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n But of course we were intimate, I'll tell you how intimate: they were my guns, and I let them do it.n
I wrote a poem to a coworker last Friday--long story--and in part of it, I tried to tell her how much I admired Dispatches and how deeply I responded to it: I said that the book itself felt like poetry, that it had that kind of density of insight. With any other form of journalism, this level of beauty would be condensation that fogged up the glass and made it harder to see the subjects, but with Herr's writing, the style itself is the window, or rather something less clear and more visceral. Dispatches tattoos the Vietnam War on your mind.
I had trouble reading too much of this at a time, in part it's more experience-driven than narrative-driven and in part because of the aforementioned weight, with the end result that this is a short book that nonetheless feels bottomless. Herr talks about the atrocities of the war and his love for the men who committed them. He never flinches and he never backs away--his successors in fiction, for our more recent wars, are probably Ben Fountain and Phil Klay--and as a result, he finds and tells incredible stories. He mentions jouranlists who referrd to "no-story operations," and talks about how foreign he finds that concept: "Those were the same journalists who would ask us what the fuck we ever found to talk to grunts about, who said they never heard a grunt talk about anything except cars, football and chone. But they all had a story, and in the war they were driven to tell it."
The mix was so amazing: incipient saints and realized homicidals, unconscious lyric poets and mean dumb motherfuckers with their brains all down in their necks; and even by the time I left I knew where all the stories came from and where thy were going, I was never bored, never even unsurprised.
The stories are here: the grunt who keeps an actual calendar drawn on the back of his helmet, the guy who checks Stars and Stripes religiously for a death from his hometown because he figures it's such a podunk place two people from it won't die in Vietnam, the space blanket that gets forced on Herr because he mentions being cold, the journalist who is incredulous about the charge to take the glamour out of war, the soldier who keeps wandering away from the airstrip and the plane that's supposed to take him home. The effect here is of the illumination rounds he mentions--arcs of clarity with real impact. But I should emphasize, because this is rare for me, that the stories here, though memorable, significant, haunting, funny, varied, and pretty much everything else under the sun, stood out less than the remarkable clarity of Herr's style and philosophy. It's strange to read a book and come away effectively wanting the author as your biographer, which of course can't happen now--RIP, Michael Herr, another victim of 2016--but that's the feeling I had here, because Herr is such an intelligent, unsentimental, loving interpreter of what he witnesses, because he feels the weight of it all and records it in such a way that I felt it too.
"We all had roughly the same position on the war: we were in it, and that was a position."
I wrote a poem to a coworker last Friday--long story--and in part of it, I tried to tell her how much I admired Dispatches and how deeply I responded to it: I said that the book itself felt like poetry, that it had that kind of density of insight. With any other form of journalism, this level of beauty would be condensation that fogged up the glass and made it harder to see the subjects, but with Herr's writing, the style itself is the window, or rather something less clear and more visceral. Dispatches tattoos the Vietnam War on your mind.
I had trouble reading too much of this at a time, in part it's more experience-driven than narrative-driven and in part because of the aforementioned weight, with the end result that this is a short book that nonetheless feels bottomless. Herr talks about the atrocities of the war and his love for the men who committed them. He never flinches and he never backs away--his successors in fiction, for our more recent wars, are probably Ben Fountain and Phil Klay--and as a result, he finds and tells incredible stories. He mentions jouranlists who referrd to "no-story operations," and talks about how foreign he finds that concept: "Those were the same journalists who would ask us what the fuck we ever found to talk to grunts about, who said they never heard a grunt talk about anything except cars, football and chone. But they all had a story, and in the war they were driven to tell it."
The mix was so amazing: incipient saints and realized homicidals, unconscious lyric poets and mean dumb motherfuckers with their brains all down in their necks; and even by the time I left I knew where all the stories came from and where thy were going, I was never bored, never even unsurprised.
The stories are here: the grunt who keeps an actual calendar drawn on the back of his helmet, the guy who checks Stars and Stripes religiously for a death from his hometown because he figures it's such a podunk place two people from it won't die in Vietnam, the space blanket that gets forced on Herr because he mentions being cold, the journalist who is incredulous about the charge to take the glamour out of war, the soldier who keeps wandering away from the airstrip and the plane that's supposed to take him home. The effect here is of the illumination rounds he mentions--arcs of clarity with real impact. But I should emphasize, because this is rare for me, that the stories here, though memorable, significant, haunting, funny, varied, and pretty much everything else under the sun, stood out less than the remarkable clarity of Herr's style and philosophy. It's strange to read a book and come away effectively wanting the author as your biographer, which of course can't happen now--RIP, Michael Herr, another victim of 2016--but that's the feeling I had here, because Herr is such an intelligent, unsentimental, loving interpreter of what he witnesses, because he feels the weight of it all and records it in such a way that I felt it too.
"We all had roughly the same position on the war: we were in it, and that was a position."