Suddenly, this little girl ran up to me. She exclaimed, "Mister, mister, I know why the caged bird sings!"
I reluctantly looked up from reading the financial news. "That's great kid. Now run along, can't you see I'm busy?" I said dismissively.
I then turned back to reading about how poorly the economy was performing. There's nothing quite like reading bad news to feed the intellect.
However, the girl persisted. "But mister, mister, the caged bird sings and I know why! I know why, la-di-da, la-di-doo, and so should you!"
She skipped and danced excitedly. A group of people gathered around, bestowing kind smiles on the girl and casting eager looks in my direction, as if pleading with me to listen to her. With a sigh, I put down the paper and said, "Alright little one, tell me all about that bird of yours."
And so, she began to talk. She spoke about her grandmother Momma, how strong she was, about her momma Mother Dear, such a beautiful lady, about handsome and kind Brother Bailey and big and absent Father Bailey, and about her little life in a corner of a small shop. Despite its size, that corner offered the perfect vantage point to observe what was happening in the big world and in the minds of the people who inhabited it. She excitedly shared her sweet childhood memories and her keen observations. She provided an insider's perspective on a part of the world and society that I was completely unfamiliar with.
I had heard about cotton pickers, of course, and had seen them depicted in popular culture. But through her tales, I saw not just mere depictions, but real life people, worn out by the burdens of their work. I could see their fatigue in the small spasms of pain around their lips and the quivering of their shoulders, and the absence of the sparkle in their eyes as they told their jokes. Yet, even as I looked into this unknown world, much of it felt familiar to me, and I realized that this unknown world was my world, our world, but there was this wall. Who had put that stupid thing there? The little girl showed me the window in that wall, and her generous spirit had left it wide open as the breeze of her story blew through it.
I willed her to keep talking, and she did, with passion and patience.
Suddenly, the girl stopped dancing. Looking down at the ground, she said in a voice as tiny as a cat's whisker, "A big man hurt me. Real bad."
She looked up, and the playful twinkle in her eyes was gone. I was ready to stand up, hold her in my arms, and tell her that everything would be okay. But her eyes, filled with defiance, pride, and intelligence, told me that she would have none of that. She started dancing again, slowly and more deliberately.
More memories followed. The tale evolved into one dealing with one of society's greatest embarrassments, of black people being denied the opportunity to work on tramcars, of dentists refusing to treat little children of a specific ethnic background. But despite the enormity of all this humiliation, the little girl remained at the center of the stage, through her courage, wit, and wisdom. Her pace quickened, and I heard a melody of personal memories, powerful anecdotes, and fiery statements of indignation.
She sang, "The house was smudged with unspoken thoughts."
A bit later, she said, "The unsaid words pushed roughly against the thoughts that we had no craft to verbalize, and crowded the room to uneasiness."
Her apparent eloquence made these melodious statements all the more profound.
"The need for change bulldozed a road down the center of my mind."
"My relief melted my fears and they liquidly stole down my face."
And then, she gave a momentous description of the wall of racism. The girl told me about how a lady receptionist had refused to allow her to file a candidacy for a job she coveted. The reasons were hidden yet obvious. The girl then sang:
"The miserable little encounter had nothing to do with me, the me of me, any more than it had to do with that silly clerk. The incident was a recurring dream, concocted years ago by stupid whites and it eternally came back to haunt us all. The secretary and I were like Hamlet and Laertes in the final scene, where, because of harm done by one ancestor to another, we were bound to duel to the death. Also because the play must end somewhere. I went further than forgiving the clerk, I accepted her as a fellow victim of the same puppeteer."
I was awestruck, but she was clearly waiting for me to say something.
"What a wonderful tale! You're giving that clerk an easy pass there, but I'm sure that once you're a bit older you'll reconsider this imagery, however beautiful it is. But what about that bird, little girl? You didn't mention it, let alone the reasons for its singing?"
"I ain't no little girl no more, mister!" she retorted.
And with that, she stomped off in a fit of pique and out of my sight.
I wonder if I'll ever see her again. I sure hope so. I want to know about that bird.