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On The Road...again. This is my second read through of Kerouac’s classic. First time through I was mid twenties and on the road myself. That was thirty years ago. My experience this time was radically different, but just as striking.
What remained constant was Kerouac's prose. While it has long been fashionable to disrespect Kerouac's writing ability and style, I find his prose powerful, full of amazing imagery and surprisingly erudite allusions. This second time through I listened to it on Blackstone Audiobook, read by Tom Parker. Listening, it struck me that Kerouac wrote as Bebop jazz musicians played. On The Road is prose Bebop. Not everyone appreciates jazz, but if you dig Charlie Parker, you've gotta love these Kerouac riffs.
It was my reaction to the story itself that radically changed. Thirty years ago I read it as the story of cool, disaffected young men searching for freedom from a stifling American culture. But three decades later, having out lived both Kerouac and his muse Cassady, knowing how they died, knowing what happened to their children, more fully appreciating the perspective of the women they left over and over again, I read it differently. This time I read it as a tragedy of sad, lost and lonely young men, racing about, running from demons and adulthood, and breaking the lives of others while never coming close to catching that allusive freedom that they sought. It was in there all along - the sadness, loneliness, and brokenness - I just didn't highlight it my first time through.
This reading I especially noted the recurring theme of searching for Dean's derelict, missing father, never found. The longing for some connection with even this, the most pathetic of drunken father figures, stood out to me as a key to the entire novel, and was made doubly tragic as Dean continued to sow and abandon children all along the American road himself.
Both my original reading and my take this time through are in the book, but what I gleaned from it this time was far sadder and far more powerful than the simple tale of cool cats on the road. On The Road is where Bebop meets the Blues.
What remained constant was Kerouac's prose. While it has long been fashionable to disrespect Kerouac's writing ability and style, I find his prose powerful, full of amazing imagery and surprisingly erudite allusions. This second time through I listened to it on Blackstone Audiobook, read by Tom Parker. Listening, it struck me that Kerouac wrote as Bebop jazz musicians played. On The Road is prose Bebop. Not everyone appreciates jazz, but if you dig Charlie Parker, you've gotta love these Kerouac riffs.
It was my reaction to the story itself that radically changed. Thirty years ago I read it as the story of cool, disaffected young men searching for freedom from a stifling American culture. But three decades later, having out lived both Kerouac and his muse Cassady, knowing how they died, knowing what happened to their children, more fully appreciating the perspective of the women they left over and over again, I read it differently. This time I read it as a tragedy of sad, lost and lonely young men, racing about, running from demons and adulthood, and breaking the lives of others while never coming close to catching that allusive freedom that they sought. It was in there all along - the sadness, loneliness, and brokenness - I just didn't highlight it my first time through.
This reading I especially noted the recurring theme of searching for Dean's derelict, missing father, never found. The longing for some connection with even this, the most pathetic of drunken father figures, stood out to me as a key to the entire novel, and was made doubly tragic as Dean continued to sow and abandon children all along the American road himself.
Both my original reading and my take this time through are in the book, but what I gleaned from it this time was far sadder and far more powerful than the simple tale of cool cats on the road. On The Road is where Bebop meets the Blues.