta at Pamplona, with people Behaving Badly all the time. That book has some of those lyrical passages, usually about fishing and bullfighting. Feast is written years after the last great work, The Old Man and the Sea, at a point when he thinks he is basically washed up (cracked up, he would say), depressed, paranoid; it is his last attempt to cement his reputation, to solidify the myth he has made of himself through all his works, the myth of the sensitive macho man, the best writer, the best drinker, the best fisherman, the best man. In Sun it is Jake Barnes as Hemingway, the only guy who is NOT behaving badly, the guy who rises above the "bitched" fray and goes fishing, away from people, back to nature. No one is faithful or can hold his liquor like the impotent Jake, poor guy. And so noble, a bullfighting aficionado.
Feast is two books, really. It’s in the main a kind of reprise, a revisiting of those early magical days, anecdotes of drinking, gambling, skiing, eating, visiting famous friends, loving Hadley, and writing, always writing. The first Feast book is an “earnest” apology to Hadley, his last love letter to her, as he faces madness and death, wherein you may learn to love Hem—her Tatie—just a little again, maybe. In the process he manages to capture some of that early lyrical glory of Paris and their young love life there. Hemingway dedicates Sun to Hadley and their son nicknamed Bumby and gives her all the proceeds from it because he felt guilty all his life for dumping them, and I see that act as the first bookend of his collected acts of contrition, the last being the essays focused on their time together in Paris.
“We ate well and cheaply and drank well and cheaply and slept well and warm together and loved each other.”
True, Hadley is more an image of The Beloved than an actual full–bodied character in the book; she and Bumby don’t do anything really but be Wife and Child, but they are (at least, I’ll say) romanticized here, washed with regret and sorrow at every turn. Though he sometimes frames it in the passive sense, as when he says, "people came in that would change things," and he calls them, to the end, "the rich" (Pauline Pfeiffer was a rich heiress whom he left Hadley for), he does make it clear he is sorry, though it is now decades later. Again and again he says, we were perfect, and we didn’t know we would soon never be perfect again.
“When I saw my wife again standing by the tracks as the train came in by the piled logs at the station, I wished I had died before I had ever loved anyone but her.” [He had just come from Pauline's bed, so this might change any inclination you might have to feel sorry for him here. This is the problem in the book seen as apology, that he apologizes and then blames others, at points.}
But is it Hemingway speaking, or the myth he created of himself? Hem is cagey on the "truth" of his writing in Feast:
“This book is fiction, but there is always a chance that such a work of fiction may throw some light on what has been written as fact.”
So the first "book" or aspect of Feast is Hadley love. But then there is the other half of the book where you realize sweet Hadley was lucky to get out when she did. In this second Feast, Hem reminisces about other famous people he knew at the time, and most of these people he just trashes as he often did.
Of Gertrude Stein, who mentored him in his writing and career: she is “lazy,” “jealous” (of others’ success, as if he weren’t!); “disloyal” (as if he weren’t, even in the process of trashing her!); he bashes her for bashing gay men writers; he yells at her for her 1920 reference to his generation as a “lost” generation: “who is calling who a lost generation?” Feels petty and ungrateful to the woman who spent countless hours supporting him and mentoring to him on his writing, even if some of what he says may be true.
Of Ford Madox Ford (who championed Hem’s early work): “I had always avoided looking at Ford when I could and I always held my breath.”
Of Wyndham Lewis: “. . . the eyes of an unsuccessful rapist.” (!)
And on and on, though he does not here critique Joyce, nor Pound, nor his lifelong friend F. Scott Fitzgerald, though he is consistently vicious about Zelda and what her “insanity” does to destroy Scott’s career. The Fitzgerald essays are really poignant, the best of the "other writer" essays.
To be fair, some of it is funny, though not as funny as he thinks it is, because he often comes off as petty and mean. But the writing advice is plentiful and useful:
“All you have to do is write one sentence. Write the truest sentence you know.”
“I had learned already never to empty the well of my writing, but always to stop when there was still something there in the deep part of the well, and let it refill at night from the springs that fed it.”
“This was omitted on my new theory that you could omit anything if you knew that you omitted and the omitted part would strengthen the story and make people feel something more than they understood.”
And we get good advice on the necessity for discipline and regularity, and reading when not writing. He says great and true things about Chekhov and Dostoevsky.
Finally, I am deeply conflicted about this sad book that in the main preserves one’s sense of his arrogance and nastiness, and also his lyrical brilliance. It was published after he committed suicide. Some of the writing is 5 star, for sure, and he is always interesting, if sometimes infuriating.
“But Paris was a very old city and we were young and nothing was simple there, not even poverty, nor sudden money, nor the moonlight, nor right and wrong nor the breathing of someone who lay beside you in the moonlight.”