It is a secluded spot, twenty miles away from any town. On this particular day, the dense sunlight bathes everything in a warm glow, and the air is heavy with the heady odors of love.
How long have we? Already your body, with the sharpness and grace of Picasso's art, is drying in this highland air. I gently towel down your back and hips with my undershirt. Time here seems to be a mountain lion, lurking and unpredictable.
We laugh at nothing, as I touch your breasts. Even the ground squirrels seem to be dazzled by our moment of intimacy.
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My wife had disappeared along with her clothes. She left behind only two nylon stockings and a hairbrush that was overlooked behind the bed. I should like to call your attention to these shapely nylons and to the strong, dark hair caught in the bristles of the brush.
I drop the nylons into the garbage sack, but the brush I'll keep and use. It is only the bed that seems strange and impossible to account for.
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I see an empty place at the table. Whose? Who else's? Who am I kidding? The boat's waiting. There is no need for oars or a wind. I've left the key in the same place. You know where.
Remember me and all we did together. Now, hold me tight. That's it. Kiss me hard on the lips. There. Now let me go, my dearest. Let me go.
We shall not meet again in this life, so kiss me goodbye now. Here, kiss me again. Once more. There. That's enough. Now, my dearest, let me go. It's time to be on the way.
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And did you get what you wanted from this life, even so? I did. And what did you want? To call myself beloved, to feel myself beloved on the earth.
This simple yet profound desire seems to encapsulate the essence of a life lived in search of love and connection. It is a longing that many can relate to, a longing that drives us to seek out those special moments and relationships that make life truly meaningful.
As we part ways, I carry with me the memories of our time together, a precious gift that will sustain me through the days and nights to come.
Goodbye, my love. May you find all the happiness and love that you deserve in this life.