At times, he resembled a religious figure with his ascetic lifestyle and exacting standards for his inner life. At other times, he was more like an artist, with his severe judgments, social outbursts, and perfectionism in his writings. He wasn’t always likeable, but he was always unapologetically himself, a singularity whose contradictions only made him more distinct.
Most of my reading falls into two broad categories. The first consists of books that I actively seek out, either because someone recommended them or because I’ve been pondering certain topics. These make up the majority of my reading. The second category comprises books that seem to find me, happy accidents that cross my path and demand my attention. This particular book on Wittgenstein belongs to the latter category.
I had never read any Wittgenstein before, and I rarely venture into the realm of philosophy. But I chanced upon this book at just the right moment. I had just finished the first volume of The Man Without Qualities by Robert Musil and was eagerly awaiting the arrival of the second volume via Amazon. So, I picked up this book on Wittgenstein, thinking I’d just take a quick look. But I was immediately hooked and couldn’t put it down. I read it compulsively. What’s interesting about the timing of this book, sandwiched between the Musil volumes, is that as I read it, I couldn’t help but draw parallels between Wittgenstein and Musil.
I’ve also noticed that in my recent Goodreads reviews, I’ve been increasingly writing Reviews Without Books. Just as the Man Without Qualities is a man who possesses all qualities, my reviews have tried to incorporate all my recent readings, in a somewhat gluttonous act of trying to create a larger picture. I hope that out of this mishmash will emerge a more coherent understanding, where the different elements complement each other while still maintaining their individuality. Reviewing one book in isolation, it seems to me, is like taking a photograph of someone against a blank background – useful only for official documents and passports.
So, I will talk about Musil here, without apology. There are some superficial resemblances between the two men. Both were born in Austria, trained as engineers, and studied mathematics and philosophy. They were contemporaries and both served in the war, although there’s no indication that they ever met.
But it’s when we delve deeper into Wittgenstein’s philosophy that we find more profound resemblances. An interesting thing happened to me while writing this review. I was overcome with a severe case of reviewer’s block. I had so many good points to make about the two men. Wittgenstein’s interest in bridging the gap between the utterable and the unutterable, his mention of imaginary numbers (a Musil-esque concept), their similar love/hate relationships with science, their resistance to systematization, and their emphasis on context. Wittgenstein’s idea that context creates meaning, and Musil’s exploration of the same in his novel by showing how each character’s myopic view is influenced by the larger society’s constantly changing ideas. The concept of ‘genius’ that both men were preoccupied with, Wittgenstein seeing it as a justification for living as he pleased, and Musil lamenting its decline.
I had pages of notes, not just because I wanted to write a great review, but because I truly believed that these comparisons could help me understand these two men better. But as I thought more about it, I realized that making comparisons was not as simple as I thought. Every comparison is a generalization, a way of glossing over the complicated differences between two things. And as soon as you start adding qualifications and exceptions to your comparisons, you might as well not make them in the first place. This is the essence of the problem of writer’s block – being faced with the unutterable and not being able to express it without reducing it to something vulgar. In the end, maybe the only way to truly write about a book is to include the entire text, as Wittgenstein himself said: “And this is how it is: if only you do not try to utter what is unutterable then nothing gets lost. But the unutterable will be – unutterably – contained in what has been uttered!” Maybe that’s why I found it so difficult to continue writing, looking over my notes and underlined passages, trying to capture something inexpressible about this book and this life. I had to admit to myself that I hadn’t really read Wittgenstein’s own writings, and I was slightly intimidated by his logical propositions and rigorous language. In the end, all I had were a collection of inexpressible feelings about the man’s life, as portrayed in this book, and a newfound respect for Wittgenstein’s insistence that “whereof one cannot speak, thereof one must be silent.”