Okay: I'm not satisfied with The Myth of Sisyphus. I'm equally unsatisfied with my reasons, my critique, and my feelings regarding The Myth of Sisyphus. Both the text and my reservations about it seem equally unconvincing.
Sometimes, The Myth of Sisyphus feels like this: Camus lists a set of rules for what absurdism means. Then he explains what counts under that definition (actors and conquerors), then what doesn't count after that definition (Dostoevsky, Kafka). Camus sets up a convoluted system and then assesses others through it. Especially given the writer's own absence of hope and futility, I cannot explain how much of a waste of time this is. This is some overly grandiose literary criticism, not an eloquent self-help treatise on suicide and life. He just explains how he defines the word "absurd" and then evaluates other people through the construct. Quite honestly, I don't care how he interprets something. I don't quite know why I need to understand that Dostoevsky and Kafka don't fit being "absurd," even if it is good or meaningful or right. But not absurd. So what?
But that's part of the point. Striving for a conviction or a unifying logic is "philosophical suicide." Fine. I get that.
Then sometimes it feels out of touch. It uses literary examples, fictional characters, and outmoded ideas about acting even for 1934. A character is not a whole other person with a whole other subjective life. A character created by a human is, you know, scripted and usually simpler with motives and conflicts that are solvable or relatable within a few hours. I don't know. I'm not convinced with his thoughts on acting. But that opens a can of worms I'm too lazy to deal with.
In point of fact, its execution, I think, is responsible for my not being satisfied with its conclusions. It gets bogged down in his tangential, illogical aphorisms. The prose voluntarily revels in unfocused loftiness. Also, the travel writings are non-required reading. The Plague explains the ideas of absurdity in this essay pretty clearly but also manages to be an amazing book.
And, as far as his code of proper living: sometimes it feels like a glorified way of just living in spite of the predicament we've been provided. This is very dressed-up immaturity. Defiance and revolt just seems like childish flailing against the encroaching void. I understand why suicide is a concession. Perhaps suicides just aren't as stubborn. And, to be satirical for a moment, suicide is the world's fastest-acting anti-depressant. And, if they're carnivores, it saves more lives than it takes.
The last essay - a Q&A about art - is really good. Camus calls nudists "Protestants of the body." That's really great too.
I'm comfortable with not being satisfied with its conclusions especially since Camus states in his foreword that he "moved on" from these conclusions himself. Camus shoehorns some possibility for great philosophy into thought-poetry, and something gets lost there? I haven't quite put my finger on the pulse of that point.
So why do I like it? Because this book is a huge help for creative types who realize how ridiculous and absurd their endeavors are. The world doesn't need more music. It doesn't need more anything. So what is being contributed to the pool? Why bother creating more shit? How ridiculous is it to demand that sort of posterity? Is that what we're doing it for? What about flow? All this white noise about shame in creation gets a really nice treatment by Camus here, and they are some really great words of encouragement for creation and art, in and of themselves. For people like me who don't quite get why they need to be (another) singer-songwriter type, it's got some good tips for dealing with that dissonance. It gives you some good methods to revel in it, and that's a huge help. It's a good self-help book, in parts, in this respect, for the creatives and artists. But you do have to parse it out. A lot.
Plus parts remind me of The Plague, which, if you haven't read it...do it up!