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What a fascinating, wonderful read. Not a book for the faint of heart, this book is one of L'Engle's adult novels and deals with serious topics. I picked it up a while back because I knew it was the companion piece to "The Small Rain" and knew that I needed to read it at some point. These two books are a wonderful story in and of themselves. With "The Small Rain" being the first book L'Engle ever wrote, back in early 1940s, and this one being one of her later ones written (published 1982 I believe?), these books are not quite autobiographical but they surely draw from L'Engle's own experiences and life. One of them written when she was young and fiery and just starting to discover her passion for writing, the second one written after a span of almost 40 years, of course it's a fascinating study to compare the two and trace the changes and deepening of both the main character (Katherine Forrester Vigneras) and also the author herself. I gave myself a year or so in between reading these two books, as I wanted to allow myself some time away from the story of young Katherine before I experienced the story of old Katherine. And what a story it was. Pierced through with flashbacks to pivotal and emotional moments in Katherine's life, this book tells the story of a woman who has retired and stepped away from her career as a world-famous pianist to settle in her house in New York City. Katherine does not quite succeed at getting away from the world though, as she finds herself very much needed in the small community in which she finds herself. The people that Katherine gets to know are all fascinating in their own right, and L'Engle does a masterful job in drawing these characters and making them come alive. The city of New York is a character itself, as it often is, and it was fascinating but also slightly horrifying to make the acquaintance of late 1970s New York City. This book isn't perfect. Katherine herself seems almost saint-like at times, one who has near apotheosized at the final stage of her life. She becomes the confessor for practically every character in this book and is the one that always seems to know just how to respond or act to meet the needs of those around her. She is almost brimming over with love and acceptance and compassion, at least outwardly. L'Engle does her level best to humanize and ground her, showing her internal doubts, frustrations, angers and fears, but even so - it feels like the character of Katherine Forrester has reached the point where she's not merely her own character anymore, but a paragon of virtue, the saint that we should all aspire to be like. I am possibly being overly harsh because I quite like Katherine and am grateful to experience her story here. Let not my negativity in this one point put you off reading this book, because this story is worth the experience! As always, L'Engle excels at telling the small scenes - the dinner parties, the conversations over lunch, the small moments and intimacies between characters. This book is a very talky book - vast majority is conversations. I love it though many might not. There are some theological quibbles I have with this book (please don't read L'Engle for her theological and biblical insights!) but I am able to look past those with the understanding that none of us have our understanding of God and this world perfectly in order - why should I be surprised that these characters' views of God and salvation may be slightly flawed? Apart from that, this book does deal with some fairly rough topics. Again, not for the faint of heart. There is loss and jealousy and abuse and infidelity and an atmosphere that drips of grime and fear. Yet there is also love and beauty - I simply loved all the discussions of music and any depictions of Katherine and/or friends playing musical instruments and/or singing together. The book ended beautifully, the only way it could have. I am not myself a musician, though I do dearly love music, but reading L'Engle's portrayal of a musician and what the music means to her...it is something to behold. While I don't know as if I could read this book often, it is a story superbly told about characters who are messy and real. I will definitely at some point in the future re-read both "The Small Rain" and this one, as they are books with a weight to them, books that talk about the things that matter.